baby, i fucking love you.


Saturday, December 31, 2005

pleads.
anyone wants to go sentosa with me?

i wanna watch narnia too.
ANYONE?!


<3


10:22 AM


nothing good comes easily.



YEAR 2006.
happy new year all!
with all mah love.
Xs and Os (:

i'm back from hk!
heh. too lazy to blog abt mah last few days there.
but was at hongkong disneyland.
sucked please! not worth visiting luhh!
like compared to the other disneyland at LA.
hongkong dinsyland is NOTHING.

alrights.
didnt get much things..
like so i only got things fer a few people.
SORRY ALL.

tired.
head hurt loads.
FRIGGING TUITION tmr.
sigh. dreads.

TRG ON TUESDAY!
i dont wanna go!

i wanna protest until they do something
like plant a frigging tree or something up there!
or build a shelter luhh!
we all gonna die of heatstroke up there please!
I NEED A MIRACLE!




<3


10:03 AM


Wednesday, December 28, 2005


291205
5.13AM.
5TH DAY OF CHRISTMAS.



On the fifth day of Christmas
my true love sent to me
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French Hens,
Two turtle doves
And a Partridge in a pear tree




DAY #4.
OCEAN PARK!!
FUN FUN FUN.

something funny yet
weird happened to me..
haha ooh wells.
too many many rides
until 8pm.
walked like alot!

official shopping day tmr.
going to sleep until 12pm.
wake up. skip breakfast lunch.
shopping comes first!!

shall stay online until like mah high-ness wears off.
feeling kinda high. high on sugar must be!

5.30am
bored.

<3


11:57 AM


Tuesday, December 27, 2005

i've been waiting.
all mah life.


day #3.
tim sum!
yummylicious.

then took bus 15 to the peak.
walked up to the top of the mountain/hill thing.
the view was like breath taking.
one word. WOAHHH.
tired. i have no idea why we're always walking up up up.
good exercise though. considering how much i'm eating...

OOH.
i've found a substitue fer strawberry pocky.
haha. another strawberry flavoured stick thing.
damn nice luhhh!

and i've just realised.
that hongkongers love to smoke luhh!
like everywhere got people smoking one
damn smelly one.
i'm gonna become a passive smoker soon luhh!

went to some avenue of stars thing.
aiyerrr. cant remember anything else..
walked too much. and besides its too cold to think.

OH YESH!
smelly tofu is like
DAMN DISGUSTING!
eeeeeeeeeee. not nice at all!

the time is now
1.55 am.
wow. lasted one whole day
with only 3 and a half hours of sleep.

sniffles.
help i'm falling sick.
:(




what love is about.


<3


9:39 AM


Monday, December 26, 2005

because yer live ;


DESTINATION;
HONGKONG.

day #1
touch down.
got driven to some rich shit auntie's house.
her car is like this yellow sports car.
damn cool one luhh.
then her siblings got like damn cool cars too.
like singapore cannot find one those kind.

DINNER WAS DELICIOUS.
uncle sydney is like a damn good chef luh!
i want to bring him home to cook fer me everyday!
his potato salad is like YUMMY!!
turkey and everything else was just as good.

RED WINE ..
WOOHOOHOO!
that was the best.
drank until got high.
giddy. wanted to puke.
WOAH. first time in a long while man.
then drank coffee.
heh. couldnt sleep after that.
was like practically awake the whole night.

day #2
woke up.
went trekking!

BIG BIG MOUNTAINS
HAVE BIG BIG LUMPS OF SHIT
LIKE EVERYWHERE PLEASE!!!

there were wild dogs.
wild cows. and wild boars,
at the mountain area where we trekked.

like ohmahgwad,
i've never ever walked so much in mah life before!
we like made one BIG ROUND at the mountain there.
madness luhhh! was damn tired.
had to carry mah younger sister.
becos miss annoyance was tired.
and like we havent even begin the trek yet luh!
DAMN TIRING PLEASE!!!

then we had tim sum.
walk around the walkway at the sea there.
took quite a number of pics.

MISTER SOFTIE exists in hk too.
how cool is that! haha.
but the ice cream is nicer here, in hk.

saw many many gays,
bungs... like overflow.
many hot guys here too.
haha. seriously.
i think mah mum's friend looks hot.
seriously. i'm mad, i know.

went to the hotel.
i forgot the name.
some shit hotel.
like seriously shit!

shall not complain abt that.
i shall complain abt something else!
hahaa. its like friggin cold here.
mah toes are like freezing as i'm typing.
and like the internet connection sucks.
keeps on logging out mah msn luhh!
sad case man.

everything in the streets look so peaceful now at 3.09am.
compared to like at night. when everyone is like having
this mad pushing contest to get from one end of the street to the other.
its like madness please!

hmmm.
i miss singapore already.
homesick.
peoplesick.
i miss everyone in singapore.
i miss mah doggie.
i miss mah bed.
i miss the internet at home!
i miss going out.
i miss the radio!

awrights i shall sleep soon.
cant go a whole day without any sleep!

FEELING FINE SUBLIME.
WHEN YER SMILE CREEPS INTO MAH MIND.


SOS.
is anybody listening?

<3


10:19 AM


Saturday, December 24, 2005


















this people bring joy to mah life.
i love love love them like PLENTYS.

friend like these are hard to find.
they are the inspiration in mah life.

they make mah life
a less miserble one.



[[have yourselves a very merry christmas.]]


<3


12:53 PM


Feeling blue
When I'm trying to forget this feeling
That I miss you

Feeling green
When the jealousy wells and it won't
Go away in dreams

Feeling yellow
I'm confused inside a little hazy but mellow
When I feel your eyes on me

Feeling fine, sublime
When that smile of yours
Creeps into my mind

Nobody told me it feels so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile

You're the light
You're the light
When I close my eyes

I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind

Feeling red
When you spend all your time with your friends
And not me instead

Feeling black
When I think about all of the things that
I feel I lack

Feeling jaded
When it's not gone right
All the colours have faded
Then I feel your eyes on me

Feeling fine, sublime
When that smile of yours
Creeps into my mind

Nobody told me it feels so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile

You're the light
You're the light
When I close my eyes

I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind

Blinded by the light you shine
The colours fade completely

Blinded by you everytime
I feel your smile defeat me

I'm colour blind
I just can't deny this feeling

Nobody told me it feels so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile

You're the light
You're the light
When I close my eyes

I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind

Nobody told me it feels so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile

You're the light
You're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind

new addiction.
this song.

sigh.
bored.
no one to talk to online.
everyone's sleeping
except fer mah lian friends.
rwahhh.

its currently 4.39am
25dec05.
christmas day.
opened all mah presents.
mah sister is still at the d and d.
maybe i should have went and party.

i needa lose weight,
like now now now!


i hate you.
why cant i mean what i say.

yer are not worth
mah tears.



<3


12:36 PM


MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!


woohoohoo
going to hongkong like soon!

ooh man.
i cant believe it!
i got frigging tuition tmr .
like wtf luhhh.
so unfairrrrr.
why why WHY?!

all i want fer christmas.
is YOU.
just you.
ohkey. maybe not only you.
pink motor razar!!!
i want!!!!

<3


9:38 AM


Friday, December 23, 2005

heh.
boredom.
at thongs house.
listening to her playing the piano.
and on the phone.

envy larh.
i cant play.
sad sad.

missin yer loads.
boredom and misery reigns

<3


3:09 AM


Wednesday, December 21, 2005

when i look at the stars.


was suppose to watch narnia today,
but it just had to rain.

bleh.
training yesterday sucked.
i thought we were suppose to train them.
not get trained too!
like wtf. i shouldnt have gone.
damn tiring larh.
and i didnt bring water bottle.

coach bought us ice creams and tibits.
yum yum..

freak.
tuition later.
sighhh.

kick ass.

<3


10:04 PM


Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Sometimes love is addiction
Sometimes it hurts like hell
And sometimes you just cannot get enough

kingkong was not as nice as i thought it would be.
but the company made the movie enjoyable..

tmr.
kellock at 8.30
meeting thongs at 7.15.
same place.
hopefully i can wake up.

<3


9:51 AM


Saturday, December 17, 2005

Flight 695

Depart Singapore at 3:45 pm
arrive in Hong Kong at 7:25 pm

HEEEEEEE.
NEWS FLASH.
i wont be around until the 31st dec.


Flight 696

Depart Hong Kong at 8:10 pm
arrive in Singapore at 11:45 pm


sighh
i'll miss you so.

should i be happy?

SHOPPING !!
HERE I COME!!

:(


4:23 AM


I MISS YOU SO MUCH




ohmahgwad.
this is so ironic.

i've mixed feelings.
i want to go to hongkong.
i also dont feel like going hohgkong.

sighhh.
like i'm going hongkong on the 25th
coming back on the 31st. ooh.

i dont know.
why why why?!
why am i feeling like that?!
i should be happy. and excited.

ooh.
shall go there and buy presents fer everyone.
because right now i havent got the time yet.
hahahaha.

i want YOU.
where's mah xiao miao miao.
hehe (:

WRAPPED UNDER MAH CHRISTMAS TREE


p/s: i love you.
so much
and much much more.

<3


3:44 AM


Thursday, December 15, 2005


i want yer here by mah side.
i need yer here tonight


HEEEE (:

i'm back.
bed sweet bed!

hokey.
woke up at 5 today.
bored to death.
so decided to blog.

131205

netball chalet.
one word to desribe it.
bittersweet ..

bitter;
because like mah dearest bestie
got her phone stolen!
like wtf larhhh!
and also because thongs' parents
dont allow her stay over.
and like why didnt anyone buy drinks..
sighhh wanted to get high.
hahaha. random feeling.

sweet;
I COULD STAY OVER!!
woohoohooo!
ultimately it was great.

met up with shir evil thongs.
left mah cooler and shoe bag at shir's house.
they had to wait fer me as usual.
last one to arrive. not surprising.

took the mrt
the ride was like 45 mins!!
like woahhh.
took many many pictures on the train.
many interesting sights of singapore..

we were bored.nothing else we could do.

entertained ourselves abit by taking pics!

got food (brunch fer me)

from imm, kfc.


took a cab from imm to cheverons.

when we reached, found out sam was there at 9am!

maddness. so early please!

i think at that time i havent wake up yet lorh!

ooh waking avis up is like sucha hard task.

we played some card game.

loser has to eat some disgusting mixture of food.

like ketchup with oreo!!!

but ketchup isnt disgusting!!!

ketchup rocks with anything.

ohkey maybe except oreo.

looked damn sick larh..

i think avis and mich were the ones we lost most!

then we went upstairs.

thongs and i kana locked outside larh!

they said if we wanted to come back in,

we had to be like pandas and eat the leaf!

like wahhhhhhhhh!

then after that they broke the mop.

damn funny can because like i put the mop halfway through the window.

then someone pulled it in and broke it!

lol.

then we went to play the arcade.

but celeste and sam stayed at the chalet to accompany avis

as avis wanted to sleep some more.

after that we returned to the chalet.

to eat. that's when avis happily woke up.

hahaha. she got routine one.

so cute. sleep eat sleep.

later pet came.

then everyone went back

to the arcade to play.

while avis celeste and i went to take many many pictures!

totally flooded shir's camera with our obsession pictures!

but it was all damn fun larhh!

went to the playground.

played the swings..

hung upside down at the bars thing.

awhile later we found out shir lost her phone.

so we went to search the whole area fer her phone

and the people we thought took her phone..

but to no avail.

later more people came.

nat vana vicky and vivien

ooh list of things that broke/lost;

shir's phone.

avis' specs.

celeste's shoes.

nat's ankle guard thing.

damn funn larh they.

they were like saying

'i miss mah thing'

had dinner and all.

mostly leftovers.

pet thongs sam jing left.

people who stayed.

evil isabelle shir tessa

vana vicky vivien

celeste avis nat

141205

wanna make this night last forever


didnt sleep at all.
stayed up with shir isabelle tessa
vana vicky nat and her friend vivien
avis celeste shifu slept on the bed.
then evil slept on the floor.
later isabelle tessa and vicky went up to sleep.

watched mah cold case at 3am!

later vana went to watch the 12 dogs of christmas

while shir nat vivien and i went outside.

lied down on the poolside chairs.

got splashed by nat!

went back in.

came out again,

as it was too cold.

cleaned the chairs.

STAR GAZED!!!

shir and i went to the pool toilets to use the hair dryer.

got a shock when nat suddenly came in and scare us.

then went to the gents. checked out their toilet!

then we went back to the chalet.

played taiti. which nat officially sucks at!

kept losing and losing.

had coffee

thanks coffee maker!(:


at around 5 plus

decided to kick avis outta bed.

she took up enough space fer two people.

after that avis was like trying to get back in the bed.

but to no avail. so she took away the blanket.

i wasnt able to fall asleep.

because like was damn cold and all.

hahaha stole nat's pillow.

but decided to share with her in the end.

got raped by celeste and nat.

shifu didnt really help much.

she let them raped me fer like one whole min

before helping me. like wth.

useless shifu larh.

then they went to rape isabelle.

ohkey much later

celeste and avis cooked noodles fer us.

and they happily forgot to take the fork out.

so from downstairs we could hear someone suddenly say

how come got fork one?

or something like that larhh.

anyways.

yum yum, THANKS.

soon celeste and nat went home.

after cleaning up the place

we checked out.

went to imm, kfc fer our brunch.

took the mrt back.

all 8 of us slept in the mrt.

must have been a funny sight.

avis sat opposite us.

then got this guy who sat in the middle of us.

luckily didnt miss our stop.

avis woke up with her hair all messed up!

damn funny larh!! i love mah barbie!

so cute larh she!!!

there's like never a dull moment when she's around.

never fails to put a smile on our faces.

even though she only just woke up.

HAHA!

evil went home.

bought mah coffee and cola gummy!

haha mah energy providers.

isabelle tessa waited downstairs shir's house.

as avis mich and i needed to shit.

we quickly rushed to school first to shit.

then while in the toilet i happily shouted

'I'M SHITTING' to thongs

then suay suay jo teo was outside.

she said 'WHO'S THAT?'

haha we all quickly kept quiet larh!

so anyways.

TRAINING!

AHHHHH!

one good thing.

SECOND LAST TRAINING!!

WHOOTS(:

yay

ohkey so right now.

its 151205

and tomorrow is

LAST TRAINING FER THIS YEAR!

i'm so glad.

no more looking at her grumpy face!

wells until next year that is.

ANYWAYS!!!

I'M A HAPPY PERSON NOW!

ooh i just found out.

mah feelings got cheated.

the christmas tree i thought was like real.

is actually made of metal!!

ooh wells.

just cuddle up.

<3




10:55 PM


yer make
me wanna lala

haha
currently using mah neighbour's wireless thing.
as mah fucked up father put password on the other com.
no choice , bored stiff so decided to try mah luck.
and see if can connect to mah neighbour's internet.
good news. CAN! but it keeps on logging off every 10 mins!
and like some stupid porn advert keeps popping up!
like wtf can!

and sadly like no one is online!!
its like only 4.15 in the morning.
why aint anyone online!!!
wells anyone worth talking to that is.
stupid grandma is like scolding me again.
making me go and sleep..
damnit. ooh fuck! training tmr!!
cant sleep as long as i want to!!
sighhh. shall sleep in a few mins..

entertain me.
now now now.

need to start getting address and all.
getting cards fer everyone.
getting presents.
sighh. gonna be broke soon.

SHIT!
PHONE BILL EXPLODED AGAIN!
HAVE TO PAY FER IT MYSELF.
AGAIN...


i'm missing yer so much tonight.
i want yer back here next to me.


love always

<3


12:13 PM


Monday, December 12, 2005

I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds

ooh.
chalet tmr!
wonder who's gonna stayover..
mah momma actually allowed me to stayover if i want to.
so yes WHO'S GOING TO STAYOVER MAN?!

training today.
SUCKED!!!
coach was like pissing us off.
scolding and scolding.
so ANNOYING.
damn tiring.
wonder what the hell coach's problem was!
kept on scolding us!!!!

then later mah momma
didnt allow me to go fer lunch with the rest
like WHAT THE toot
because she wanted me to come home
and do mah tuition homework...
but i slept until now!!
hahaha. i aint gonna do mah tuition homework!!
pffft yer cant make me.
nah nah nah nah(:

Worlds apart can come together
But look out baby cause worlds might still collide

Takes every kind of people
To make this world go round
But am i chasing rainbows
With the love we found
Please dont let me down

RWAHHHH.
I'M BORED again.
nothing to do!!!!


She says she's no good with words
but I'm worse




<3


3:26 AM


Saturday, December 10, 2005

looking fer a cutie pie.
YES SIR.


training yesterday.
so what's new.
i seriously need a life larh!

ooh mah christmas tree is finally here!
it's so pretty de lorhs (:

woohoohoo!
mah sister is like in malaysia now!

and like mah parents are like so double standard.
they let mah YOUNGER siblings go fer sleepovers.
but they dont allow me to go fer sleepovers larh please!!!
like WHAT THE POOT!!!!!!!
>:(

today;
totally nothing to do!!!
celebrated mah sister's birthday.
yum yum. now i feel so guilty....
ate so much please.
feeling bloated now.
damn. needa lose weight!!!

BECAUSE I'M SO SUPER DUPER NICE(:
I LOVE MAH ALL MAH EGOS.
SHITTER OF THE SHITS;
ANASTASIA GO NANA!
THE SHITTEST OF THE SHITS
CHERLYNN ANG!

ohkey.
they asked me to post that.
so i shall be nice.


[[ old love ]]

<3


7:55 AM


Thursday, December 08, 2005





i'm bored.
very very bored.


8:58 AM



yer are the apple of mah eye

today was fun
and totally last minute.

watched chicken little!
really retarded and funny.
went with evil shir and sam.
thongs couldnt come.
ooh wells.

had fun.
walking around.
spending money!
now i'm seriously broke.
ate dinner at galilee.
burnt the recipt black.
bought mah sister a happy trip cookie.
yay i'm so gonna miss her.
HAHA RIGHT.
ohkey maybe i'll miss her just a lil bit.

took the nel with sam, home.
took loads and loads of pictures.

damned training tmr.
totally spoilt mah wonderful mood.
i'm so bloated now.

i'm scared fer next year.
i might not be able to take the pressure.
i cant take reality.
gimme back mah fairytale life now!

I'M BORED.
so what's new.

<3


8:19 AM


Wednesday, December 07, 2005

I've been here before,
And I don't care where I'm going
So I'll be, waiting

training was a killer.
but fun at the same time.
how ironic is that..

ooh!
there was a monkey!!
haha so cute the monkey.
everyone was like screaming and laughing.
damn funny. wish yer was there.
yer would have free show please!
hahaha.

as usual
i'm bored outta mah wits.
i might just start doing something stupid soon.
and like mah parents are like angry with each other.
all because of the hongkong shit thing.
everyone is not on agreeable terms.
its like world war 3.
sort of. damn. i still wanna go hongkong no matter what.
but sadly mah dad doesnt want to give in to me.
and mah mum is pissed becos she kinda likes mah suggestion.
woah. its like they having some cold war now.
kinda scary. but i'm kinda used to it.
the silence and all...

i'm so frigging bored.
i seriously needa get a life.
rwahhh. maybe i should go and take shooting lessons.
how fun does that sound man...

<3


5:51 AM


Tuesday, December 06, 2005

I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do


damn.
aint going to hongkong anymores.
like wtf! SO ANNOYING.
hmm. unless the air tix fall from the sky.
well damn. and its all mah fault.
i feel so pissed with myself.

ooh wells.
really bored these past few days.
cant even use the com when i want to anymores.

wells
everything has been the same.
training's a killer.
a maths tuition sucks the life out of me.
mah mum's nagging is slowly getting to me.
but at least one good thing happened.
mah science tutor is holidaying right now.
so no more science shit tuition!!
until he comes back...

ooh
strawberry yan yan was yummy!
thanks a bunch celeste!

hmmm.
quite a no. of sec3s went fer obs.
very sad...
no more pocky exchange.
no more of mah shifu's nonsense.
no more i hate yer face.

christmas countdown.
19 more days !!

Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you


<3


7:54 AM


Thursday, December 01, 2005

mah lips are sealed fer her.



I'M BORED.
SOMEONE ENTERTAIN ME.

past few days were fun.
excluding training.
but after training was fun.

mah heart goes sha la la la la
sha la la in the morning

utter rubbish.

SHIFU IS BACK!
YAY(:
missed her oh so much.

OOH.
SADLY MAH PERFECTION IS GONE.
HOLIDAYING....
i miss mah perfection.
her singing and all.
sighhh. :(

BEITRIS' HUSBAND IS SO HOT!
AND CUTEEE!

i'm hungry!
shall go find food..

iloveyer(:

<3


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