baby, i fucking love you.

Monday, November 13, 2006

okay, so in th end i didnt go to school AGAIN.
oh gwad bet.
Anyways, last night's mm session,
got me thinking, alot.

i've seriously lost it,
my motivation,
my determination.
my focus.

last night, i laid in bed,
wondering, &questioning myself,
questioning the person i've become.

a student with no desire for more knowledge,
slacking my ass off even though i knw that Os are like in a few months.

duty of a student,
to study &do well.
have i studied? not much.
did well? not really.

a daughter who doesnt think her parents
are worthy of her respect.

duty of a daughter,
respect her parents? nope.
obey her parents? nope.
im way rebellious,

but shouldnt all parents like their child,
for who they are,
and like as long as their child has tried,
shouldnt th parents understand that maybe their child can only achieve that much and not more? there's a limit to everything.
even a limit to how much one can tolerate,

damnit.
i cant wait to go to australia.

OKAY, i dont feel like blogging anymore.
its making me annoyed,

i think i shall go and reflect on my behaviour.
since there's nothing to do at home.
&since that woman didnt allow me to go for training.
AHH, damnit >:(

right now,
im highly irritable.

HAPPY THOUGHTS BET.
happy thoughts,
happy thoughts,
happy thoughts,
happy thoughts,

THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS,
okay, where's the ice cream?!

CIAO,

9:22 PM