Sunday, February 26, 2006

MOTIVATION NEEDED.


a smile and a hug is all i need,
to brighten mah day (:

260206.

tuition was super sucky.
kept falling asleep.
mah dearest friend quit tuition.
needa find new entertainment during tuition.
:(

so many movies i wanna watch.
but i've no time at all.
needa shop fer camp stuff soon.
fbt shorts and track pant
and whatever that's needed.

ADVENTURE CAMP
how exciting.
i cant wait(:
ooh la la.
pasir ris park.
that's where our camp is held at.
tent mates;
ena jiang khym(:
this thursday till sat.
I CANT WAIT! (:

fate.
do yer believe in it?


250206.


training was hot hot hot.
trained at the primary sch courts.
mah timing is so slow!
how to run faster?!
HOW?! :/
someone tell me how, please?

i prefer morning trainings.
but seniors' training is in the afternoon.
:(

went to sch at 11plus.
intending to do banner painting.

when juniors had the talk with coach.
lover and i decided to go outside the sch to eat.
chicken rice fer me(:
prata fer her.

came back to sch.
shona tat jaime ruth left after a while.
ordered 1 LARGE hawaiian pizza
1 chicken ole.
1 medium whipped potatoe
fer stephy and janice.
then lover went back upstairs to do her banner.

waited in the canteen with steph and janice fer their pizza.
then got bored. ooh then jiazhi and beitris came!
haha, but they went to the house room to sleep.

went to the sand pit thinggy there.
spelled mah name in the sand.
played ard.
ACCIDENTALLY kicked sand onto janice.
and into her ear.
thankfully it all came out.
if not i'll be dead by now.

finally pizza came!(:
pineapple and green pepper is nice.
but some idiot didnt like them.

then soon it was training.
but coach talked to us first.
she talked like until 3plus?!

i've realised, i lack motivation.
i think we should have team bonding events.
hahaha. like camp. how exciting.
heh.i've a fetish fer camps.
i dont know why.

shit.
i'm really falling ill.
AHHHHH!
stupid flu
go away!
feeling terrible now.
nose is all runny.
like a tap! :/
haha. mah motherhen17 has runny nose too!

semi-finals are tmr,
both juniors and seniors.
JIA YOU :D


i've got you.
i've got you on mah mind.


XOXOXOXOXO.
<3bet.

3:43 AM

Friday, February 24, 2006

240206.

friday.
the 5th day in the wk.
apparently the last day before the weekends.
which suppose to mean i'm going to get mah well deserved break fer this wk.
but nooooo. it's work work work and more work.
life's screwing me up.

everything's sucha blurr now.
its alrdy feb.
and in abt 1wk,
it'll be march.
wow. TOO FAST.
rewind and slow down please.

ignorance is a bliss.

sometimes i wonder.
why bother so much.

I KNOW A GIRL.
SHE PUTS THE COLOUR INSIDE OF MAH WORLD.

sometimes words cant express the way i feel inside.

tell me,
who am i to yer?

love is patient
love is kind.
bullshit.

take mah hand
we'll make it.
i swear.

shit.
i look YUCKS in the yearbk.
damn :/

we need COLOURS.
why is the yearbk so damn dull.
RWAHHHH.

life is like work of art
yer gotta paint it colourful


XOXOXOXO.
INFINITE.
<3bet.

5:15 AM

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

220206.

at the com lab now(:
how exciting!

yesterday 210206
was a everything go wrong day.
:/

spoilt janice's specs.
and lots more.
:(

anyways
adventure camp soon!
ooh la la.
i cant wait! :D
but sleeping in tents,
i can wait.

match against rgs today.
all the best (:

juniors won the match against erm some sch.
63- something.
good game i suppose.
training was slack.
(:

that's all fer now folks(:
<3bet.

8:02 PM

Saturday, February 18, 2006

wokay
so i just realised when i type chinese.
it cant be seen.
so yeahh.
AIYERRR.

i'm bored.
and i've decided i'd will properly let this blog rot.

i'm not gonna be in a good mood.
haha. beware.
i shall bite steph and janice tmr(:



<3bet.

11:56 PM

Friday, February 17, 2006

jian dan ai.
by jay chou.





training is starting in 1hrs time!
and i'm still eating!
shit!

grrr.
gotta go
get changed now.

SCREW THE SUN.
THE BLISTERING HOT SUN.

<3bet.

8:42 PM

170206.



self confidence is something i lack.



She's the one, she'll always be there
She took my hand and I made it I swear


awrights.
i posted like a really long post earlier.
but like mah com suddenly hung.
so AHHHH!
heck it thens.

valentine's day.
i'm gonna miss that wonderful day.
ooh la la.
all the candies, chocolates and sweet messages.
and that cute bear :D
its officially mah sleeping buddy.

training.
sigh.
sian.
blistering sun.
change of timing.
die.

i've lost mah motivation.
i simply cant help but breakdown.

LET ME JUST BREAKDOWN.
:/

ooh girly girl come dance with me.
move that naughty body come close to me.
now slide along side.
yeah baby that's right.
i'm gonna show yer the time of yer life.


Caught up in sorrow
lost in the song
but if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight
nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight.

test test test
and more tests.
i guess it's nearly gonna be over soon.
three tests in one day.
i'm dead.
i'm actually suprised i managed to survive.
:D

LOVE ME.
LOVE ME NOT.

feeling high one moment.
but soon repplaced with a that cold terrible feeling at yer guts.

Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them.

clara's birthday tmr!
whoopee doo!
i cant wait.
havent been to marche in a while.
long long while.
(: i missed that place.
it contributes quite a bit to mah fond memories.


god bless the little people.

BORED.
BORED.
BORED.

YER ARE SUCHA BITCH.
spoken like a true jackass.

shall go call steph now.
GOOD NIGHT WORLD.


XOXOXOXOXO.
<3bet.

5:21 AM

Sunday, February 12, 2006

its five o'clock in the morning.
:D


130206.


HAPPY FABULOUS FIFTEEN ENA GONANA BANANAS(:

-credits of this wonderful na na-ish nick
goes to yours truly!

ena's party yesterday :D
loved all the balloons.
left with hannah clara cher.

released mah two balloons,
halfway across the road.
haha! (:

i'm the one who wants to be with yer.
deep inside i hope yer feel it too.


now i know how it feels to get scolded by other people's mother.
it sucks.

FUCK YER BITCH.
i hate yer even more now.
so back off.

sch starts in 1hr time.
sigh. sian.

juniors have postponed match today.
hopefully they'll let coach be happy.
then tmr's trg wont be sucha killer.

training on valentine's day.
wow. what joy. >.<
SUCKS! ooh gwad.

zouk.
heh. i wanna go.
(: but no. i dont wanna sleep in town.
HAHA.

projects.
datelines.
homework.
tests.

go AWAY!
:(

hahaha.
i got fever!
but i'm still going to sch.
hopefully i faint halfway.
how exciting.
why am i getting ill again?!
grrrr.



DO YER BELIEVE IN LOVE


XOXOXOXO
<3bet


2:06 PM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

the stars will cry the blackest tears tonight.


110206.

LOVER.
WHAT ABT OUR RAIN DANCE?

tmr.
partyy time(:
ena's house, here i come :D

HAIIYERR.
sleepover?
should i?
the temptation is so strong.
but so ma fann luhh :/

think think think.
THINKING IN PROCESS.

the question is.
should i,
or should i not.
:/

training.

1.2KM
HERE I COME :D
happiness.
pure bliss.
delighted.
joy to the world.
WOOHOOHOO (:

And you might think I’m losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics
Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it’s ever been
And this is no place to try and live my life

princess diaries2.
shall go watch it now.
ooh la la*

cool fat cat.
i also want a cat!
cuteness PLEASE :D

oooh.
i'm not short.
everyone else is just too tall.
:D

dance shit.
at taka.
georgie na na,
looks oh so darn cute(:

didnt stay fer the bballers one.
wanted so badly to stay
and watch them perform.

subway fer lunch,
yum yum.

HAVENT WATCHED I NOT STUPID 2 YET?!
HELLOOOO?! WTF IS THIS?!
everyone watched it alrdy luhh!


I talked to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside had finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'd soon blow up
And I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart

thank you JANICE.
fer letting me bite yer.
heh. after i bit her i realised
i felt less stressed and all.
:D

THANKS STEPH.
fer bringing back mah shoebag.
which i happily forgot to take back from janice.
only realised when i reached home.
and thanks fer helping me wash mah laundry(:

hopefully all's well.
i cant stand another day without yer smile.
or even a glimsp of yer.

i want a lil something more.

balloons.
what joy.

valentine's day coming.
i've got presents fer erm.
some ppl (:

ooh i love mah sister.
i feel really bad fer shouting at her.
she got me something really PRETTY.
3 coloured wires made into mah name(:
i'm loving it so!
WOOHOOHOO *

P/S:
care to be mah valentine DEAR?
i love yer*
truely madly deeply do.

ironic.
so tell me the truth.

<3bet

3:06 AM

Friday, February 10, 2006

And I know eventually
we'll be together
Together
ONE SWEET DAY.


050206.

yellow snow.
yucks.
:D

shifu's back from camp!
haha. yay*

jaslyn's house was a blast!
sixth avenue.
haha. cool luhh.
rich shit.

hannah,clara,savie and i,
sat at the back.
meant fer 3 people only.
but we fitted :D

her two dogs,
lazy lazy.
but super cute.
cute cute cotton wool fur!

clara.
one word.
hilarious!
she was like so super scared of jaslyn's dog!
hahaha. kept laughing at her.
becos she was just so funny.

watched sixth sense,
never knew hannah was THAT scared of such shows.

the company was great,
the whole day yesterday.
after trg.
bathed.
; throwing of soaps.
; screaming.
; cold cold hard water.

they fogged the place yesterday.
ooh how it stank! :/
could smell it while bathing.
yuckies.

left sch in sucha rush.
as shir had to be home earlier.
sigh. but anyways.
stopped by eleven11.
`its a store and more.*
haha. slurpies.
tibits and all.

ate lunch at long john's silver.
got BULLIED.
i feel so sorry fer myself.
haha.

---------------------------------
wokay.
that was suppose to be posted like super long ago.
so anyways.

100206.

many things have happened so far,
all i can say is not good things.
just hope they'll all pass by me really fast.
and never come back ever!

wells.
everyone.
i apologise if i seemed a little not myself these past few days.
and if like i accidentally got pissed and screamed at yer.
i apologise.

i'd give up everything i got.
just to be with yer.

every little thing yer do.

i'm sorry fer being the fool that i am,
TO ERR IS HUMAN, TO FORGIVE, DIVINE.
I know begging for forgiveness is a lot easier than giving it.




XOXOXOXO.
<3bet

12:12 AM

Friday, February 03, 2006

i'd would like to say
happy birthday bestie!
fabulous fifteen yes?
:D

030206.


cartwheels.
head over heels.

apologises fer not calling yer, cher.
i had tuition luhhh.
and i totally forgot.
sorry.
:/

tuition.
fun sucker.

lover pangseh-ing me again.
i'm depressed.
i want yer back now!
:(

training tomorrow.
how exciting ehhs?

it's like mah life is so depressing.
it's suppose to be SPONTANEOUS!
and exciting.

someone entertain me please.
i'm dying of boredom here.
help help help.

ooh i need serious help in maths.
i'm so gonna flunk mah test this monday.
aiyer but who cares.
ohkey maybe only mah mum.
:(

i hate this shit.
stress to do well.
stress to be the prefect flawless daughter that i'd never be.
stress to get everything right.

take a moment.
take a break.
STAR GAZE.

macbeth macbeth.
soft porn please!
:D

conflicts.
twofaced.
:(

WE NEED TREES!
someone please plant trees fer us!

ooh i forgot to thank the teachers.
thanks.
like fer filling the coolers.
even though yer never filled mine.
but thanks.
:D


pop princess
hold mah hand.

no more sleeping at 3am betina!
this cannot do!
the whole day i was like -_-
and :( tired, sad.

shifu went fer camp!
ooh no.
i'm so gonna miss her!
miss trg. aiyerrr.
i also want!

Everything I am and everything in me.
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be,
Ill never let you down even if I could.
I'd give up everything if only for your good.

So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared,
you won't always be there,
So love me when I'm gone.
(Maybe I'm just blind)

maybe.
just maybe.
i was wrong.

is anybody listening?
<3bet.


8:28 AM

Thursday, February 02, 2006

020206.


all even numbers.
how exciting.
urgh.
ODD NUMBERS ARE THE BEST(:



I want to show you
Even though there are no guarantees
Just let me hold you
Love can do most anything
If you just believe

school has been overall a joy.
excluding lessons.

late recess aint that bad.
empty canteen.
lots of space just fer us.
but tolerating another unbearable period before recess doesnt seem worth it.
ohkey maybe it sort of does.
depends on mah sugar lvl at that time.
:D

i'd gladly be a fool fer yer.

i'm not the darkest anymore!
like excluding jaime!
now so many people dark dark one(:

what joy;
the sunshine.
ahh! skin cancer!
:D

i personally find the people
in mah class very entertaining and cute.
fer example tyanne and huda!
haha. the cute pair.

archie,jughead,reggie,moose,betty,veronica.
haha. how cute ehhs? :D
guess which one is me.

evil's game is pretty cute.
and entertaining.
yet brain racking.

THE PRESS FOUR.
sheer rubbish.

training is boring without mah lover.
it's just not the same.
it's sad. i miss her ALOT ALOT.
come back and train now!
:(

beitris bullies me.
but i'm nice.
thus i always give way to her.
HAHA.

dip in the poole.
oh wherefore art thou?
janice wants you.
quick quick come out!

salt is good fer yer.
it prevents muscle cramps.
how cool.
never knew that.
haha.

B DIV WON.
62-3.
yay*
i guess the score is somewhat ok?

health checkup tmr!
eeeeeeee.
but we get to miss lessons.
sweeet :D
hopefully it's maths we're missing!

damned CAs are coming.
ooh what wet blankets.

i need help.
i dont understand maths.
especially with krishna and her INTERESTING accent.
ooh gwad save me.

it's gonna be one long and stressful year.
:( suppose to be mah honeymoon year?!
like hellooo? what happened?

i guess some things never change.
like there would always be conflicts each year.
and that just sucks doesnt it.
i'm off to sucha good start.
*only certain ppl understand what i'm trying to say.

hate yer bitch!
two faced.
screw you.
I WILL.

i guess i'm paranoid.
and just over reacting.

i feel very very silly.
no comments :X

Pop Princess

I lost myself at your show last night
Looking at the sparkling eyes
In the middle of a fresher crowd
You keep living like you're a movie star
But tell me who you really are
When the lights go down

Baby your a glitter doll
On the radio
I dissolve
In the stereo
You've got me
You've got me coming back for more

Pop princess hold my hand
Pop princess I'm a fan
Pop princess I need you now
Freak me out turn me inside out
Pop princess make me smile
Pop princess drive me wild
Pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud

You were hiding in a darkened stall
Waiting on your curtain call
Getting your piece of mind
But I was looking past the glossy stare
I knew who was really there
And I'd like to spend some time

Baby your a glitter doll
On the radio
I dissolve
In the stereo
You've got me
You've got me coming back for more

Pop princess hold my hand
Pop princess I'm a fan
Pop princess I need you now
Freak me out turn me inside out
Pop princess make me smile
Pop princess drive me wild
Pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud

Baby girl I think you're radical
But you're a star and I'm fanatical
Can we start something new
Just between me and you

Pop princess hold my hand
Pop princess I'm a fan
Pop princess I need you now
Freak me out turn me indside out
Pop princess make me smile
Pop princess drive me wild
Pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud

Pop princess ohh
Pop princess ohh
So baby turn your love up loud
Pop princess ohh
Pop princess ohh
So baby turn your love up loud
Pop princess ohh
Pop princess ohh
So baby turn your love up loud
Pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud

so loving this song.
XOXOXOXOXO.s
BET<3

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