baby, i fucking love you.


Tuesday, October 31, 2006

im a creep,




once again,
HAPPY HALLOWEEN ALL.
i didnt go trick or treat-ing this year :(
but today was fun.


well, at least my sisters came back with ALOT ALOT of sweets(:
so if i took one or two,
surely, they wouldnt notice.


recently,
there has been this stupidd cat
that would climb to my bedroom window there,
which is on th 2nd floor,
for i dont knw what reason.
i guess i better hide my hamsters in a safe corner.
hahaha, or lock my windows.


milo's not bad actually,
haha. once you get use to it.
& i just realised that drinking milo
is like good for people if they're dieting,
AIIIGHT! : D


everyone!
there's spoiler school tml.
OHMYGWAD,
& thn there's training,
oh fishsticks!
2.4km timing's gna start tml!
stamina oh stamina,
wherefore art thou?
:/ BAAAAHS,
flops.




BEATRICE TAN,
DONT BE SAD OKAY?
YOU'D ALWAYS HAVE ME (:
I LOVE YOU BEAT!
cheer up, aiight?





you're so fucking special, i wish i was special.
/<3


9:38 AM


Monday, October 30, 2006



: D

like im walking on broken glass,

mood, :/

Love doesn't make the world go 'round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

Franklin P. Jones

should i go trick or treat-ing?

:/

Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.

Robert A. Heinlein

/<3



10:47 PM


Gemini
Let go of all the efforts you are making
to guide your path so narrowly.


there's none like you,




blogger sucks,
i took 238 years to upload one post!
WTH, blogger hates me i swear.


HAPPY HALLOWEEN ALL,
: D bet's tired.
might not go trick or treat-ing this year.
MAYBE, haha. oh gosh.
but im gna miss out on all the SWEETS!
:/ decisions.


had training,
& training today was DREADFUL.
my gosh, but after training was fun(:
th trackers were there!
& i saw tyanne,
with th blue black, (:
and no more bite marks.
haha, I MISSED YOU TYANNE.
& i saw PATTTY WATTY(:


school's gna start like SOON
& i dont wna still be schooling,
whn everyone else is like ON HOLIDAY!
:'(


i wna change my OLD but NICE blogskin.
but im too lazy to search anymore,
hahaha. anyone wna help me find?


BET'S HUNGRY,
but th kitchen's too far away,
& its dark. :(





broken, inside.
/<3


9:28 AM


Sunday, October 29, 2006

29 october, HA.
wht does love mean to you,








there's like training tomorrow,
OH MY GWAD,
im so not looking forward to it,
& whn i said last time i missed training,
i must have been out of my mind.


RWAH,
i wna go out instead!
>:(




this is from friendster,

ENGLISH ; i love you
POLISH ; ja kocham cibie
FRENCH ; je t'aime
HINDI ; hum tumhe pyar karte hae
CZECH ; miluji te
SLOVAKIAN ; lu'bim ta
ITALIAN ; ti amo
UKRAINIAN ; ya tebe kahayu
GERMAN ; ish libe dish
CHINESE ; wo ai ni
GREEK ; s' agapo
HAWAIAN ; aloha wau ia oi
LITHUIANIAN ; tav myliu
KOREAN ; sa rang hae yo
JAPENESE ; aishiteru
ROMANIAN ; te ubsec
BOSNIAN ; volim te
ALBANIAN ; te dua
FILIPINO ; mahal kita
SPANISH ; te amo
PORTUGESE ; amo te
ARABIAN ; annah be hebic


imagine if i knew 22 languages,
thn i'd knw how to curse & swear like in so many different ways!
: D cool.








you've got me,
/<3


6:25 AM


Saturday, October 28, 2006

HELLO BET<3

I've got BET at home(:
hahahaha.
thank you cardinal sin for all you've done!
i love you! : D

/PAT(:


5:54 AM


Friday, October 27, 2006

Hahaha mei nui! <3
I also want that ipod nano!
Keke, it is sooo hot please. (:

Cheer up awrighto?
Don't be emo, emo is not good for you.
It's bad for your health.
You may end up having suicidal thoughts.
Keke, ok, i shall shut up. (:

Wo ai ni duo duo duo.
xoxoxo
meinu. (:


11:40 PM


youtube's really entertaining,
hahahaha.
OKAYY,



bet wants the new
ipod nano RED.
http://techstore.doit.wisc.edu/images/C42755.jpg
& if yer buy it,
Apple will give $10 of its purchase price
to the Global Fund to fight AIDS in Africa.




i knw i'd nvr be what yer wnt me to be
& im nvr gna be near good enough for you.
im so tired of everything,
th race to be the best,
getting compared,
& thn th scoldings.



why cant you just leave me alone.



>:(


9:47 AM


Thursday, October 26, 2006

whatever tomorrow brings,




Gemini
/Do not try to push any of your relationships
past their natural dynamic right now.


dont really undersgtand that but yeah,
oh wells.


today is gna be an unproductive day i bet,
shall blog more abt yesterday thn.


3/8 won 1st for the interclass dance competition.
i must say tht th news was very shocking,
as 3/9's dance was simply stunning & WOW.
no more comments,


HORRAY 3/8!
Im so proud of everyone,
though th hours of practise we managed to sqeeze in were barely sufficient,
but hey, we managed to get 1st!
for all the effort everyone put into the dance,
GOOOD JOB(: & well done huh.
i love yall! muahh<3



some nights its you i miss th most,





BET'S HUNGRY & BORED,
BORED & HUNGRY,
hungry literally,
and hungry for GOSSIP.
hahaha :D


TIME TO BLOW BUBBLES,
bye all.


/makes bet happy list,

1.YOU
2.no more training until monday,
which gives me 2 days of break.
3.friends that care,
4. youtube,
5.blowing bubbles(:




ciao,
/<333


8:55 PM


everything im not,




IM GNA GO SEC4 (:
apparently we're all under performing,
but hello?! WHATS NEW, you tell me.
thats what they tell us EVERY year.


its hard to live up such high expectations,
why do they always think im not good enough,
shouldnt parents be the supportive ones,
always giving their child hope
& providing them with endless words of encouragement
or like sing praises to help boost their self esteem and all?
instead of forever degrading their child?



I'm nothing but a daughter hiding her depression;
a sister making a good impression;
a friend acting like she's fine;
and a teenager pushing her tears aside.

got that off from pat's emo blog,
i guess that really says how i feel right now,
:(




i wna runaway,
please take me away from here.




had training AGAIN, today.
& ohmygosh, IT RAINED AGAIN!
: D it was just GREAAAT (:
but throughout training i was SO COLD!


AND AFTER THAT,
we surprised the TWO THONGS(:
cake was smashed into their faces and everything
HOHO,
:DDD




/<3


9:05 AM


oi bet!

beat here! :D

i love you dear girl, you faggot!
thanks for the post.
it's not EMO. oh god!

but thanks for trying to cheer me up.
bleah. we haven't did that thing thing!
aiyoh. must wait til the time is ripe!
hahaha! we must have another twothree gathering yeah?
hur hur. this time it won't be a tuition outing!

<3 beat


6:09 AM


Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Gemini
Stop the engines and cool your jets.
If you don't, you could be missing out.


that last line scares me, :/
ANYWAYS,



ohmygosh,
there are like 43 failures,
in th whole sec3 lvl.
tht's like ALOT.
woah, standard sure is dropping.
well at least no one from my class is retaining!
so YAY (:


training today was slightly better thn monday's,
partly because training was INDOORS,
& not under th hot sun.
thank you God,
for the heavy downpour,
:D but coach was in a SUPER BAD mood today,
how annoying can! >:/


so thn after trg,
there was th australia trip briefing,
i think nxt time they organise such a briefing,
they should provide like snacks or something.
i wanted to PIACK my mother,
talk & talk & talk.
OHMYGOSH!


& i knw tml is gna be a STUPID day,
collect report books day! AH.
& thn there's training, YET AGAIN.
let's pray tht it'd rain tml,
but i highly doubt it will,
knowing how heavy the downpour was today,
tomorrow might be a SUNNY day! >:(


ON THE BRIGHT SIDE,
there isnt school in friday? i think,
& im positively sure tht there's no training on friday too(:
i hope tml will pass by very fast!


SIGH,
you dont knw how much i miss you tonight,



call me whn you're sober,
/<3


6:54 AM


Tuesday, October 24, 2006

B : You are loved by alot of ppl
E : You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people
T : You are one of the best in love
I : Love is what u are deeply in
N : your love is unforgetable
A : You're a hottie


(: cool stuff,
haha. credits - anastasia,
http://www.-boomshakalaka.blogspot.com/


IM TIRED,
ponning school tml,
thn going for training, sigh!
there food fair tml though,
AH, all th different nice(?) food,
& im gna miss them all!
:/


10:46 AM


Gemini
Wander in and out of intriguing situations.
Walk on the unexpected side.



& yes,
i was late today.
hahaha, damn!
was not suppose to be the latest today.
but thn my dear wifey last minute couldnt make it.
so yeah i rushed to meet pat jaime and stephy at habourfront.
thn we begun our trip to wewo(:
finally realised how BIG vivo city actually is!

haha, & stephy bought jaime & i BUBBLES(:
four bottles each! AWE, how nice huh.
actually, we had to persuade her to buy th bubbles.


SO YES,
I'M A HAPPY KID NOW,
becos i got BUBBLES(:
bubbles are for emo kids!


but sigh,
after thinking abt trg tml,
my mood changes instantly,
from (: to >:(
ohmygosh, the PSI's slowly dropping,
should i be happy or angry or even disappointed?


ANYWAYS,
i have learnt nvr to underestimate
other people's strength ever again.
especially not people tht are SMALL.


I WNA FIND A JOB!
i need MONEY, fast!
excuse me, anyone wna go job searching with me?(:




this picture was taken in TOPSHOP!

at vivo city(:

I HAD A BLAST THERE!

thank you guys for today<3

i'd nvr find someone tht could replace yer,

/<33



8:11 AM


Monday, October 23, 2006

whn you were young,



interclass dance today!
i must hve looked like an A-hole.
but hey, everyone enjoyed themselves,
including me.
so i guess getting malu-ed in front of everyone
is worth it afterall.


there was some BORING cyber awareness talk today.
and some guy came to give us a talk.
telling us abt his lifestory.
SUPER boring, even though its inspirational.


training was WOW today,
coach was like in a terrible mood,
had training on the rooftop!
>:( how does one get rid of muscle pulls?


I PRAY I CAN GO OUT TML.
or well, i pray i even hve the energy to get out of bed!
:X i cant wait to go vivo city!
WOOHOOO (:



IM TOO TIRED TO BLOG ANYMORE.
GOODNIGHT ALL : D

/<33


8:00 AM


Sunday, October 22, 2006

MY HOROSCOPE TELLS ME;
Now is the time to take your craziest germ of an idea
and show it to the world.





Well I bet that you look good on the dance floor



there's training tml.
oh my, im terribly scared,
yet excited. :X

interclass dance competition!
rwah, $@#@$)&(*@
i dont wish to go to school tml!



CIAO,
/<3


8:05 AM


Saturday, October 21, 2006

MAGGOT ALERT,
if spotted, approach with caution (:



MY HOROSCOPE TODAY SAYS;
An ambitious friend is ready to step in
and lend a hand or just be your cheerleader.



every other time,


bet wants an ipod nano!
rwahh, >:/


i woke up SUPER early today!
hahaha, its true! i woke up at 6plus.
but thn i went back to bed,
& only reached ena's house at 9plus?


learnt a new dance,
i think i'd forget the dance steps by monday.
hoho, : D
today was quite fun, haha.
thn everyone left, so THE NICE ME,
accompanied ena to find bonnie!
ha, had mos for my LUNNER ( lunch + dinner )
I NEEDA GO & RUN SOON!
:/


im gna catch up on my beauty sleep!
ciao all,



artist: the killers
song: mr brightside






it was only a kiss,
/<33


3:42 AM


Friday, October 20, 2006

TRAINING'S BACK IN FULL SWING.


there was some social etiquette thing today.
super retarded, and DUMB.

having difficulty moving abt now,
stupid muscle aches,
RWAH >:/
go away!


i refuse to wake up before 7.15am tml!
i simply refuse! AH.
but HAVE TO,
:X





/<3


1:38 AM


Thursday, October 19, 2006

sadly, i dont have the moo-lah to shop there.



MY HOROSCOPE TODAY TELLS ME;
If you have some dream travel ideas,
push them a little farther into reality today.



Maybe I'm dreaming, don't want to wake up now




training was DA BOMB.
super tiring please!
oh my gosh, & now im aching all over.
hoho, and we all hve a measly 2wks to get our stamina back.
coach nvr thinks abt the OLDER & mature ones.
its harder for us please, we're old.
and fragile, (:


i can feel the burn & aches in my arms,
RWAHHH >:/
i dont wish to attend school tml,
but i've to pass pat my pants,
SO I HAVE TO GO.
mailto:^@$_@$&amp;**$^&@$ :X


heritage tour was RETARDED.
& boring like anything.
gosh, if i had known better,
i would hve just skipped school
and just come for training.
:/

TUESDAY : D

the twothree outing.

planned by beat,

the super lousy one(:

OH MY, LOOK AT KIM!

we're NATURE PEOPLE

cant you tell, im the tallest!

GUESS WHO! haha : D

artist: coldplay

song: fix you

the best things in life

can nvr be kept ;

they must be given away

a smile, a kiss and love.

/<33>



7:40 AM


Wednesday, October 18, 2006


CHECK IT OUT.
HOT HOT HOT.
WOOHOOO
: DDDD


7:45 AM


Tuesday, October 17, 2006



beat-speak no evil!
bet-see no evil!
mich-hear no evil!
kim-smell no evil!

HOHO, i swear we can be so retarded at times(:










hullo cher,
i see you're being retarded again.
: D i miss you,
niu niu sai(:



10:30 AM


You've got me right where you want me




had twothree gathering today,
its was quite pathetic though.
gretch & cher couldnt make it due to auditions,
melissa had dental appointment.
so yeahh, it was just beat,mich,pris,kim & me.
cheryl was there too, but left after awhile.


bought with kim
SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS boxers(:
hoho, HOT STUFFF : DDD


one fine day,
whn we all are rich,
we'd get those shorts,
from new urban man alright?


CAM WHORED TODAY(:
bet's a happy girl,
she got to hang out with a bunch of maggots
& now she's got spongebob squarepants boxers!
: DDDDD
sexy!




Artist: Rascal Flatts
Song: What Hurts The Most




there's school tml.
GRRRR, i dont wnt to get back any more papers!
i hope/pray/wish that i wont retain!


but on a lighter note,
netballers are going to australia!
WEEEEE.
& thn, there's confirmations to attend,
and im going for gretch's church's d&d!
hohoho, THREESOME : D





you were the one who stole my heart,
/<33


8:18 AM


Monday, October 16, 2006

And all I can taste is this moment



OH WEEE,
hiccups are actually quite fun.
hahaha.


I'VE GOT NO SCHOOL TML.
HAHA : DDDD


ciao,


10:49 AM


You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be






im gna multi task,
& attempt to read two books at the same time!
jodi picoult's
the pact,
& mitch albom's
for one more day(:


ANYHOWS,
i've had enough of collecting back my papers.
terrible terrible terrible!
ohmygosh, all my marks are HORRIBLE.
but i wasnt expecting good marks,
so yeah. i guess it wasnt like shocking news.
let's just pray i wont get retained.


anyways,
these past few days.
i've realised miss krishna actually is quite caring.
like whn she saw that my eye was bloodshot and all,
she asked if i was alright,
& whether i'd prefer to go home.
like wow, quite scary though.
ho ho.


ANYHOWS,
im going out tml(:
YAYYY, i cant wait.


OH beat, cheer up alright?
: DDDDD anyways,
tml we'd complete our MISSION.
ho ho ho, BEWARE you.




i nvr fail to smile whn i happen to glance upon this.
ooh, what happy memories.
: D Oh, WIFEYY <3





I'm becoming the part that don't last

xoxox
/<333


12:58 AM


Saturday, October 14, 2006

RAHLALA #2 LOVES RAHLALA #1

SIGH, THOSE MEMORIES!

EGOSHIT. (:


7:56 AM


ASSHOLE!
YOU WERE CAUGHT UNAWARE WHEN I TOOK THAT PICTURE, DAMMIT.
asswipe
hahahaha

btw, betina wants me to tell this to everyone who reads her blog:

BETINA SOH LU XIN LOVES CHERLYNN ANG XUELI
SO MUCH THAT SHE CAN'T EXPRESS IT IN WORDS

Okiedokie, that's for now.

bye meinu!

xoxoxo
CHER! (:


7:46 AM


Friday, October 13, 2006

































































































:D







http://www.time-to-run.com/injuries/thebig5/runnersknee.htm


courtesy of tatyana van der horst.
ooh, masked stranger.
(: hullo.








faiytale endings never happen,
for that someone should sue disney.
/<33


8:37 AM


Thursday, October 12, 2006

sexy back,




121006
sentosa(:
with my EX-es.
but first, i went for breakfast at ps.
woke up horribly late :X
SORRY thongs pat jaime jiaher steph.
was suppose to meet at erm, 8.15.
but i only woke up at 8.50plus whn thongs called.


after breakfast at mos,
& fooling ard at dhoby ghaut
everyone got all hyper,
then we went our separate ways.
steph and i to habourfront,
while the rest to jiaher's house for movie marathon.


the ever so nice steph,
followed me to vivo city so i wouldnt get lost.
ha, nice sweet little girl (: thn she went home,
while i met up with MY EX (:
OHMYGOSH, there's gna be CANDY EMPIRE there!
: DDD HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.


after meeting up with gretchen and beat,
we set off on our long awaited & tedious journey to sentosa! :D
TANNING'S FOR GAYS,
hahahaha! oh my.
i swear its damn retarded luh.
while beat & cher, after applying layers of tanning oil,tanned,
gretch and i sat on the BURNING sand,
reading our JODI PICOULT bks and were looking super GLAM please.
unlike those two asses who laid there taking self obsession pictures.


so anyways,
we all didnt get obvious tans.
unlike gretch who looked like a LOBSTER!
hahahaha, sand balls are easy to make,
& it so isnt a skill.


for dinner,
we ate at carls junior! (:
& gretch finished an entire BIG MEAL.
the double burger meal, fries and all.
MY GOSH. so scary.


after beat and gret left,
cher & i went to EXPLORE.
ha, took pebbles from some shop.
thn went to TOYS R US! :D
i bought BUBBLES!
& a cute little water bottle.


blowing bubbles are addictive,
super fun & a substitue for stress balls.
& fireworks rockets are dangerous things
IT SUCKS BEING SICK.
at first i thought it was fun.
oh boy, now i realise how wrong i was.
:/


i feel like swimming,
i rmb i used to secretly wish that one day i'd be a national swimmer.
hahaha, funny how secret wishes nvr come true,
and how quickly they change,
right now all i wish to be is someone im not.
some people might think its all daises and roses for a person like me.
but they dont knw the secrets i hide.


oh boy,
i emo whn sick.
TERRIBLE.


131006.
horray, its friday the 13th.

school's a bore.
& i cant believe i came to school thinking that we'd be checking papers,
i cant believe i actually believed someone like HER.
trust her to be right. HA.

ooh, mass dance huh.
i cant wait(:

rmb bet,
must go to school on monday,
to check papers,
thn can go and hang myself.


let's hve a game of leg scissor paper stone.
:D




i shall get back to my little world of jodi picoult.






true love's hard to find.
/<3


11:49 PM


Tuesday, October 10, 2006


And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die,
you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always






share my world.
/<3


9:39 AM


I LOVE PAT OH-SO-MUCH! <333

CARDINAL SINS ARE THE BEST : DD

and PAT IS MY BEST LOVE (:


6:00 AM


I'm not afraid of heights;
I'm afraid of falling.
I'm not scared of the dark;
I'm scared of what is in it.
I'm not afraid to love;
I'm afraid of not being loved back.





went to town again.
to watch world trade centre.
if you're in the mood to cry,
go watch that movie.


had loads of fun with gretchen, beat & cher today.
crazy singing people.
they kept singing & singing.
OH GWAD.
camera obsession today(:
anyways,
i had tons of fun with yer all!
always hve.
LOVE<3 muahh.


tomorrow's another day.

xoxox
/<33


5:18 AM


Monday, October 09, 2006

BET'S A HAPPY GIRL.
& ohmygosh.
jaime's blogskin is like ME!
http://www.dancemynightaway.blogspot.com/
hahahahaha. super cool please.
DUH.


trip to topshop was like WOW.
spend like half of all the money i had on UNDERWEAR.
but its super nice please(:
:X


pat's my wonderful sponsor!(:
YAY, i love my sponsor! ALOT!
oh my oh my.
I NEEDA LOST WEIGHT NOW!
after today, i think i put on like 238 kg!


i <3 candy empire.
its like heaven.


BET'S HORRIBLY BROKE.
unlike the rich sponsors like pat and jiaher.


BASKETBALLERS ARE CLUMSY.
PEOPLE WITH LOUSY BALANCE.
HAHAHAHA : DDD
& forever bang themselves one.

TRACKERS TOO!
ALL LOUSY BALANCERS!
unlike super cool NETBALLERS.
: DDD


5:14 AM


Thursday, October 05, 2006

3 MORE PAPERS TO GO!


friday 6/10/06 - chemistry paper.
& ohmygosh, its a late morning paper!
that means, i only need to wake up ard 9!(:

monday 9/10/06 - amaths #@$&*(^%
& Chinese paper 2!


but thn after monday,
I'D HVE NO MORE PAPERS!
hahaha. art/poa students will
still hve papers on tuesday & wednesday!
while i'd be home in bed, they'd be up bright and early,
doing their paper : D


i cant wait to go australia./



TANNING DATE with my mei NIU.
and all my other assholes on thursday.
OOOH WEEEEE.
but thn again, do i really need to tan?

<3


4:05 AM


Wednesday, October 04, 2006

quotes quotes & more quotes!
AH.



STRESSED = DESSERTS
so everyone rmb,
whn you're stressed,
eat alots of desserts.
LIKE ICE CREAM(:



take a break,
hve a kitkat.


8:59 AM


Monday, October 02, 2006

OHMYGOSH
OHMYGOSH.

NETBALLERS ARE GOING TO AUSTRALIA!
OOOOOOH WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE(:

FROM THE 5TH - 9TH DECEMBER!
PERTH, AUSTRALIA.
: DDDDDDD

i cant wait(:
ooh the fun!
: D


/<3


8:43 AM


Sunday, October 01, 2006

wish you were here with me tonight.




HEY ALL YOU LITTLE CHIDLREN,
happy children's day!
i wish i was little again


OHMYGWAD.
there's mt paper tmrw too!
sigh.


BUT, the only good thing i can look forward to.
so that my parents & the little ones are going malacca tmrw!
oh shit, thn i've to go home myself.
:/


i think i should get back to studying soon.
AH @*$_&@$&_$!


china people who do gym are damn cool!
WAHHHHH, mesmerising performances.
like super cool please!
handbars and all.
thn the wooden bar thing.
WOAHH.




maybe you'll understand me someday.
/<3


7:23 AM


Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting thelovelyme


BETINA SOH<3:
eight june (::
netball,:
happily married :D:

she's all i need,

hello, awesome


needy&&fab


ipod nano RED
HOT phone
piercings (:
PLASTIC SURGERY,

themness


WIFEY<3
my life
2/3.`05
3/8. `06
anne
aline
anastasia
angelina
beatrice
ben
beitris
bonnie
bow
briana
calli
camilla
charissa
cherlynn
Cheryl tan
christine
clara
celeste
charmaine
evlin
genn
Hannah yukon
hannah. tsang
huiyun
huishian
huixin
huda
isabelle
isa
jing
jiaher
jane
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