baby, i fucking love you.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

brings back so much memories.

And all the things that we said we would do,
Remains to be plans of the past.

oh screw exams.
school has been pretty boring lately.
expect during recess,
or whn im too busy being up to no good.

anyone wnt me to show you the wave?

but even so,
there's no more excitement in going to school.
no more trainings to look forward to.
training is actually fun.
it gives me adrenaline rush,
& it keeps me in constant motion.
makes me feel so alive.

somedays i wish we could just be ourselves.

i cant wait to grow up.
but of course, that takes time.

& i cant wait to go on after exam dates.
& gossip on the phone late into the night.

im feeling f-ed up now.
desperate desire to run now.

okay, so im like the shortest.
ah, but the oldest.
&*@$&)^@&*$
kids these days are getting too tall.

i miss my drill partners.
& the endless laughter & joy they bring into my life.
& the energy they provide to keep me going.
& the support.

Cya.
/<3

8:42 AM