Thursday, November 30, 2006

I'll open my heart and give it to you






wednesday.
TRAINING, late late late.
went earlier for elevation test.
im quite satisfied i guess,
54cm, hoped to get 55cm though.
&i realised something today,
I'VE DUMB SHORT ARMS
rwahh >:(


seniors came to train with us,
OOOOH BOY.
was made to play center th whole time :(
having muscle pulls sucks.
i swear, >:/


had macs for dinner
with jaime&steph.
fun fun (:
&steph takes the same time as me
to get home from toa payoh!



thursday.
I ONLY SLEPT AT 4PLUS in the morning.
woke up at like 8 to message steph.
thn woke up again at 8.30,
to get ready to meet her.
for once i thought i'd be early.
but thn i had to go & watch tv first.
so in th end, i was LATE.


FOR BEING LATE,
i had to pay for our taxi fare.
hahaha, which was RETARDED.
okay. hurrr.


th meeting was DUMB.
after the meeting was fun though.
basketball, thn chat session.
thn SWIMMING (:



SWIMMING'S MY NEW LOVE
<33



my dear wife is back (:
IMMA HAPPY KID.


ooh boy,
there's training tomorrow.
considering if i should pon.
LAST TRAINING BEFORE WE LEAVE TO PERTH!
: / MORNING TRAINING LEH.
must wake up like super EARLYYYY,
:X


i hate running 2.4kms.
its time for bed i guess,
goodbye world,
its 2am now.


<3

9:27 AM

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Your subtleties They strangle me








THERE'S TRAINING TML :(
elevation test,
which we were suppose to hve YESTERDAY.
only trini huiyun &i managed to complete our test,
before coach got pissed off,
&so th elevation test has been moved to wednesday.


AIYAAAAAA,
i injured myself for NOTHING.
: ( my side hurt like f*ck now.
&we all have to re-do.
that's just GREATTTT.


dearest wifey's off at confirmation camp,
: (



my family's thinking of going to bangkok
&leaving me here, in singapore.
WHY? because they're being idiots.
I WNA GO SHOPPING.



AUSTRALIA'S gna be a blast.
well, that's wht i hope./
i pray we wont have tough trainings there.
ooh boy, i cant wait~!
ONE MORE WEEK (:
i gotta start thinking of wht to pack.
&find a luggage to use.




first, <3

3:17 AM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Everybody knows that something's wrong,
but nobody knows what's going on.

HELLO BET,

I seriously thought swallowing an orange seed would cause an orange tree to grow inside me ):
Do you know how much agony I went through?!
HAHA, it wasn't alot(:

Anyway, in about an hour's time, you'll be having a killer training :D
Awww, poor thing!

/bet. said:
SERIOUS?!
/bet. said:
ohmygosh, you're the psychic one! (;

HAHA, I KNEW IT! :D

okay, take care & I love you! <33

LOVE;
PAT(:

9:34 PM

i'd be two steps behind,




BEAT'S GONE TO THAILAND ALRDY
: ( bet she'd hve a blast there though.
shop till she drops,
:/ im jealous.


anyways, i was talking to
PATRICIA NG SHU QI
&she was telling me how PSYCHIC i am!

.PATRICIA ! says:
bet's oh-so-PSYCHIC!


:DDDD
i knw pat,
i knw im psychic luh.


I GOT MY WINDBREAKER/JACKET (;
&a new sports bra : D
YELLOW YELLOW.


IM SO BORED.
LALALALA.


yesterday night was
th perfect time to star gaze (:
there were so many pretty stars!
XIAO XIAO XING XING : D




christmas is coming
<3

5:13 AM

Saturday, November 25, 2006

somehow im neither here nor there.




TRAINING WAS A TORTURE,
a few of us ran 6km!
th others who didnt hve extra 1.2km,
ran lesser of course.


COACH'S MAD,
&scary.


&WE DID SO MANY STEPS!
OHMYGOSH, insanity.
nine hundred steps please!
about nine hundred or more i think.
@)&*^$@*(^$^@#@


after training that day,
went home, bathed & all.
rushed out to meet evil shir belly tessa &wifey.
HAPPYYY FEET (;
haha, so cute please!
i missed th first part of the movie,
cause i was late, :X


TODAY WAS ANOTHER BORING DAY.
rwah :(


my brother just finished all th food,
WOW. he's sucha glutton,
now im hungry : (
GRRRRWAHHH.
@$)(&@&*@#&






CIAO ALL.
<3

7:45 AM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

th power of love,




i have little baby hamsters now! (:
WEEEEEEEEEEEEE.


had match at kallang today :(
1.i will learn to shut my mouth
2.improve myself.
ARGH. >:/


i knw i want to do better,
but can i?
:/


there's morning training tomorrow
sigh, I PRAY I CAN WAKE UP.
:x




im hungry.
again.
<3

8:18 AM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Just stop and take a second



my horoscope today says;
Things are moving to a deeper level
in a very shallow area of your life.
This could mean that a relationship
is about to move to a new level,
that a burgeoning friendship will blossom,
or that you will finally overcome
a challenging learning curve at work.
This is a sign that you're doing the right thing right now,
and that where you are in life is the perfect place to be.
Congratulate yourself and
prepare to enjoy a richer happiness.




today was rather unproductive.
my muscles ached badly today :(
&i had cheena tuition!
which was unusually boring .


i learnt a very impt lesson yesterday,
dont ever eat chilli before training.
hahaha, SMART me,
despite tat's & janice's warning,
i went and had chilli with my lunch.


MY TIMING SUCKS MORE NOW.
it just keeps DROPPING.
&dropping. : (


yesterday,
th kellock training which i was only a few minutes late for.
was surprising, because i went there,
with th idea that we were going there TO TRAIN THEM,
but my feelings were cheated!
we went there to train OURSELVES,
so everything we did was with a frigging medicine ball.
thank god it was soon over.
thn we went to tiong to eat (:


YUMYUM, lunch was satisfying.
: D thn we went off to sch!
FOR TRAINING,
thank god it wasnt burning hot,
there was LIGHTNING &thunder.
BUT no rain. WOW huh.
i love training in th hall (:
drills were tiring though.
i was made to run up& down like some idiot.
i swear, it was bloody tiring.


PSSST/
i hate having my thing : (
SUCKS PLEASE >:/



THERE'S TRG TML.
:( hurr,


ITS TIME FOR BED.
goodnight all.


<33

8:57 AM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Brand my soul and call me a liar



IM GOING FOR KELLOCK TRAINING.
10 AM - 12.30PM.
with tatyana van der horst.
& janice, i think.
to make up for my extra runs.
: (


&thn, later.
we have to go for SCHOOL training.
from 2.30-6.30pm.
ooooh, whoopeedooo.
HOW EXCITING.


went for th confirmation at risen christ.
OH WOW, it was like long & draggy.
all th songs were slow.
like dead -----*


nvr mind, at least i had th company of my dearest,
MISS CHERLYNN ANG XUE LI (;
who's sucha PIG. : DD
& she was SEXYYY,


well, everyone looked simply stunning in white.
beat looked oh so damn hot. (:
&mich too (;
okay luh. EVERYONE looked hot.
my confirmation's nxt year. HA.
plenty of time to think of a confirmation name.
i cant imagine myself dressed in white,
from head to toe. :/ EW.




song tittle :
The Good Kind
singer/band :
Wreckers




Do you wanna run away together?
I would say it was your best line ever.
Too bad I fell for it.



AIIIGHT,
i feel so helpless sometimes..
like i cant do anything to help.
but i wnt so badly to have that ability to do so.


somehow yer past always seems to be able
to come back & haunt yer.


having second thoughts,
: ( abt the decisions i made so far.



AUSTRALIA AUSTRALIA,
here we come (;
haha, in a few wks time!
WHOOOPEEDOO : D



The end of fear is where we begin
ciao,
<3

8:21 AM

Saturday, November 18, 2006

I shall be a kind soul and help you post your horoscope of the day.
Hurrry, say thank you cher! :D

Today's horoscope:

You thought you totally understood your feelings about a recent encounter, but today confusion might swim up to the surface again. Having doubts about what happened is fine, but do not make any changes based on your doubts -- it's a waste of time. What's done is done, and if your feelings are starting to change, there's nothing you can do but accept it and keep moving forward. The impression you left is the one that will stay, and you don't have to apologize for it.

I love you retard! <3

8:16 AM

Friday, November 17, 2006

Your health could become an issue right now,
but don't worry -- nothing too negative will develop.
All you need to do is make sure
you're taking good enough care of yourself.
This requires getting a good night's sleep tonight,
and maintaining a positive attitude
about where you are in life.
Things may not be ideal,
but they are better than they could be.
Be grateful for what you have,
and don't reach for more right now.
The time isn't right for acquiring material goods.


;THATS WHT MY HOROSCOPE SAYS TODAY.
hahaha, OKAYYYYYYYY.



OHMYGOSH.
junior league?
HAHAHA, rights.


mmhm. NXT YEAR,
i knw i wont be in main7.
maybe i should try working harder.
JIA YOU BET.


training today,
was OKAYYY (;
because i went for lit with my dearest WIFEY.
lit was HORRIFYING.*
hahaha. so i didnt have to do
the SUPER tiring drills.
&i had a ball during warm ups.
and the 10 different passes thing.
my wife's passes are still as WOAH as ever,
she allows me to FLYYYYYYYYY (;
i miss LAST TIME. whn we were in sec2!
gosh, those were the times (;


WHT'S UP WITH THE WEATHER THESE FEW DAYS!
& THE STUPID LOUSY WEATHER FORECASTER!
LIKE OHMYGOSH.IT DIDNT RAIN AT ALL TODAY!
and they said that there'd be SHOWERS &thunder,
liar liar pants on fire.


IN CONCLUSION.
nvr trust the weatherpeople.
they're a whole bunch of liars.
haha. (;


I NEEDA IMPROVE ON MY TIMING.
BET, WORK HARDER.
HARDER HARDER.
>:/


ciao, i needa get some sleep.
been having too many late nights.
<3

10:21 AM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

I MISS MY SHIFU,

oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
<3>

7:25 AM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

THAT'S MY SISTER,

she's so retarded.

brightest little firefly,



OKAYYYYYYY,
there's training tomorrow,
at 2.30, but im gna go there at 2pm.
im kiasu okay, i knw.
im terrified for training tml.
from wht i hear,
the drills have changed
&conditioning takes 2hrs now.
HELPPPPPPPP >:/
IM SCARED,
oh no. extra six rounds tomorrow.


PANIC TIME.
its my brother's birthday tomorrow.
and i forgot all about it,
until just now.
whn my sister asked if i got him anything.
@$*$@!()#&(%^*#


I HAD CHEENA TUITION TODAY.
oh my gosh, i love my tutor,
haha because she lets me take naps during tuition.
half an hour naps, HA.
(: &she gives me food,
hahaha.


tat just explained one of the drills!
OHMYGOSH. how to remember luh!

house visits are fun (;

hahahaha, AGAIN AGAIN.

I MISS YOU ALRDY.

hurr, : (

so take my hand now,

<3>

7:13 AM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

i saw this line on clara' blog.

when you feel like giving up on something,
remember why you held on for so long.


this phrase kinda flashed through my mind.
&i had a random thought,
MMMmmm.



my horoscope tells me today that;

Some of your inner thoughts are leaking out into your actions right now, and you're probably not realizing it. Your unconscious body language is sending a definite message to the world
-- and it could be misread unless
you make an effort to clarify your stance on an issue.
Take a close look at what you're doing and whom you're avoiding,
and you'll soon see how you can prevent anyone
from getting the wrong idea about you.
Face up to what you've been putting off.



i find it very hard to get back my focus
or purpose in life,after i lost it.
maybe i needa do some soul searching.
&alot of thinking.


why does everyone care about looks?
i admit, i care alot about the way i look,
the way i act, the way i go about doing things.
And sometimes i wished i didnt care so much.

But its hard not to care,
when everyone's out there, judging you.
Why do i always let what other people's judgement affect me?
But im sure i'm not the only one.

Some people get jealous of others because of their appearance.
Tell me honestly, have you ever been jealous of someone else,
because of their looks?Well, i have.
But then i realised, even though you got a pretty face,
but your personality stinks,
who's gonna like you?
having a pretty face isnt all that,
what matters most is on the inside.
your soul.

Im scared of the unknown dangers,
Im afraid to face up to reality,
Im terrified to see what i've become,
Im ashamed to know who've become.

Right now,
I've no idea what Im going to do after secondary school.
No idea whether i'd go to JC or a poly,
&no idea whether i'd even do well enough to get into JC/poly.
I've got no more PROPER dreams & ambitions.
Even though i said before that i want to be an air stewardess,
and thn retire and become a tai tai,
but honestly, who am i trying to kid.
Many women wish to become a taitai.
so that they can led their lives without worrying
about whether their work was up to standard,
worrying about money issues,
can their paycheck last them through the month?
They'd rather worry about which nail polish they havent tried on yet,
and whether it'd look nice.
Honestly, who wouldnt want to lead a life of luxury.
But exactly how many women get to be the envy of others.
Hardly many.


oh gosh,
there's school tomorrow,
&i've chinese tuition later at 4pm.
ITS THAT HOLIDAYS, gwad.
im sucha loser.


MOOO,
im a turtle.
turtles go moo,
in denis' little world of make believe.
(;





im through waiting on you to make up your mind,
im gna walk away
<3

8:57 AM

Monday, November 13, 2006

okay, so in th end i didnt go to school AGAIN.
oh gwad bet.
Anyways, last night's mm session,
got me thinking, alot.


i've seriously lost it,
my motivation,
my determination.
my focus.


last night, i laid in bed,
wondering, &questioning myself,
questioning the person i've become.


a student with no desire for more knowledge,
slacking my ass off even though i knw that Os are like in a few months.


duty of a student,
to study &do well.
have i studied? not much.
did well? not really.


a daughter who doesnt think her parents
are worthy of her respect.


duty of a daughter,
respect her parents? nope.
obey her parents? nope.
im way rebellious,

but shouldnt all parents like their child,
for who they are,
and like as long as their child has tried,
shouldnt th parents understand that maybe their child can only achieve that much and not more? there's a limit to everything.
even a limit to how much one can tolerate,


damnit.
i cant wait to go to australia.


OKAY, i dont feel like blogging anymore.
its making me annoyed,



i think i shall go and reflect on my behaviour.
since there's nothing to do at home.
&since that woman didnt allow me to go for training.
AHH, damnit >:(

right now,
im highly irritable.



HAPPY THOUGHTS BET.
happy thoughts,
happy thoughts,
happy thoughts,
happy thoughts,



THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS,
okay, where's the ice cream?!



CIAO,

9:22 PM

i've so much to blog abt,
but sigh, there's school NOW.
&im still at home,
i think i shall start to panic now.



mood ; thinking :/



the question to ask ourselves is,
what happened?
to our lives,
have we lost our focus?
i have.

4:55 PM

Saturday, November 11, 2006

it ends tonight,

nostalgia

: (

BET'S SO BORED,

PLEASE ENTERTAIN ME SOMEBODY?

: D

11:24 PM

Friday, November 10, 2006

I never knew just what a smile was worth,




I'VE SERIOUSLY TURNED INTO
A BIG FAT REPULSIVE bucket OF BLUBBER,
im fat, & not excerising,
&EATING non-stop : (


i like cosy rooms,
blue &messy, (:


Im gna movie marathon by myself soon.
HAHAHA, so many new dvds (:
YAY YAY, : D


OHMYGWAD,
i didnt knw that school only ends on th
15th of november?! HELP,
: ( anyone?


ON THE BRIGHT SIDE,
my cough has become slightly better,
not so much phlegm now.
:X MMHM.


im gna start playing my guitar more often now i guess,
rather thn waste my time, stoning/eating.
IM LEARNING TO PLAY A SONG NOW (;
hahaha, fun fun fun.
but i think im tone deaf.
HAHAHA,
i cant even tune my own guitar,
: (




truly madly deeply,


THIS IS NOW, 2006.

this was thn, 2005

im glad for all the memories we've shared in that short year (:

WO AI NI MEI NIU : D

te amo,
/<3

8:44 PM

BET wants me to post her x'mas wishlist 'cause she's too lazy.
: D

BET'S CHRISTMAS WISHLIST(:

01.PATRICIA NG
02.PATRICIA NG
03.PATRICIA NG
04.PATRICIA NG
05.PATRICIA NG
06.PATRICIA NG
07.PATRICIA NG
08.PATRICIA NG
09.PATRICIA NG
10.PATRICIA NG

ooh, we're the future TAITAIs(:

I LOVE YOU BET! <333

4:30 AM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

somewhere over th rainbow,




GRUDGE2 date coming up soon(:
YEAHHH BABYYYYY : D
SLEEPOVER PLS?
mmhm.


went to malaysia today.
in other words, I PONNED SCH (:
& THE STUPIDDDD Maths test.
got ill there, HAHA.
wait, i was alrdy ill.
okay, my bad.
got SICKER there.
th haze is KILLING me i swear,
how am i suppose to run for training tml?
i think i'd just walk.
RUNNING IN THE MORNING IS CRAZY TALK.
> : (


BET'S ARM HURTS.
BET'S WHOLE BODY HURTS,
: (


MOOD TODAY,
:S


MOOD TML,
>:(



its too late now,
/<3

5:49 AM

Monday, November 06, 2006

better part of me,



im still stuck on jodi picoult's book.
the pact.
ARGH, i wna borrow th book,
PS, i love you,
GRRRWAH > : /


ANYHOWS,
since today's training was in th MORNING, at 7.30am.
those who had school didnt need to go for th FULL trg,
just need to do th 2.4km run. (:
but ohmygosh, th run was TERRIBLE,
my timing dropped by 1whole minute!
hence my timing is now, 12.45 mins : (
&my cough's getting worst,
so dumb please! : (


overall, school was BORING,
& a waste of time.
th sec4s had their maths& social studies paper today.
hope it was aiight for them,
heard tht th paper was hard.


I WNA PON SCHOOL TML,
should i? but ponning is BAD.
&there's th stupid maths test tml,
OH GWAD, dumb dumb! : (
savie's asking me to go :/


CHER XINPEI & I ARE REALLY GOOD AT BAKING BROWNIES(:
we can like open our own brownie shop& everything!
hahaha, i swearr, its damn WOOHOOOO.
cher & i had this great plan,
to suprise beat, because she's been so emo lately,
so xinpei also joined in our mission : D
ha, BAKING'S FUN. wonder how i ever failed home econs last time.
so yeah, after baking at cher's house.
we went to beat's house!
TO SUPRISE HER (:
such nice friends huh.
hung ard her house for awhile before heading home,


I TOOK BUS NUMBER 13!
wht a NICE number!
: DDD


so now im home,
&dying of hunger,
: (


my mother didnt go to bangkok in th end : (
RWAHHHH, how annoying is that!





it seems like years since i last saw you,
/<3

4:30 AM

Sunday, November 05, 2006

OHMYGWAD,
im so scared for th run tomorrow,
how if i collapse halfway?
because like i got difficulty breathing or something?!
RWAHH >:/


my father doesnt knw how to use msn.
WA LIAO, so easy luh.
so now, he's happily at bangkok.
& not shopping.
ARGH, i wna go there & SHOP!



4wks &abt 1 or 2 days more to the trip to perth (:
OOOOH BOY, ((((:
/<33

7:27 AM

horoscope (:

A strength you didn't know you possessed will come over you today.
It will have nothing to do with muscles, and everything to do with the ingenuity of your mind. After all, why strain your back when you could use a pulley system?


havent posted my horoscope for awhile,
so yeah i decided to do so on this post.





view from heaven,


I WNT A LITTLE SIBLING,
but my mother doesnt wnt : (
ahh, babies are so super dee duper cute!
i saw my aunties little babies today (:
so cute, so cute!


went to th airport earlier,
to send my father off.
&good news is,
my mother might decide to go to bangkok,
to meet my father like either tomorrow night or something,
&she'd bring along my younger siblings.
HAHA, imagine that.
FREEEEEEDOM! (:
if only, :/







take good care my love,


i'd be two steps behind,
/<3

3:40 AM

Saturday, November 04, 2006

HELLO BET(:
ooh la la;
HIGH TEA everyday,
singapore airlines?
MAYBE. hahaha.

funny how my future is all planned out NICELY, when my present is so screwed.

: D
I LOVE YOU TOO!

when you cry, I'd wipe away all of your tears.

2:21 AM

Friday, November 03, 2006

saw this quiz on pat& jaime's blog.
so i decided to do it.
since i've nothing better to do,
BORING LIFE, yeah,
thats mine.




1) HOW OLD DO YOU WISH YOU WERE? of legal age,

2) WHERE WERE YOU WHEN 911 HAPPENED? i've no idea,

3) WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN VENDING MACHINES STEAL YOUR MONEY? curse & swear,

4) DO YOU COUNT YOURSELF KIND? maybe,

5) IF YOU HAD TO GET A TATTOO, WHERE WOULD IT BE?
on my back (:

6) IF YOU COULD BE FLUENT IN ANY OTHER LANGUAGE, WHAT WOULD IT BE? definitely spanish,

7) DO YOU KNOW YOUR NEIGHBOURS? kinda,

8) WHAT DO YOU CONSIDER A VACATION? time to relax,

9) DO YOU FOLLOW YOUR HOROSCOPE? oh hell yeah, i do.

10) WOULD YOU MOVE FOR THE PERSON YOU LOVE? without a doubt,

11) ARE YOU TOUCHY FEELY? haha, YES.

12) DO YOU BELIEVE THAT OPPOSITES ATTRACT? maybe, (:

13) DREAM JOB? Air stewardess, thn tai tai,
HIGH TEA EVERYDAY WITH PAT (:

14) FAVOURITE CHANNELS? disney channel(: mtv, channel5?

15) FAVOURITE PLACE TO GO ON WEEKENDS? anywhere but here,

16) SHOWERS OR BATHS? long baths (:

17) DO YOU PAINT YOUR NAILS? yes, im vain.
but im a girl i cant help it,

18) DO YOU TRUST PEOPLE EASILY? thats th problem with me,

19) WHAT ARE YOUR PHOBIAS? th dark, &scary things.

20) DO YOU WANT KIDS? maybe,

21) DO YOU KEEP A HANDWRITTEN JOURNAL? yeah, :/

22)WHERE WOULD YOU RATHER BE RIGHT NOW? out,

23) WHO MAKES YOU FEEL ALL WARM AND FUZZY? my dearest loved ones,

24) HEAVY OR LIGHT SLEEPER? im a heavy sleeper, : D

25) ARE YOU PARANOID? sometimes, a little too much,

26) ARE YOU IMPATIENT? very,

27) WHO CAN YOU RELATE TO? myself,

28) HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT INTERACTIAL COUPLES?
what's interactial? that word isnt even in th dictionary.

29) HAVE YOU BEEN BURNED BY LOVE? maybe,

30) WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE PICK UP LINE? th funny ones,

31) WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?
creed, one last breath.

32) WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?
chatting online,

33) WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT ON YOUR CELLPHONE SAY?
that'd be a secret,

34) WHOSE BED DID YOU SLEEP ON LAST NIGHT? my own,

35) WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? primary school,
YELLOW house shirt (:

36) MOST RECENT MOVIE YOU WATCHED? world trade centre,

37) NAME THREE THINGS YOU HAVE ON YOU AT ALL TIMES. phone, clothes, wallet?

38) WHAT COLOUR ARE YOUR BED SHEETS? hmm, YELLOW (:
&a few other colours,

39) HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOU NOW? i'm BANKRRUPT right now,

40) WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PART OF THE CHICKEN? th breast,
hahaha, boneless what.

41) WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE TOWN/CITY? australia,

42) I CAN'T WAIT TILL.....? for now, th trip to australia,

43) WHAT DID YOU HAVE FOR DINNER LAST NIGHT? too much food,

44) DO YOU OWN A GUN? that isnt possible in singapore,

45) WHAT DO YOU PREFER TO DRINK IN THE MORNING? something sweet, not coffee.

46) WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU'LL BE IN 10 YEARS TIME?
having high tea, with PAT : D

47) LAST THING YOU ATE? wanton mee (:

48) WHAT SONGS DO YOU SING IN THE TOILET?
whatever pops into my head,

49) LAST THING THAT MADE YOU LAUGH? scrubs,

50) WORST INJURY YOU'VE EVER HAD? hm, im always injured,

51) DOES SOMEONE HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU? how would i knw,

52) WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE CANDY? stawberry flavoured lollipops, or whatever thats sweet,

53) WHAT SONG DO YOU WANT PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?
some lame song,

54) FOUR RANDOM PEOPLE TO DO THIS: anyone who's bored.





WOW WEE,
IM home alone again.
&i can actually not hear a sound at all!
its so peaceful, so quiet.
so unusual.



its time to reply smses,
/<3

11:14 PM

Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need says:
AND MY HAIR IS ALL BOUNCY i feel like elvis presley.


OHMYGOSH,
Savie's Seriously Super SILLY!
hahaha, : D


Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need says:
just realised

Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need says:
that if i take the band off

Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need says:
my hair still stays up



she's so cute,
i swear. SAVIE,
WATCH OUT.
whn i see yer again,
im gna HARASS YER (:



IM BORED,
so shoot me.

8:54 AM

whn i said go, i dont mean away.



YAY, bet improved on her timing (:
now its BELOW 12 mins.


today i shall ignore all unhappy thoughts,
&stay focus on everything tht has gone right.
ah, okay. tht's not possible.

I MISS THEM,
outing soon?

anyways, today i was suppose to go to school,
AFTER RECESS.
so i wont be marked absent &all.
but then, i just COULDNT wake up
*note th word couldnt/
so in th end, i skipped school AGAIN.
i feel so pissed at myself,
there was only 3days of school this wk.
&i only attended ONCE/!
wow, bet, wow.
i couldnt even wake up early thrice a wk.
: (


right now,
im BUSKING IN BOREDOM.
training has left me with a slightly sprained ankle,
&an injured knee, : (
oh wow wee, it rained today AGAIN.
right AFTER we ran 2.4.
i clocked 11.55, well it aint good.
but at least i improved.


I THINK IM FAT,
my dad says i am.
: ( &he's th type that doesnt joke ard.
rwahhhh, bet wnts to diet.
no matter how many times i say that,
i nvr do start dieting at all.



TO DO LIST, etc.
1. finish my homework,
2. improve my timing,
get it below 11.45
3. trainee of th day ? i wish.
4. go out with my MAGGOTS (:
5. watch a walk to remember,
6. LOSE WEIGHT,
7. stop ponning school.
8. DONT fall asleep during lessons,
9. dont stone so much,
10. make a wish on a shooting star(:
11. i still wna do something,
SPONTANEOUS/



HIGHLY IMPOSSIBLE,
especially numbers 3 6 7 8 9.
maybe 10's QUITE possible.
ha, but as they say,
nothing is impossible.
: D or believe in th impossible,
or whatever.


i think i lead a BORING life.
: (


i cant even rmb what i did yesterday :(
ERHM. i knw i didnt go to school.
hahaha, oh yeah. thn i had guitar lesson.
&now my left fingers hurt : /

GOOD NEWS FOR LIT STUDENTS,

NXT YEAR, during th march/june period,

we're going LONDON (: th trip's gna last for 10days.

but it costs like ROUGHLY $3000?!

YEAH, crazy! :/

BUT I SO WNA GO ! : D

SAVIE LOOKS HOT WITH A HAIRBAND,

: DDDD

If only I had one wish, I'd want a million trillion lifetimes

that I could spend with you.

Fall in love with you again and again.

/<3

5:18 AM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

bet, thanks for your wonderful letter.

thanks for being here for me at this point of time.

i love you too. :D

4:55 AM

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye




mood. :X



just came back from mass,
rushed home to bathe
before going to church, after training,


i've just realised that now,
my life is all abt,
school & netball.

bet's life is BORING.



i wna do something,
SPONTANEOUS,
: D

like hve an escapade,
i dont wish to live my life this way.
my life is so mundane!


since im bored, i shall blog abt training.

today th weather was
>:( @$#&^$!?

it rained just after we ran our 2.4,
which was with timing! :(

& bet only got 12.07min!
SO SLOWWWWWW!



well, on th bright side,
at least, we didnt have to do 3000 skipping ,
PHEW. haha those who came late,
poor things!


th warm up drills were th killer!
oh my gosh, i can cry! SUPER tiring.
stupidddd 4kg ball, so FAT & big.
i'd rather use th gym.
th other were aiight though.
kinda fun actually.



I'VE GOT TWO BLUE BLACKS!
: ((((((((((((((((((((
one's like internal bleeding at my knee,
stupidddd wet floor luh! AH >:/
got it during training :(
th other is from tyanne i think.
but i knw i got it during FUN chinese.
: D




TIME TO SEARCH FOR A NEW BLOGSKIN!





hold me close,
/<3

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