baby, i fucking love you.


Monday, January 30, 2006

HOUSE VISITS.

yer dont even notice me.


310106.

today's the last day
of erm jan.
how exciting.

mah lover is sick.
so everyone please pray fer her to get well fast fast awrights?

i think i made someone angry.
ooh no.
sigh :(

p/s:
sorry.

<3


11:27 PM


Sunday, January 29, 2006


this picture is worth more than a thousand words.

the memory is priceless.
(:


10:50 PM


awrights.
i'm bored,baby.

entertainment please?
painting mah nails black.

going to mah shifu's house later.
HOPEFULLY mah mum wont change her mind.
:/

chewy gum drops.
yum yum :D




i love this picture loads.
i'm strong i know (:

yellow.white.
simple yet complicating.
i love yer guys! (:



<3


10:42 PM



LOOKY HERE.
one of those puppies are gonna be MINE MINE MINE
ALL MINE:D
not really all mine luhh.
but it's still counted as mine!(:
i'm happy! :D
joy to the world yes? YES! (((:



alrights. but this dog here is mine.
he's getting older and smellier by the minute.



<3


10:07 AM



daisies.
yer bring joy into mah life.

that's what i got.
DAISIES :D









300106.


dreams,
it'll be a miracle if mine came true.

Oh what mess
you've got the best of my heart


orange.yellow.white.
lovely colour combination.

ooh la la.
i never knew how much this skirt rocks.
its so nice and comfortable to wear.
i can just wear it all day long.

anyways.
THANKS nat.
fer helping me urmm, blog?
greatly appreciated.
haha! (:

mah ultimate desire now.
is to be able to go mah shifu's house.
and have a hell load of fun.
before school re-opens.
and the homework start piling up again.
:/

i'm cranky now.
approach with caution.
if not all yer will see is blueblacks.
and red red bite marks on yer arm.
wells. i guess i've given ample warning.

firecrackers.
indian pocker.
blackjack.
vodka with 7up.
cherry blossoms.
orange of every size.
small.big.medium.

fair trade.
a smile fer another.

that's what i love abt chinese new year.
i guess getting hongbaos arent all that.
even though it makes yer happy fer that few secs.
money isnt all that sometimes.
i guess one cant be too materialistic.

chicken run.
third time i watched that show.
and it still cracks me up.
the chickens i mean.
they look awkwardly funny.

; movies i'd love to watch
-i not stupid too.
-cheaper by the dozen 2.
-dreamer, starring dakota fanning(:
-memoirs of a geisha.
-proof (?) maybe.
-walk the line.
-in her shoes.
-fun with dick and jane.

if only i had the money.
:(


GUILTY.
that's what i am,
fer loving you.


unsuspecting victim.




XOXOXOXOXO.s*

bet!<3


9:00 AM


betina soh sucks!
argh..
she said i'm a boring shit..

stupid girl.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha oh wells.
who's the one who can't go out.
tell me.


5:43 AM


hey everyone!
NAT HERE!
hahahaaha.
bet gave let me into her blog.
hahaha.

shit i sound retarded.
HELP.

alright bet wishes EVERYONE
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
please flood her pockets with red packets.
filled with loads of money.
and then flood my pockets with some too..

haha she's at her grandma's house right now.
so i'm bloggin for her.
haha.

hmmm, this blog song's nice huh?
i can play a little of it on the guitar.
[:

damn i'm bored.
i wanna go out!

betina soh.
why did you make me blog for you.
like i don't know what to say and everyone's
gna say i'm retarded...
hahaaha.
]:

oh wells.
i'm addicted to evil's catch your wave.

anyways nothing more..
love nat.


4:44 AM


Saturday, January 28, 2006


this is mah class.
THREE EIGHT.
OOH LA LA.
:D


1:43 AM


HONG BAO :D
joy to th world.

i've given everything.
i've loved you endlessly.
but when it comes to me.
yer dont even notice me.



emptiness.
that's how i feel whenever yer are away.


280106


freedom.
it's something i need.
and deprived of.

anyways.
where are the stars?
i simply cant stargaze
if there aint no stars.

yay!*
steamboat dinner tonight!
cant wait :D

; chinese new year.
hong baos.
exchange of greetings.
and gambling.
of course.

sizzler?
uh huh.
i'll go there someday.

no no no.
i'll never admit i've small eyes!!
:D


iloveyer.
endlessly.
truely.
madly.
deeply.
i do.


<3


12:57 AM


Friday, January 27, 2006

THANKS SHIFU!



270106.


hooked unto yer babeh.

chinese new year celebrations today.
the usual; some performance. lion dance.
NEW NEW. the dog model thing.
ooh gwad. eugenia's dog is like so darn cute.

I WANT :D

ooh. i wanted to steal so many things/people today.
wanted to steal two babies. and two dogs!!

took pictures!
CLASS PICTURE!
COLOURFUL US!
i so wanna download the pictures.
but cant. NO WIRE?!
its officially missing.


i'll take yer to the candy shop*


ATTENTION ALL :D

awrights.
if yer want a lollipop,
yer gotta gimme yer locker combi/key.
and locker number, and CLASS!

friendship ;
what does it mean to you?

yay yay.
janice lee rocks!
she got me a blue balloon!
*I'M LOVING IT :D

training today.
only two hours!!
superr glad.
cheated like alot.
didnt do two sets of the steps.
drank tap water!!
whose idea was it anyways?
bathed after trg.
cold cold water.
broke sam's soap cap.
sorry sam.*

after lunching at kfc.
took the mrt with steph and janice.
they were going raffles place..
i was going ENA'S house (:

being totally idiotic.
they tricked me.
i believed them of course.

wtf.
fine 500 dollars?!
i actually believed them.
i amaze myself sometimes.

dropped off at somerset?!
suppose to drop at orchard!
aiyerrrr. so had to take back..

went to ena's house.
enjoyed myself there of course.
even though i was only there fer sucha short time.
ATE ATE ATE. gonna gain weight..
that milk carton cereal thing(:
nut nut brownies.
huda's really cute luhh.
she's amuses me with her funny-ness.

HAHAHA. hi5?!
wth.
goodness gracious!

saw bunnies(:
ooh la la.
so cute luhh!
but so smelly?!

anyways.
left her house at 5plus near 6?
TRIED to flag fer a taxi.
but failed miserably!

so i decided we walked to orchard mrt!
and then when we were reaching.
realised it started to drizzle!
gosh. i was like ahhh! mah balloon all the way..
then slowly the drizzle became heavier.
then i RAN.. all the way to the mrt.
like some idiot :/ had to protect mah balloon ok!

took to novena.
united square.
dropped ena off near her tuition centre.
BECOS I WAS SO DARN NICE :D

then i needed to go to tp.
so i took 143.
seeing the sign which said.
that it was going to go to tp.
and happily got lost.
becos it went thomson instead!

first.
thomson.
bishan.
bishan-tp noth east.
bishan mrt there..
ang mo kio.

had no idea where i was heading too luhh!
so i called mah mum.
and she told me to take bus.
so i was actually lost fer 1hr plus.
before i decided to ask fer help.
that's an improvement.
hahaha :D

so anyways.
happy chinese new year all :D


yer've been on mah mind all day.

it's has a long day.
i'm tired.
i wanna drink, get high, drunk and wasted.

hopefully i can like go out during cny.
if not i'll just die...

ENA.
I WANNA GO SWIMMING AT YER HOUSE!
AND PLAY WITH THE BUNNIES.
:D

somedays.
i feel all shitty.
its when i feel that i've not lived mah life to the fullest.
it sucks. becos it's not like as if i get to be young forever.
this feeling sucks why? like becos each day
i would regret not doing something i wanted so much to do.
but just didnt do.

urmm.
anyways.
I'M TIRED.

changed song(:
this song rocks!


WO AI NI.
NI ZHI DAO MA?

<3




7:42 AM


SHIFU INVADES!
yet again. but of course its for a good cause k!

i remembered my TUDI's REQUEST! heh.
your song! i changed it! (= hopefully i remembered correctly.

To Be With You - Mr. Big
Hold On, Little Girl
Show Me What He's Done To You
Stand Up, Little Girl
A Broken Heart Can't Be That Bad
When It's Through, It's Through
Fate Could Twist The Both Of You
So Come On Baby, Come On Over
Let Me Be The One To Show You

I'm The One Who Wants To Be With You
Deep Inside, I Hope You Feel It Too (Feel It Too)
Waited On A Line Of Dreams And blues (Waited On A Line)
Just To Be The Next To Be With You

Build Up Your Confidence
So You Can Be On Top For Once
Wake Up, Who Cares About
Little Boys That Talk Too Much
I've Seen It All, Go Down
Your Game Of Love Was All Rained Out
So Come On Baby, Come On Over
Let Me Be The One To Hold You

I'm The One Who Wants To Be With You (I'm The One, Yeah)
Deep Inside, I Hope You Feel It Too (Feel It Too)
Waited On A Line Of Dreams And Blues (Waited On A Line, Yeah)
Just to be the next to be with you

Why Be Alone
When We Can Be Together, Baby
You can make my life worthwhile
I Can Make You Start To Smile

[INSTRUMENTAL]

When It's Through, It's Through
Fate Could Twist The Both Of You
So Come On Baby, Come On Over
Let Me Be The One To Show You

I'm The One Who Wants To Be With You (I'm the oone)
Deep Inside, I Hope You Feel It Too (Feel it too)
Waited On A Line Of Dreams And Blues (Waited on a line)
Just To Be The Next To Be With You

I'm The One Who Wants To Be With You (I'm the oooooone)
Deep Inside, I Hope You Feel It Too (Deep inside, You feel it too )
Waited On A Line Of Dreams And Blues (Wainted On That Line)
Just To Be The Next To Be With You

Just To Be The Next To Be With You... Woooo

LOVE YOU TUDI!


6:22 AM


Tuesday, January 24, 2006

its that simple.
love.


240106.

good game juniors!
they won :D

anyways.
rugby today.
FELL DOWN.
ankle pain.
WHY?!
tackling is not fun.
it hurts,
bleh.
jaslyn and i just stood there.
looking at them getting tackled and knocked down.
it wqas a funny sight. seriously :D

training at nus.
no hot hot sun :/
is that a good thing?
in a way.
i suppose so.

game tmr!
jia you all (:
yer can do it!

the bus ran over one of the balls.
and caused a very loud and scary BOOM.
got the shock of mah life please!
darn scary alrights.

do i ever cross yer mind in the warm sunshine?

fine.
mah fringe.
and eyebrow.
shut up.
it'll grow back.
no i dont look like a china doll!
DAMN IT. not funny :X

embarrassing moments.
yet again. NOT FUNNY :(

ena;
stop posting embarrassing things abt me!
aiyoh yoh. i feel honoured anyhows.

STEPH IS MAH PIGGYBACKER.
she's darn funny luhh.

i've refilled!
:D

i wish upon a falling star.


<3


5:37 AM


Saturday, January 21, 2006

Champagne kisses



210106

I'M CHAOTA.
i meant even more chaota.

die luhhh.
gonna get called MALAY girl.
by mah cousins yet again!

; anyhows

training.
under the joyous sunshine.
:D

I LOVE THE SUN.
i wanna soak up the sunrays!

bathed in school!
cold cold water.
high pressure water!
ouchies :/

i gotta rmb to bring a towel next time!
pleaseee remind me someone!
hopefully i still can go out luhh.

realised i didnt needa go mah locker.
when i was like halfway there.

aiyoh yoh.
i shouldnt have given mah locker combination to SOME PEOPLE.
haha. fer they are gonna go and steal mah sweets!
see luhh. now i gotta REFILL!

next time
i'll just put lollipops.
ooh la la.
nice thought.

:D

sweet addict.
tsktsk.

something's wrong with mah phone!
arrghh! everyone. i apolognise fer like any late replies.
mah phone receives messages like so slowww.
WHY TELL ME WHY?!

sorry.
dont get pissed luhh
:D
<3


7:00 AM


Friday, January 20, 2006

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever had to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you


SMILE.
and the world smiles along with you.

THATS MINE VERSION (:

200106

yay everyone! :D
valentine's day is coming!
very very soon.

excuse me.
but i'm just bored.
so shoot me.

i realised how ironic some things are.
and like this is the era of speed.
everything is like a race.
a race against time.
and like yer gotta continue running.
no matter what.
its like yer life depends on it.
if yer stop. yer will end up lagging behind.

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

so many many lyrics i wanna post!
argh. hooked on to so many songs.

yes shitter i know yer birthday is coming soon.
yer dont have to remind me.
please! haha :D
yer watch is darn cool luhh.
no no no.
whatever i said in physics,
is so not stupid!

macbeth is so hard to understand!
but i think i'm kinda getting it.
cheem cheem nehneh nana.

physics is rubbish.
nonsense please!
mah teacher simply doesnt amuse me.
it gets really boring.
big yawn yawn!
and anastasia is so noisey.
haha. kidding alrights!

YAY*
shifu! i want another piggyback ride.
now now now :D

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you
I don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my hearts not free



<3


6:36 AM


Sunday, January 15, 2006

150106.

tuition sucked.
was like damn boring as usual.
LIKE HELLO?!
is nobody is THAT stupid.
long story.

anyways ;
bored as usual.
someone please
ENTERTAIN ME.

the tuxedo is getting boring.
jackie chan has a weird accent.



I'm talkin' bout love
Love is an energy, love is a mystery
Love is meant to be true
Love is a part of me
Love is the heart of me
Love is the best thing that we do


<3


4:56 AM


Saturday, January 14, 2006

she's mah uptown girl.



trg was like horrible today.
the sun was like shinning ever so brightly.
so now i'm even more chao ta.
or however yer spell it.

i'm black.
as in black black.
and mah shifu has just become
lobster the shifu!
haha. superr red luhh she!

RED RED RED.
REDNESS !

shifu!
watch out.
i'm coming to poke you.
(:

i'm afraid she's too good fer me.

got a new wound.
whats new man.
heeeeeeeeee.
all 3 pairs of mah nike shoes got blood!
aiyo aiyo aiyo.

couldnt go out today.
and why?!
ohkey frigging pissed.
but never minds.
i guess i shouldnt compare.

macbeth is really hard to understand.
someone help me! now now now.

thongs;
yer are sucha asshole.
thanks fer laughing at mah voice.
thanks man.

yer make mah heart beat faster
and slower at the same time.

babeh i just thought i'd let yer know;


<3


5:41 AM


Friday, January 13, 2006

what i like about you.


damned sore throat.
go away quick quick!
NO VOICE LUHH.
not funny please.
dont laugh.

school is kinda ohkey now..
but like everything's still kinda of a blur.
like where our classes are and everything.
i think the school needs to give us maps.
and like jet rocket boots to get to class on time.
becos sometimes it gets kinda impossible to fight the crowd.
and find yer class at the same time.
just a thought though.

fell down today.
bleeding. feeling dizzy lately.
no idea why.
someone tell me why!
trg yet again tmr.
life with trg gets boring SOMETIMES.

hahaha.
i have a sexy voice.
ohkey. dont laugh...
avis says so..
heh.

<3


5:12 AM


Tuesday, January 10, 2006

shifu invades]]

haha. dearest tudi ah.
you super blur sia.
must be the fever. killing all yer poor brain cells.

anw tc yea? so you can get well soon. (=

LOVEYER LOADS!


1:33 AM


Monday, January 09, 2006



let me be the one to show yer.


070106

trg was a killer.
ran abt 5km!!!

weather has been really depressing lately.

rain rain
go away!
come again some other day.

080106

boohoo.
i'm sick.
stuck at home.
feeling terrible.

38.7
that was mah temperature the first day.
mah daddy brought me to the doctor.
then the doctor was like saying that fer the first day.
mah temperature is like kinda high.
and i cant let it get higher.

but in the end it did.
39. something.
then slowly slowly it became 40.5!!
hahaha. didnt think it was that high
until mah mum started to worry.
then i had to put this stupid water shit thing
on mah forehead to help mah fever get lower.
but it didnt get lower at all luhhh!
it was still like 40plus...
slept like the whole day.
bah.sian sian sian luhh!

090106


still having high fever..
didnt go to school.
found out shar was sick too!

all this while since mah temperature shot up to 40.5,
it never did go down.
so at night went to see the doctor AGAIN.
almost had to go fer injection luhhh!
but in the end i didnt.

now each day i gotta take like 15 pills luhhh!
and like 30ml of the syrup.
that tastes rather nice..


100106


going back to school tmr!
cant wait...
i think i'm mad..
hahaa. woohoohoo.
i might be able to go fer trg afterall!
then no need to run 18 rounds?!
haha.
feeling light headed yet again.
ooh shit. forgot to take mah pills.
sighhh.


<3


8:41 PM


Saturday, January 07, 2006

love.
that's what it is.


wtf.
homeroom system sucks.
i hate walking so much.
ooh mah gosh.

i so hate this year,
some asshole keeps picking on me.
head to toe luhh!
and like why is mah class all the way upstairs?!
the fourth lvl.. sighh.
climb so much stairs..
can die one please!
and like dring morning assembly.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
hahahaha.

ASSHOLE.

trg sucked.
i'm tired now.
tuition tmr!
ohmahgosh.
still havent done h/w.
die die die.


<3


5:59 AM


Monday, January 02, 2006

HAHAHAHA.
PLAYING THE CARD GAME..
AND DRINKING IS FUN.
BCOS I KEEP LOSING.
SO I KEEP DRINKING.
HAHA.

FUCK.
HANG OVER TMR,
sch tmr! trg tmr!
fuck fuck fuck.

CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIE.
I LOVEEEEEE(:


<3


6:17 AM


Sunday, January 01, 2006

walk along with me.



ooh la la.
i love piggybacks.
anyone wanna gimme a piggyback ride?
everyone beware.
i might just jump on yer backs.
(:

going out tmr!
finally. a gatherin thing.
shit. i forgot i'm still broke!

ordering pizza now.
mah grandfather has a swollen tongue.
so mah parents just sent him to the hospital
in case he gets another stroke.
i'm scared..



<3


3:51 AM


Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting thelovelyme


BETINA SOH<3:
eight june (::
netball,:
happily married :D:

she's all i need,

hello, awesome


needy&&fab


ipod nano RED
HOT phone
piercings (:
PLASTIC SURGERY,

themness


WIFEY<3
my life
2/3.`05
3/8. `06
anne
aline
anastasia
angelina
beatrice
ben
beitris
bonnie
bow
briana
calli
camilla
charissa
cherlynn
Cheryl tan
christine
clara
celeste
charmaine
evlin
genn
Hannah yukon
hannah. tsang
huiyun
huishian
huixin
huda
isabelle
isa
jing
jiaher
jane
jaime
jamie lew
jiazhi
jocelyn loong
khym
kimberly
kurt
lyn.
lynnette
Lyd
mark
Melissa tan
mich heah
michteo
michelle sham
patricia ng
rachel cheong
rachel wong
rudolph
samlow
sarah
savie
shalene
shirlynn
tyanne
tiara
zoe

{Le Designer}:

long;longago


August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007

tagit