baby, i fucking love you.


Sunday, April 30, 2006

010506.



lovers and friends.


publice holiday.
whoopeedo.


baby.
come on over tonight.


guess i'm suppose to be studying.
but seriously i've no mood to do much now.
just feel like lying down.
and stoning.
havent done that in quite a while..

ohmy.
it's exam wk alrdy.
and what have i studied?
nothing much really.
one or two pages.
woah. i'm so dead.



all the words that we say
and the words that we mean
words can fall short



JUST TALKED TO MAH DEAREST LOVER.
AND I REALISED HOW MUCH I MISS TALKING TO HERRR.!
awwe SO SO SO SCANDALOUS.
that's what yer get fer having sucha pretty and sweet lover(:
I LOVE HER SO :D
promised after exams talks and gossips.
oohmy. i simply cant wait/!


Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for the words to get to their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start



AHHHHHHHHHHH.
bleeding nose.
sheesh.
had too much chocolates again.
:( stupidd sensitive nose.!

everyone left to go cycling at puala ubin.
happiness lurh.
leave me behindddd
now i'm hungry.
and i've no money to go buy food.
shall go eat glorious maggie mee.
and die of cancer.

noisy lightning lorry things.
disturb mah peace only.
GO AWAY.!



yer know me better than this.
<333


10:35 PM


Friday, April 28, 2006

280406.



JACK IS MAH HUSBAND(:
he's so cute.
long and bendable.


wait a minute
boy, why yer tripping like that.


i'm sorry.
i'm sucha bitch.

GLITTER FIGHTS(:
ooh la la.
shiny shiny.
all over the place.!

i'm still hurting from all those hits.
you suck lurh cher.!
and beat.
RARRRRRRR.

basketball.
ooh i love.

we can live like jack and sally if we want.
where yer can always find me.
and we'll have halloween on christmas.
and in the night we'll wish this never ends.
we'll wish this never ends.

we can?
ooh i want to.

conference.
conference.
ooh i cant wait.


you've changed.
she has changed.
i've changed.
have we changed fer the better or the worst?




<33


5:22 AM


Tuesday, April 25, 2006

ooh wells.
LIFE HAS TO GO ON.

i still love you.
even more than before.
and i dont know why.



fear.
<3


9:56 AM


260406.



SCREW MIDYEARS.
i miss trainings.
i miss running.



dieting here i come.
:] too bad i dont do so well on diets.
wells, it was a nice thought though.



I HATE YOU.
ooh i really do.


BLOODY BITCHES OF THE WORLD UNITE.


gwadd. YOU.
just leave me alone
really, yer are annoying.

and you.
why are yer doing this to me.
pain and misery would be an understatement.

FUCK YOU LURHH.
hurmphf.

just leave me to die here.
alone./


baby.
loving you has made me this way.


why yer take things slow.
are yer even serious
or playing me.


so bottle up old love.
and throw it out to sea.





shit ass.


7:51 AM


Friday, April 21, 2006

210406.



IT'S OVER.
no more trainings with the sec4s and 5.!
goodness gracious.
trainings gonna be so like dead.
i'm gonna miss them all.
so so so muchh.!

AHHHH.!
a promised farewell is definitly coming soon.
ONE WITH LOTS OF LOVE(;


CUTS AND BRUISES.
hate this.
i feel so superr clumsy.
and it's not good.
:(

QUICKKK.
ugly cut.
GO AWAYY!
<3333


5:50 AM


Sunday, April 16, 2006

I'm gonna sleep myself away
I'm gonna close my eyes
and maybe it'll go away




160406.



unpredictable.


yesterday night was fun.
had easter virgil mass.
though that wasnt the fun thing* :/
but after mass supper was fun.
filled the place with laughter.
everyone was like looking at us making alots of noise i swear.!
too badd i'm not of legal age yet. :(
SOON MAN SOON.!

slept at like 3plus?
yeahhh. gosh.!

i think i'm recovering soon.!
mah fever is like gone.
so i guess, i'm feeling better already?
heh.

tuition was a bore as usual.
so many people stopped coming fer tuition already!
wonder whyy..
anooying-ness.!

i'm tired.
and it's raining.!
good weather to sleep in.!
(:


SEND ME PICTURES PLEASE.!


words of wisdom ;

barbie
is a spoilt bitch.
hahahaha.!

<333


1:45 AM


Friday, April 14, 2006

HAPPY BELATED SWEET SIXTEEN NAT.!

damn.
like i'm 3days late.
but at least i wrote this.!
:]


hahahaha.
oopsie.
mah badd.

sick sick sick.
URGHHH.
was suppose to go out after training
and have fun todayy!
but noooo,
i just had to get sick.
rwahhhh.

so now,
i'm bored at home.

oohmy.
one last game.
and all the seniors will be gone.
like ohmahgosh.
i cant believe it.!
so fast please.!
i really dont want them to leave.!
i really really dont want.!

avis- mah wonderful ever so entertaining BARBIEE.!
celeste - MISS NICE.! long legs.!
jai zhi - AEROPLANEEE!! pro-dified one!!
mich - dearest SHIFU.! hugs in between classes.
beitris - BEIII.! superr duperr fast thang.
qian - QIAN. tall tall.
hui shian - PLASTIC BAGGERR! cute one.!
jing - LIM JING YI.! screams*
pet - SKINNY OLD STICKK! gosh. skinny-ness i swearr!
nat - NAT LONG.! :( one i'd miss the utmost.! buh la ku incident.!


sighh.
ooh the horror.

<333


7:43 PM


140406.


ena makes me smile.
with her SMELL.
with her cookies(:
and never ending supply of gossips.
and laughter in between and during classes.


one single day of rest.
and guess what.
i get from sick to so sick.

sneeze.
cough.
tuition.
sneezes.
coughs.
lunch.
sneezing.
coughing.
good friday mass.
sneezing so more
coughing even more.
dinner.
fever.

theat was mah interesting dayy.
how exciting hurh.

ooh wells.
GOOD NEWS.

juniors beat rgs.!
by two points.
though not much, but at least they won.!
intensifying match.

seniors beat damai.
by quite a bit.
sadly that match wasnt well played.
and coach stopped watching their match.
but ooh wells. at least they won by quite a bit.


yer mean the world to me.
and i'd do everything i can just to make you happy.



i fell in love with a part time bookworm.


this flu shit virus.
it sucks.



slowly but surely.
i watch as mah world gets torn into half.



i've always loved you.
and will always will.
<333


6:42 AM


Tuesday, April 11, 2006

110506.


va va voom
:]

ooh goshh.
how mah head hurts.
it hards so badd.
real real badd.
and mah eye cant stop twinching.
like earlier.
it kept twinching.
and like WOAH.
it was all weirdd.

it's all about you.
it's all about you baby.

i never wanna think about leaving you.
i never wanna let you go.
i just wanna be with you,
till the end of time.

i think i can shoot real well(:
THANK YOU VERY MUCHH.

goshh.
choo moo moo pushed me off the chair today!
like thrice i thinkk.
aiyoh yoh.
tyanne choo is a dangerous biter person,
who loves me very muchh.!

aiyoh yoh.
mah head and shoulder hurts much.
i think i've internal bleeding.



<3333


6:51 AM


Friday, April 07, 2006

yeshyesh.
noshnosh.
:]

070406.


coincidence.


same court.
same school.
same score.

:DDDDD
pretty cool ayee?


; broken. /bet says:
anti classical music lonely people.(:
talking to them now.!
i must say. they're simply entertaining.
i think mah juniors are nice.
when they arent trying to bully me.
:DD


i think i'd like that.



FOOLSCAPEEEE.
that's my version(:


band concert.
wells. i'll give that a miss.

tuition was good.
i learn more things during tuition then during lessons.
i must study harder and work harder during trgs.
be less playful.

anyhows.
training tmr.
i'd have to put in more effort!
NO MORE FOOLING AROUNDD.

i feel bad.
bad bad.

lonely.
without you.


ronin ;
one more moment(:

dont take too long to say
i love you to the ones you love
cause time has a habit of slipping away
and out on a clear blue sky
when lightning strikes on a sunny day
just take me in and keep me from the rain

and the words that seem so hard to say
come out when when you're gone away
just stay a little while and hear me say

that i want you here tonight
and i need you by mah side
fer just one more moment
fer just one more moment with you

turn away to say goodbye
with each and ecery word that passes by
like a distant memory

and time keeps slipping away
and time will turn to grep
and time will be the one who holds you down

and the words that seem so hard to say
come out when you've gone away
just stay a little while and hear me say

that i want you here tonight
and i need you by mah side
fer just one more moment
fer just one more moment with you

sometimes times will treat you bad
before you even know what's wrong
and in the end it hits you hard
please tell me you'll be strong






please stop doing this to yourself.
i really dont want to see you so sad.
and depressed.

it really hurts to know
but not able to do anything to help.

it justs makes me sad.
real sad.

:( cuts.
too many.
TOO MANYYY.




there goes mah chance.


<333 betsie(:


6:23 AM


Thursday, April 06, 2006





i am a GENIUS and PRODIGY
that's what miss krishna said(:

THANKKK YOU VERY MUCHH!!*


050406.

As the world turns
and as time burns
girl you know im gonna be there
my love is ever blazing,
ever blazing girl


NO LESSONS FER ME TODAYYY(:

morning-postponed game.
left school straight after assembly! :]

12.05 to 1.50 - got this STUPID moe test.
was really dumb and all.
and the out of bounds sign thing was like totally useless and not working.
becos like people still walked there!
retareded lurh.

after doing the test,
i had like so much time to sleep and all lurh.
SOMEONE DROOLED.
yucks.

:/ i played shit.
i seriously needa season mah shoes quickly.
like reaaal quick.
so darn stiff please!
cant run properly.

coach scared the shit outta me.
made me play last quarter.
i was alrdy cooled down and in slack mood.
i'd swear another heart attack from her.
and i might just die.

arugh.
pft. and 5 items.
ooh what dread.



Baby it's just a matter of time
If we can take it slow everything will be alright
Let it flow, and I know that we'll find
It's just a matter of time

When you feel down and out of touch
And no-one's there, no-one's there to lift you up
Life's not as bad as it may seem
Just hold on tight and never lose sight of your dreams




060406.

ooh girl.
one day i'm gonna get yer to love me.


rain rain go away.!
please.
i had enough of postponed games.
i feel like as if this whole wk i didnt go to school at all.
like i missed so many lessons.
NOT GOOD.

i've got this cut on mah cheek.
and it hurts.
all thanks to celeste lee.
and it was like swollen,
very obvious at first.
then the swelling went down.
sighhh.

choo moo moo,
pinched me until got internal bleeding.
urghh. the pain.!

:(((((





<33333


5:45 AM


Wednesday, April 05, 2006

"I'll Never Break Your Heart"
BACKSTREET BOYS

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie


:DD

OOH I SWEARRR (:

<33333


6:57 AM


yesterday was the super scariest.
i swear.
lightning and thunder at full blast
got a terrible shock.
kept screaming and screaming.

ran in the rain to the shelter(:
with mah dearest bestie!

unforgetable.
<3


6:40 AM


freedom child invades jail bird's blog.
HAHAHA.
[:
bet the jail bird.
kiddin..
[:
ok ok.
i'm here to change your blog song idiot.
you want the photo song.
but i don't.
and that's just too bad.
don't say my post is boring.
cos i don't know what you did these few days.
and what you were actually allowed to do.
ok i shall not diss you anymore ok.
wells, match today wasn't good.
that's all i have to say.

bye you.
[:
love, nat.


6:15 AM


Sunday, April 02, 2006

betina soh!

shifu INVADES!
and of course i changed your blog song in the process.
(but its not working! why why why?)

i lack things to say!
so i shall post the lyrics.

photo-ryan cabrera

A photo can say a thousand things
But it cant say the million things i wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it cant capture the way we are
Cause you're far away

What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you, yeah

When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You cant tell me you dont need me
And i know that hurts
Cause im looking at your picture
Cause its all i've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot

Timing lost minutes and moments
Yeah i might be lonely girl
But im not afraid
In a second it all comes right back to me
No nothings forgotten now
Yeah everythings saved

What its like to touch you
What its like to know you, Yeah

When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You cant tell me you dont need me
And i know that hurts
Cause im looking at your picture
Cause its all i've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot

You were my life
You were my faith
You gave me hope everyday

When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You cant tell me you dont need me
And i know that hurts
Cause im looking at your picture
Cause its all i've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot


5:08 AM


Saturday, April 01, 2006

somethin bout yer blows me away.



010306

april fools day.
somehow.
it's not the same anymore.

I HATE YOU BITCH.
i really do.

mental breakdown.
one word. FUCK.

LOVERR :]
thanks fer being there fer me.
and being oh so sweet
thanks fer just being you.
lending me a listening ear and all.
thanks SWEETHEART.
:D more talks soon!

ENA.
i'm sorry.
fer being sucha bitch.
fer going back on mah word.
fer doing what i asked yer not to do.
but thanks. fer listening to me.
thanks fer everything (:

STEPHY.
fer the sweet letter (:
and starry bottle (:
and strawberry flavoured lollipop (:

17.
thanks fer being there
ANNOYING ME AND ALL.
indian accent.!
simply makes me smile.
(:

CHER.
i'll try and not let us drift.
i really dont want that to happen.
:(
BUT, wo ai ni.
ALOT.

just a few shoutouts.


SPORTS DAY.

failed.
didnt get any medals.
missed by one placing fer everything i took part in.
i'm sorry all. i think i ran too slow.

charmaine!
mah new friendd.

ALL THE RUNNERS WHO RAN IN THE RAIN.
:DDDD
it was fun.
running in the rain(:
getting water sucked up mah nose and all.




i'll never break your heart
i'll never make you cry
i'd rather die than live without you
i'll give you all of me
honey, that's no lie



BITCH.
get outta mah life.
every word yer say.
every thing yer do.
pisses me off.

i've lost mah main source of communication
with the person that means alot to me.
i really need mah phone back NOW!




<3333
betsoh.


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