Saturday, March 25, 2006

yer wont see the tears i cry.

250306.


i hate you.
i really do.

i wanna be alone.
i wanna scream.
i wanna be gone,
somewhere over the rainbow.

i made a promise.
and i'll try mah best to keep it.
i wont do anything foolish.
maybe. one day.

i'll keep yer mah dirrty little secret.

masked stranger.
no one really knows how i feel.

this is mah life.
and it sucks.
it really really does.


WO HEN AI NI.
NI ZHI DIAO MA?


is that what i really am?
the cause of all yer trouble?
kill me then.
go ahead.
i really dont mind.

hate me?
i know you do.

kill me?
i know yer want to.


i hate this.
i really do.

every word i say.
is f*cking crap.
every single thing i do.
is f*cking wrong.
everything i am.
is f*cking shit.


i really need a hug now.
:(

i cant stand fighting with yer any longer.
yer know how much it pains me?
DO YER KNOW.
i bet yer dont.
yer never understood me.
and yer never will.

maybe the problem lies with me?
i wonder.
sometimes. i really wonder.
am i the problem?
am i really the cause of yer troubles?
am i?
i dont know.
dont ask me.


maybe someday.

:(

5:39 AM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

gwadd.
mah blog is screwed.
i cant seem to view it.

:/

10:01 PM

Every word I say, I mean it
Every single day, I feel it



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mah sister looks like a nun/ass in her cj uniform.
PAHAHAHAHA.
sucker.

overslept.
didnt have a proper lunch.
milk and crackers.
quite yummy i guess.
:/

late by one whole hour.
wow. i'm amazed.
hahaha.
SORRY STEPHY!


HATE
HATE
HATE
HATE
HATE.

i'm filled with hatred fer yer.
i hate the way yer are.
ASS-NESS.
two faced.

bitch.


/bet ;baby it's you says:
DONUCH IS CUTE.
/bet ;baby it's you says:
but so long.

BOREDOM
makes people do weird things.
:/

Artist: Bo Bice
Album: The Real Thing

Sometimes it hurts to watch you leave
It feels like you're taking a part of me with you
I never know how it'll be
I guess it's just a mystery
But is it the real thing
(that keeps me hangin on)



let me get down and dirrty.
:D



XOXOXO.
<3bet.

5:35 AM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

140306.


I WONT CRY.
NO, I WONT.

no matter how hard it becomes.
i'll perserve. i'll try.
i'll prove yer wrong.

someone please give me that motivation.
i cant do it on mah own
i'd swear all i wanna do now is
breakdown and cry mah heart out.

OOH CRY ME A RIVER
THAT LEADS TO YER OCEAN.



more than a story,more than words on a page of history,the air that i breathe,the water i thirst for,the ground beneath my feet. says:
tidi tidi tuta tuta tuta ayo ayo

/bet ;come what may says:
TUTA TUTA A-YO A-YO.

AVIS IS SUPER CUTE I SWEARRR.



training today.
got no comments.
seriously. JUST PISSED.
many MANY factors.
some, understandable.
some, URGH.

who's fault everything is like this.
who's fault is it that made coach angry with us.
who's fault. you tell me.

problems.
are what i got.
tell me.
what am i to do?
TELL ME NOWW!

SWIM SWIM SWIM.
I WANT MAH OWN SWIMMING POOL.
I'M IN LOVE WITH SWIMMING.

a simple
i love you
just isnt enough.

camp seems like alot of fun.
i wanna go. but sigh.
ooh wells. too bad i guess.

get well soon.
TEDDY (:



p/s: this post is dedicated to stephy (:
fer being with me from
BREAKFAST TO DINNER :D
and never fails to not disturb or make me trip on mah slipper or what so ever.


daniel beddingfield
never gonna leave yer side.
:D

I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
cos you are the one

I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child that lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
since you've gone away

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home

there's much more to this song.
but i'm too lazy to post the whole song up.
so yeahhh. this few paragraphs has the most meaning.


i'm scared to run.
shit stamina.
i needa work out.
real soon.



XOXOXO.
<3bet

7:07 AM

Monday, March 13, 2006

130306

A DAY TO POST CONVOS
:D

cherlynn pigging non stop. (: ohmypig.blogspot.com please relink! <3>
how do she know that we are giving her baby boy a hard time
/bet ;come what may says:
hahahaha.
/bet ;come what may says:
ass.
cherlynn pigging non stop. (: ohmypig.blogspot.com please relink! <3>
for all you know, he's enjoying it much better with our company and not her's!



THIS IS CHERR.
THE CHEENA AH LIAN FART!

cherlynn pigging non stop. (: ohmypig.blogspot.com please relink! <3>
w0 @! \! d3 W0rXxXx



/bet ;come what may says:
the hell with the ass with the same name as mine.
/bet ;come what may says:
haha.
/bet ;come what may says:
and to hell with that damn law.


I'M BOREDD.
BREAKFAST TMWR WITH STEPHY.
THEN LUNCH.
HAHAHA. SO EXCITING :D

OOH LA LA.
GONNA BE OUTTA THE HOUSE TMWR!
CAN HARDLY WAIT (:

TRAINING IS GIVING ME BUTTERFLIES.
:/

swimming soon.
sigh.
as soon as i get the motivation to move mah fat ass.


<3



5:09 AM

Sunday, March 12, 2006

so what's new baby.


130306.
12.21am

i'm still wide awake.
i think mah body clock is screwed.
i cant seem to fall asleep at the right times.

almost everyone i know is going away.
either fer camp or fer holiday.

ooh gosh.
3 months have gone by in a flash.
realising how badly i did.
i'd try to at least study now,
do better during midyear,
get more freedom,
less nagging,
less scoldings.


it's all about loving you babeh.



it's been 3long days.
tell me i'd see yer soon.

ooh bring back mah lover to me,
bring back ooh bring back.
ooh bring back mah lover to me to me!

she'd be away fer damned camp.
so will most of the sec3 netballers.
haha.

I'M BORED.
AND HIGH.

just had erm.
what's this?
vodka with sprite.
(:

i think i'm losing it.
i cant hold mah liquor quite as well as last time.
good news or badd?


please give me back mah fairytale
happily ever after endings.


p/s:
yer will never know mah
dirrty little secret.
come on give it up (:


a hug and a kiss.
best remedy fer depression.
but depends who it's from :D


xoxoxo
<3bet.

8:10 AM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

b div and c div netballers
achieved 1st place in the intersch zones!

yay*
feel proud fer them!(:
jia you all!
now its all abt the final thing yeah!

<3bet

5:09 AM

if yer life was a movie.
would it be a good one?


do the ij clap!

CLAP CLAP
CLAP CLAP CLAP
CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP
IJ!* (:


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ran 1.5km today.
sorry bei.
i got 7th only.
sorry yeah?

stupid splinters from the camp.
still in mah thigh please!
then mah momma took them out.
CHAO PAIN SIA!
nearly cried.
but i'm strong(:

adventure camp was fun.
and also not fun.
there was some spoiler instructor.
he think he damn funny luhh.
and he was like scolding us fer cheering
then later we never cheer then he ask why never cheer fer our friend.
like wth luhh! damn rubbish please!

different tent mates! (:
but still the best tent mates there ever will be.
; ena gonana banana.
; savie.
; pearly.
; natalie
; naaa! briana*

sleeping in tents wasnt as bad as i pictured it would be.
woke up super duper uber early every day.
at around 5plus? maddness luh.
the thing that shocked me the most was
that when we woke up can see people jogging at the park alrdy!
maddness luhh those people.

having no phone the whole day made me feel down.
it felt really weird not having mah phone by mah side.
it was like really really awkward.
but i survived(:

the food was like always different.
which i suppose is a good thing.
thankfully we didnt have to cook our own food!

simon and ras rocks!
and i miss them dearly.
especially simon the lame ego person!
hahaha. he amuses us everytime with his' attention seeking self.
it's hilarious.

day1
rope course!
clara mah jinxer paired up with me.
we climbed to the top!
i was like super happy.
haha. all i could think of was
'hellooo someone please take a picture!'
we rang the bell together!(:
it was an amazing achievement!
:D

NIGHT WALK!
was really scary.
held on to ari's shirt the whole time.
haha. she's darn cute.
she was like
'dont touch mah butt!'



day2

amazing race.

slept in the bus to kallang.
hahaha. funny sight it must have been.

DRAGON BOATING plus tanning(:
i gave mah lover a WATER HUG!
heh. it must have been a funny sight.
love her to death!

BONNIE MAH BUDDY :D
BUDDYYY !!

slept in the bus
all the way back to camp.

CAMPFIREEEE!
sing sing a song.
sing out loudd!

OOH NO MORE CAMALIA LOTION!

ooh la la.
Enjoyed it much.
but got frightened by those cyclists and all.

deborah and jaslyn.
aiyoh aiyoh.
talk and talk and talk.
LAUGHING SESSION NON-STOP!
they made me and savie cannot sleep until much much MUCH later.
they are seriously entertaining i must say.


day3
clean up time!
belly and evil left late fer trg.
and ended up getting scolding.
aiyoh. see luhh! SLEEPY PIGS!
even i got up earlier then both of yer.

TEAM RELAY CIRCUIT!
haha. was fun.
but got injured.
sigh. bloody asshole who ran through the string
and made me get burnt by the string.
asshole.

anyways.
at night was the best.
could star gaze even in the tent.
so before i slept
i star gazed(:
ooh how i miss the pretty stars over at pasir ris park.

simon has a song.
ras too.
this shows how creative mah class is (:


everytime i see yer smile.
mah heart beats faster.


back to school./
sigh. why cant i get back to reality.

clara!
OUR DIRTY LITTLE SECRET!
sugar sugar baby!


if yer asked me what i want.
i'll ask fer nothing but yer heart.
(:

xoxoxoxobetxoxoxoxo
<3bet.

4:20 AM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

missing in action fer 3days and 2nights.
miss me will YOU?
:D


010306.


controversy.


Self detained and forced to live in this mess I've made

WHAT A DAY.
went out(:

sec2s got their hike today!
hahaha. i miss mah sec2 hike!
was like damn fun.

chem test today.
confirm fail.

so far.
i've passed history.
social studies!
e maths.
ermm./ that's abt all?!
hahaha.
yeah i'm dumb i know.

NUMBER SIXTEEN(:
that's mah number!
#16
; 1+6=7
; 6-1=5
both mah favourite numbers(:

ash wednesday
a day of fasting and abstinence.
haha. i ate like 4 meals today.
aiyoh aiyoh.
at least i didnt eat the ball thing.
whatever it's called.
:/ though wanted so much to.


And who I am will take the second chance you gave me
Who I am hates who I've been
Cause who I've been only ever made me


shall go and pack mah bag now!
haha. been meaning to pack since like yesterday.
but like no mood? no sense of urgency.
is it a bad thing?


ciao,
goodbye world(:


XOXOXOXO.
countless.
:D


p/s:
please everyone.
pray fer mah dearest lion.
who is currently not feeling well.
hopefully will be well.

<3bet.

7:43 AM

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