Tuesday, November 29, 2005

RIGHTS.
since i got nothing better to do.
i shall just resort to doin stupid things.

" Rules of the game. Post 5 weird things or random facts about yourself. Then at the end of the list, 5 names that are in line to do this. Dont forget to leave a comment 'You've been tagged'in their blogs to read yours. "

1. I have a tendency to look into like any mirror that i pass by.
to check mah reflection. No idea where on earth i got this habit from.

2. I've have terrible memory.
its like i suffer from short term memory loss.
And always forget to do impt things and get into loads of trouble.

3. I'm like always late.
When like i'm suppose to go to a place by myself by public transport i will like leave mah house at the time i'm suppose to meet the person or sometimes like 5 mins before the meeting time.And always getting scolded because of that.

4. I love to slide down railings or slopes.
Dont ask me why, because i also dont know.

5. I love to stand outside in the pouring rain,
and just let the rain pour down on me(:

DONE!
hahaha! now fer the oh so lucky people
-- RACHEL THONG
-- shir
-- danielle aka horny master.
-- CHERLYNN ANG! shittest.
-- tatyana!

luck(:
<3

3:58 AM

shake it like that

ooh just realised something!
SHIFU IS COMING BACK TMR!!
darn it. i wonder what time is like her plane landing.
i miss her so much larh!!

ooh wells.
today; had tuition at 8.
rushed to hougang mall to meet
steph, the thongs-ers and sam at kfc fer breakfast
then a few mins later. shir and evil came.

thongs-ers,sam, steph.
went off to hougang cc first.
then shir evil and i cabbed there after eating.
the taxi driver was like very perveted!
he kept looking at evil in that way!!

hurrr. so thongs parents were there playing too.
ooh gwwad i wanna join badminton larhh!
wanna quit netball now now now!!
damn fun larh please!
and yes i admit i suck at badminton.
but it was really fun and tiring...
but i didnt play as shit as i thought i would have.
mah dearest ketchup friend shona, the TAP DANCER!
went to the wrong place! HAHA. she's so funny larh..
she like only played fer a few mins then we left fer lunch!

ate claypot beef rice!
and was the last to finish.
damn. i'm sucha slow eater!

shona left.
then the rest of us went to the mrt station there.
sat there fer like damn long to decide where we should go next.
after what seemed like ages. decided to go to shir's house.
sighh. all that fur and dust kinda irritated mah eye.
and like i started sneezing ..
ooh her dog is dangerous! ALMOST bit me please!

then we left her house at 6.
so now i'm home.
and dying of boredom!
pfft. i think i should go reply letters..

TUITION AT 8 THEN
TRAINING TMR!
SCREAMS!!!!

santa wont yer bring me the one i really need
wont yer please bring mah baby to me

christmas countdown.
25 more days.


p/s: i miss yer


<3

3:13 AM

Sunday, November 27, 2005

there's no better feeling,
than being in love with yer.

i miss yer so.

so i'm getting all mushy.
shoot me.
someone pls!

ooh
i'm so bored.
wanted to see dear beat off.
but was too late.
sighhh. why god why?!

do yer still love me,
with all yer heart?
i swear i still do.

deal with it.

i want nobody else to love me.

christmas countdown.
28 more days

ooh goodie
i cant wait (:

<3

12:40 AM

Saturday, November 26, 2005

i want it.
can i have it?

these are the confessions of the broken heart.

went out today.
with mah sister's friends.
suppose to watch a movie.
but didnt in the end.

joy ride
was fun fun fun!
music blasting into mah ear.
laughing at mah sister's stupidity.
looking at the pretty lightings and deco.
going at 100km/h..
cheap thrills.
this is how easily entertained and amused i can be.

i realised that
I REALLY WANNA DRIVE!

was suppose to go play badminton today.
but didnt manage to get the courts.
so we decided to go next tuesday.

ooh! one thing i can look forward to.
HONGKONG TRIP!!!!!!
one word! SHOPPING!!!
hahahaha! yay so exciting!
i'll be going hongkong.
either after or before christmas.
if i go before christmas.
i'll be missing the last netball training.
which i so do not want to!
becos it'll be fun? i hope..
the last trgs are always fun..
i think.

OHMAHGWAD.
i miss mah shifu!
where art thou, shifu!

ooh gwad.
been talking to
miss tatyana seledkin van der horst guo si min lately.
she's got a cool name. haha.
chao long larh!!

you want her yet you cant have her.
MAKES ALOT OF SENSE MAN..

shall just suffer in silence

ooh just went rollar blading.
bought mah supper.
and now chatting to
mah stupid church builder again!

FETISH FER STRAWBERRY POCKY (:

i'll wait fer the postman
to bring me mah letter.

<3


8:04 AM

Thursday, November 24, 2005

ooh yeah.
so i wasnt allowed to sleepover.
but it was all good man.

yesterday;
had training.
thongs fell.
cut herself.
really badly.
there was this long cut at her knee.

i bought her up to wash yer wound.
and surprisingly she cared more abt her hair than the wound.
and the wound was like bleeding and everything.
and she wasnt like screaming in pain or anything.
she kept telling me that it was pain at all..
and i was like freaking out over there.
worrying about her and if she lost her senses or something.
i swear i cant be a doctor next time.
i cant even look at her cut without turning away in disgust and horror.

ball drills and everything was alright.
cheated alot as usual.
different ball drills partner;
thongs,steph,me.

after training went left school alone
becos was goin to the hall to play.
so shir they all left first.
then after they left ,
realised that the hall was closed!
like ahhhhhh! so annoying..
caught up with shir isabelle tessa and janice later.
they walk really really slowly please!

went to entertainment centre to meet cher and mich.
went long john's silver to eat,
had fun talking to them again.
as usual it was all laughter and joy(:
and i never expected them to choose such lousy seats.
sat right next to the damn bell.
so many people ringed the bloody bell.
mah ears was like ringing after each time they ringed the bell.

after eating i ATTEMPTED to ring the bell fer fun.
but the thing missed larh!
gwad so malu! those two idiots
had to make matters worse
by malu-ing me more..
i think the bell is spoilt.

then we headed to the video renting place.
rented bruce almighty.seed of chucky.white chicks.
saw gervin and her parents..
then headed to NTUC to get tibits and drinks.

ooh seed of chucky is so not scary!
It's suppose to be scary larh!
but it was more like a comedy.
cher and i were happily laughing at how retardedly funny it was!
cher. wow. so much fer worrying whether yer will be able to sleep.

ooh we watched halloween something.
and one more chance.
left at around 1plus.

went home
bathe and changed.
went online.
until 6am.
hahaha! madness.
then went to bed.

sigh too lazy to blog anymore..
hahaha! laters then(:


<3

2:48 PM

so i'm in 3/8.
mah MUM's appeal got through.
wow, joy to the world >:/
rwahhh~

i'm bored.
entertain me.

ilovemahbestieforever(:

<3

2:42 AM

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

OOOH
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!
:D

YER ARE ALL I WANT FER CHRISTMAS!!

I WANNA TOUCH YER
AND MAKE YER MINE!

<3

1:57 PM

RWAH.
i so wanted to see mah shifu off yesterday.
but of course mah mum didnt allow.

sigh.
and this sucks.
i'm sitting here.
wastin away one of the four days
of freedom that i have.
because the other three days
i'll be training mah guts out.

i wanna go to ROME!!
shifuuu! how can yer do this to yer tudi!
this is totally unfair.
yer didnt give me a chance to go into yer luggage!!

trainin only ends on the 16th of december!
wow. sonething to look forward to.

hmms. oh yesh.
hopefully mah momma
allows me to go fer the sleepover.
if not i might just jump down a building larhh.

Oooh yay(:
so many people likes the lil candy thang.
that i bought fer thongs(:
HAHA. suppose ta be FER THONGS.
but everyone happily took and took.
TIME TO REFILL ((:

i'm like the candy refiller(:

dEaRs aRrHs i lUBbXx eUuxX(:

I'M DYIN OF BOREDOM!
QUICK SOMEONE ENTERTAIN ME!!

Oooh rights.
yesterday's training was a killer.
so what's new?

i was like cursing and swearing.
surprisingly coach didnt ask me to like run 100 rounds.
even after i said f*** so near her.
and i also said shit like billions of times.
not like as if i wanna run 10 extra rounds ;
but how come when janice said shit.
she had to run like 10 extra rounds?!

during the whole of yesterday's training.
damn suay larhh! got mah THING!~
after three months... yes. WOW!

so i wasnt the only one.
there was thongs.
isabelle and shona.
hahaha so very suay.
so many people got their THING.

i've learnt a very very important lesson.
never and i mean, NEVER.
drink cold water when having yer thing..
because after that mah THERE very pain larh.

so anyways.
after training thongs' parents sent me home.
thanks. i'm really grateful.

so i heard gwen's goin like australia?
how cool is that larhh!
i also want.. oh wells.

asked to go pool today.
but no mood fer that.

going to mah church the youth music ministery thang later.
MAYBE. depends if i feel like going.
if i even feel like gettin up.

i wanna go to ROME !!

i get a lil bit
she gets alot more.

i'm just a girl next door.

fate;
i believe in that.



<3

12:48 AM

Saturday, November 19, 2005

TUDI!!!!!

yer shifu here. invading. ((=
hope i din screw yer blog. heh.
super sorry if i did.

yer post got prob! haha. not me!

LOVEYER!

8:14 AM

rwah rwah rwah!

i'm so frigging bored.
psst. so yer know.
i hate hate HATE.
making decisions!

<3

4:31 AM

Friday, November 18, 2005

rwah!

9:32 PM

today.
181105"
i'm officially accepting the fact
that i have a very suay mouth.
only mah shifu knows why.
and mah momma of course.

overslept today.
didnt go fer training.
nearly died of shock when i woke up.
like WOAH! haha.
then i messaged coach.
then isabelle called me.
she's damn funny larh.
she was like sorry to wake yer up.
she's damn cute larh.
that smelly welly belly!

so anyways.
today has been the
most boring and slacky day fer me.
all i actually did was
sleep eat blog chat sleep watch tv.
Oooh no this is bad
how if i lose mah stamina by monday?!
Oooh. must go run tomorrow!!!
i'll try to go.. haha. try.

i'm bored as usual.
maybe i should try to blog in ahlian rubbish..

thIsS iSs sOoO sToOpiDd wOrXx.
i lUrbBs eUuXx.

pfft.
that was so tiring.

oh wells.
i shall go ask mah sister
if she wants to watch a movie..

goodbye all.
(:

mah sugar rush.
i need yer(:

<3

4:08 AM

Thursday, November 17, 2005

you are the red rose. you love to love. you can't
seem to not think about love. you are the kind
of person that wants to have a lot romance in
your life. go you!



you are the excited gothic fairy.you like to be
excited and you are always hiper and you like
surpises especially form your boyfriend.fav
band:Hawthornd Heights fav color:orange your
gem:topaz

What Type of Gothic Fairy are you?
brought to you by

6:49 AM

HARRY POTTER(:

ohmahgwad.
it was great!
i wanna watch again please!

woke up late as usual.
9.30am.woke up.
9.40am.changed.
10am.rushed out.
reached somerset last ..
was even slower than isabelle..
sorry all(:

names of those who went;
thongs.shir.evil.smelly belly welly! aka isabelle.hannah aka unicorn!
denise.annexue.renee.shona.sam.steph.

walked to cine.
went to bk to eat.
yumyum.
cheesesticks are yummy.
ketchup rocks toos(:

while watching.
thongs the wonderful.
dripped cheese on her shirt!
haha.the nice me lent her mah jacket.
to cover up the yellow spot on her white shirt.

ANYWAYS.
the movie was wonderful.
sat beside evil and thongs.
evil like screamed so many times.
haha me too but luckily her scream louder than mine.
so like nobody actually heard.
evil lim lim is so cute larh!
that perfectionn(: she's like the scream queen.

took pics today!
again again!
with chicken little!!!!
haha ever so cute larh.
took with mah dearest ketchup friend(:
sighh something's wrong with mah computer.
cannot transfer the pictures!!!!

oh wells.
we went to pool at cuppage.
erm then we went back to cine.
to play arcade
air hockey!
i love love love to play air hockey!
even though i suck at it(:

went home.
realised mah mum was at ps.
happily shopping with mah sister.
and didnt bother to ask me.
wow thanks.
alot man..
so nice of them..

overall i had fun todays.
must go out again!
some other time.

right now.
i just wanna go mah shifu's house.
free drinks(: and fun fun fun.
its great to know that i'm always welcomed(:

miss yer
want yer
need yer so.

puck puck puck.
puck puck puck.
puck puck puck.

see i didnt use the f word this time(:
good improvement.

<3

4:56 AM

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Ooh.

PUCK yer.

i'm seriously confused.
i think i had enough.
i dont know.

baby yer break mah heart so.
dont yer know?

i dont know what to do.
again. i realise i'll always
not learning from mah mistakes.
i'm like simply making
the same mistakes over and over again,
why? dont ask me. i dont know why too.

mental breakdown.
drop a beat.
slow down.
make a u-turn.
rewind.
pause.

<3

11:59 PM

Oooh;
mah dad is so totally biased.
he brought mah brother only to watch oliver twist!
i wanna watch oliver twist too!!

training is dreadful.
and 100% pure torture.

that was just random,

-----------------------------------------
when i was like shit
when i was pissed off.
when i was being sucha ass.
when i wanted to boot myself off a building.
when i was being a spas or retard.
thanks fer always being there fer me
whenever i needed yer.
thanks fer tolerating all mah shit.
if i was ever not there fer yer.
i'm sorry i'll try to be there now.

i'm sucha ass.
i need to do something about me..

suddenly i feel drained
i'm turning in...

friends are treasures.
pricelesss and special in their own way.

<3

11:45 PM

Ooh yay(:

tomorrow i'll be watching harry potter(:
with sec2s and 1s(:
so fun i cant wait..
except the waking up so frigging early part.
hopefully i wont wake up late tmr.
and cause everyone to be late..

i need a new blogskin soon.
this one is kinda getting boring
thongs' one is really nice.
sadly i cant get into blogskins.com
something wrong with mah computers i think.

ANYWAYS.
today was like mah off day please!
i dont know why.
but i think i'm getting sick.
cough or something.
i think there's something wrong with mah body,
i like was feeling damn cold.
but then mah body was hot.
as in like thongs felt me.
and she was like yer feel hot ..
not cold...

oh wells.
i'm so bored.
dying of depression soon.

had ice war with steph.
but some extra idiot.
namely janice!
teamed up with steph.
leaving me fighting a losing battle.
2 v 1 ;
of course the 2 will win right!

this steph arrr.
so noisy one.
make so much noise
when she was waiting fer me to get ice.
saying what i so slow, her ice all melt already..

kinda fun though.
this is the retarded noisy things
we do after training.
chasing after each other throwing ice..
or just screaming out what we have to say.
even though we can just talk normally.

HARRY POTTERRRR TOMORROW PLEASE!!!

i feel like a little kid in a candy shop.
sigh but those were the days.
when ants crawlin about use to amuse me.
but now when i see an ant.
SQUASH.BLAM.

AYEEEEEEEE!
i cant take this.
i miss smsing like as if there is no tomorrow.
but i must control this addiction of mine.

oh wells.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAH BROTHER.
HOPE YER LOSE MORE WEIGHT(:
hope i lose more weight too..


<3

10:27 PM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

You could be one in a million
You could be the one for me
But I guess I'll never know if I never try
I guess I'll just have to grab you in my arms
And kiss you

If I kissed you
Would you lose track of time
Would you feel a surge of happiness
Running up your spine
Would you run naked in the street
With a tattoo of my name on your behind
If I kissed you
Oh, if I kissed you
Yeah, if I kissed you

wells today.
i did nothing productive.
just read the book flour babies.
fer the umpteenth time.

lazed around mah room.
eating eating and eating.
feeling like a sloth.

ANYWAYS
i really wanna go moonlight tanning.
or just stars gazing.

damn.
timing fer training has officially started.
wheeee how fun :/
sigh i would rather run extra 5 rounds.
then suffer 4hrs of inhuman torture.
besides i've lost mah motivation.
i wonder why though..

wells
i'm out.

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cuz I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cuz sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight


--------------------------------------------


You know baby, my love for you will always stay true.
That's right, 'cause there is no me without you

sheesh,
missing someone is a boring task.
i need to get a grip.
i'm losing mah sanity.

i mis yer
and i'm wondering
if yer miss me too.

<3

2:33 AM

Monday, November 14, 2005

training today
was dreadful!

i'm sick and tired.
muscles are aching.
ankle feels sprained.
nails are like eeee.

Ooh gwad.
i dont want to appeal!
but of course i aint got no choice.

went back to the primary school.
with mah momma to get mah sister's report bk.
I SAW MISS TAY!
oh wait she married now * mrs something..*
she looks different from the last time i saw her.
waved at her and she gave me a weird looking wink..

i miss primary school!
the wonderful days spent;
running like some idiot all around school.
playing really childish games.
reading comics under the table.
having netball stayover in school camp.
that was fun!

why cant we have netball camps in sec school?!
protest protest protest!
unfair unfair unfair.
how come other CCAs have?
maybe because coach dont want..
hurrhurr.

sighhh. i'm so very bored.
yay! gonna watch harry pottter.
THURSDAY 17 NOVEMBER 05(:
i cant wait!!!! wheeeeeee!
i feel so childish now..

goin with sec2s and 1s.
how fun!
sigh but if only it wasnt in the morning!
like what time?!
11.20 am !!!
i usually only wake up in the afternoon.
gotta wake up at like 10.20.
if i wanna make it on time.


can i have it like that?
yer got it like that.


chocolates are evil little fattening things.

<3

11:23 PM

Sunday, November 13, 2005

CHRISTMAS LIST.

1. YOU.
2.ipod nano.
3.digi camera.
4.crumpler.
5.that pretty phone!
6.red and white nike jacket.
7.the pink bottle.
------------------------------
thats all fer now.
maybe i'm too demanding.

<3

4:54 AM

IT'S GONNA BE A SAD WEEK.

depression blues.
no more countless exchange
of smses fer a week.
no more goodbye hugs.
fer one frigging week!

weather fer this week.
thunderstorm.
heavy downpours.
one word ; beware.

tis the season to be jolly.
hurrhurr. christmas is coming.
i would like to say.

ALL I WANT FER CHRISTMAS IS
YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm bored.
really really bored.
someone entertain me.
i'm easily amused.

when bored.
i feel like screwing someone.
and that thought is not healthy.
so help me someone!

I'M BORED !!!!

is anybody listening.
can yer hear me when i call.
shooting signals in the air.
cause i need somebody's help.
i cant make it on mah own
so i'm giving up myself.
is anybody listening.
listening.


MAH DIRTY LITTLE SECRET.
WHO HAS TO KNOW.
<3

4:30 AM

Saturday, November 12, 2005

sat-today was really boring.
whole body aching.
need a massage!

fri-training was a killer.
weights are evil little things.
that should not exist at all!
so now i'm aching.
so beware.
i'll scream in yer ear if yer poke me.
i'll all cranky now.

i got into 3/9!
like woahh.
i dont mind
but mah mum is appealing fer me!
sighhh i dont want to appeal.
i mean i dont mind not taking any shit classes fer a maths
really i dont. and why does she have to keep nagging at me?!

anyways.
as usual
went to bathe at st gabs.
was fun...
but i didnt have any water as usual too.
i think there's something wrong with the showers..

walked to st mics to meet with thongs they all...
saw the freaky piano that is suppose to be haunted.
took a picture of it toos..

left school.
with jiazhi sam renee rachel wong pet thongs.

went to eat at novena square.
thong,renee,sam,rachel wong,pet and me.
ate at burger king.
took pictures ...

chocolate covered strawberries
are mah lastest temptions.

oh i must say.
pet bangs herself too much
that denser brain prince arr.
really lives up to her name
she's so cute larh
TOMATO AND CHILLI!

then celeste and nat came.
left bq.
then dont know why but
they were just standing there talking.
and i was damn tired.
so i sat on the floor in the middle of nowhere.
thens slowly everyone sat on the floor toos.

waved to so many little children.
but sadly none waved back.
they just stared at me as if i was some idiot..

later pet left go kallang or something.
hmm i pity celeste pet nat and jiazhi.
as they had like to go fer the friendly match at night.
after 4hrs of trainin in school..

then sam and rachel wong left too.
later. we went to see avis at her workplace.
they got some cookies and ice cream samples.

thongs and renee went home.
the indecisive me later went to nat's house.
after she and celeste left already.
so i went there all by myself.
i feel so proud of myself!
i went there by myself.
without getting lost!!!

watched the first part of ring2.
which i must say is kinda boring.
oh wells. her house is nice ...
her room is damn cosy larh..

celeste lee is a farting machine.
and milo makes her shit.
that girl is really weird larh.
but i love mah miss nice all the same(:

after awhile i felt damn bad.
because they were tired
and they still had to entertain me

oh yes.
some IDIOT used a moth insect.
to disturb me!!!
so scary larhhhh!
that stupid moth ..
looks so disgusting...

Ooh yes.
yer do look cute in long hair.
and when yer was young.
even though celeste thinks otherwise.

left her house at like 7?
they dropped me at outram mrt.
thens they went off fer their match.

came home to a empty house.
everyone went out.
except mah sister..
and brother.
but it was still kinda empty larh.

last day i'll be seeing yer.
missing fer one whole week..

sigh
depression blues.
yer are the one thing
that keeps mah head above water.
keeps me moving on.
gives me the motivation to go fer training.
and to wake up with a smile on mah face.

fuck it.

I WANNA GO TO MAH SHIFU'S HOUSE!
I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT HER HOUSE PLEASE!
HER MIRROR!
HER DOG. sort of.
THE ROPE THING.
THE BUNNIES(:
THE DRINKS!
WOOHOOHOO(:

Since I met this special lady
Ooh yeah
I can't get her off my mind
She's one of a kind
And I ain't about to deny it
It's a special kind of thing
With you, ohh


put yer hands on mah shoulder.
whisper in mah ear.
baby.
words i wanna hear.
tell me.
tell me that yer love me too.


<3

6:49 AM

Thursday, November 10, 2005

finally!
i'm online again!
sigh i'll like only allowed to use
the computer fer one hour now.
and thats very very sad.

sigh.
training tmr.
hopefully i can wake up.
hopefully i can go out after trg.
hopefully i dont cry during posting tmr.
hopefully got pple that i'm close to in the same class as me.
hopefully thongs appeal to come to mah class.

I WANNA WATCH THE EXOCRISM OF EMILY ROSE!
I WANNA GO HONGKONG!
I DONT WANT GO FER THE STUPID CRUISE THING!
SIGHHHHHHHH :(
UNFAIRNESS.

i dont even have the freedom or
right to choose whether i want to go a not.
its so unfair.
like helloooooo?!
i dont want go!!!!
i dont really like big ships on water,
it spells one thing.
trouble ahead.
what happens if the ship sinks?!
yes i know i'm being paranoid.
but i just dont want to go larh!

sighh.
thats all fer now.
got nothing else to add.
except i hate you.

p/s: i love you.
i miss you.
say those words like yer used to.

it felt like a lifetime.


<3

6:57 AM

Sunday, November 06, 2005

replies to tags.

genn;

yes i know i'm famous(:
thanks (((:
hahahaha.
yer are the L.E.I.
sounds so nice can!
and yeah. yer will forever be
the ego-est of the ego-estest.

MILKY WAY EXPRESS.
REMEMBER THAT YES?
MOON 11 MILKY WAY(:

BARBIE OF SWAN LAKE(:

WHO'S MR BRIGHTSIDE?
hellooo.

**oh no.
this aint good.
the tag board like so short one.
so fast the tags kana deleted.
hmmm oh wells(:

EGO SHITTER(:
hello you!
how's yer ?
miss mah shitter loads(:
its not shout outs pls.
its replies to tags.
dont bang!
love yer(:

EVIL SQUIRREL!
HELLOOOO!
HAHA YES YES
I FINALLY CHANGED MAH TAGBOARD.
BECAUSE I'M EVER SO NICE.
LOVEEEEEEEEE<3

TATYANA
THE STUPID CHURCH BUILDER.
DESERVES TO DIE.
LIKE NOWWWWW!
BLUFF-ER!
YER AINT ALL THAT
SO WHAT IF YER ARE TALL.
YES. YER ARE VAIN(:

HELLO
CHERYL TAN
MISS POCKY(:

---------------------------------------

today was awfully dreadful.
it was sucha boring day.
had like stomach ache.
i think i'm gonna die soon.

i'm seriously confused.
not idea what to do.
and like sighh.

training tmr.
i'm so totally dreading it.
mah muscles are still aching.
and i'm not in a training mood pls!

sighhhh.
next stop.
the moon.

fer now.
i'll continue searching.
fer the right answers.

[[A PLACE WITH DREAMS COME TRUE.]]

just close yer eyes.
i'll take yer there.

so far
so far
so far away.

someday.

<3

10:47 PM

Saturday, November 05, 2005

so how do yer like it now.

drunk and high.
feeling sober already.
headbangers.

i love you too much
to ever say no.

went to shifu's house.
her. ahem bday celebration.
and a gathering.

STC
SEXY TEDDY CAUTION.

aww aint that ever so true,
so adorable i tell yer.

another.
i want to give.

the after bbq thing was fun.
number game.
after food entertainment.
drank like alots of water.
i swear! had to go pee twice.

i like her rope thing.
its like impossible to climb.
but one day i will reach the top.
fer today, i only reached the fifth one.
but there are 365 days a year.
and i still got quite a few more years to live.
so surely can one((((:

bathing buddies was there.
the idiot bestie.
THONGS A LAO SAI. [LOVE OF MAH LIFE((:]
miss nice.
pretty.
huishian (CUTE LARH SHE.)
TEDDY<3>

i love her house loads.
i love her parents toos(:

jealousy, turning saints into the sea.

sigh.
sian sian sian.
envy envy envy.

I'M RUBBER DUCKIE!!!
HAHAHA..
EVER SO CUTE A NICKNAME PLS!

SLEEPY!!
HEADPAIN.
STOMACH PAIN.
MAYBE I'M DYING..
GOOD THOUGHT THOUGH.

<3

9:48 PM

conferencing now.
with shir thongs shifu!!

i wanna go shifu's house now!!
she's mean, she wants us to walk to her house.
while she rides on her bicycle.

waitin fer mah mum to come home.
mah whole body is aching like mad.
help help help.i want a massage..
massage me someone..
pleaseeee. i need one badly.
sobs. mah sister is bullying me now.
shall be nice. and let her use..

i wanna watch the suite life of zack and coby.
it looks so interesting..
hahaha. i'm so B O R E D.

R A R R H S.

massage.
massage.
massage.

achin like mad now.
seriously.
i wanna go thongs and shifu house.

oh btws.
BATHING BUDDIES TO THE RESCUE.
SO YER BATHTIME WONT BE LONELY ANYMORE.

ME = RUBBER DUCKIE.
SHIFU = WARM WATER.
BETITRIS = STOPPER THE CORK.

I'M SO LAME.
YAY(:


SHALL GO NOW.
BYEEEE(:

<3

8:59 AM

Friday, November 04, 2005

replies to tags first.

sam;
special friend!
strawberry pocky lion.
rambutan nehneh head.

hahaha i brought mah camera larh shit.
but yer must remind me.
i'm getting older by the sec.
so remind me the next time.
becos i'll forget what i'm suppose to do.

beitris;
i hate you face.

yay
bathing at other people's house again!
so fun(: okokk. next time i bring facial soap.
yer bring soap shifu bring shampoo.
then we all go st gabs and bathe!!
hahahaha bathe together..
please! spare me the thought!
yer are one shithead larh
run so frigging fast today.
maddd arr you!

cher ;
kungfu fighter
chicken nanana nehneh head

SHITHEAD.
GO AND DIE.
WHAT STUPID UGLY BLACK BARBIE?!
CHICKEN NANANA NEHNEH HEAD!
AYE I WANNA GO OUT WITH YOU GUYS NOW !!!

gen the ego;

like helloooo(:
hmm. yer will still be the ego-est!
hahaha. yer sister is so cute larh.
some more only 10 yrs old.

mich!!!!
honey covered pretzel;

like please.
all the things we used to do in class.
is not stupid and retarded.
its CLEVER but retarded.

hmm if yer are not smart.
then explain the many As.
oh then what am i ?!
SUPERLY stupid?!
dont try and be humble larh.

nopes
i wont look good in a bikini
with the massive amt of fats i have.
haii i'll look like a donut(:
yer are the one with the nice bod ehhs.
gym everyday. how can yer not have a nice bod.

i miss yer alots.
mah dearest honey covered pretzel.
name calling girl. that sits in front of me.
throws nails and many other rubbish at me and cher.
the two very very innocent people that sits behind yer.

hui yun;
clean girl

haha
come i'm still waiting
fer yer to tape mah mouth and nose!
hahaha bring it on!!!
i'll tape yours too!!!!!
i love mah clean girl please!
and i know she loves her dirty/sweaty girl(:

lyds;

hey you.
haha. next year alrights?
we'll go back to the library
and bring down the house.
(: p/s: i'm not indian!

shifu!!!!

i wanna go yer house tmr.
but depends on mah mum.
i wanna go and steal ice cream.
hahaha i'll steal all the ice cream(:
yes yes. pest attractor in the house.
thongs must go tmr.
becos she's the pesticide(:
so there wont be any pests there(:
------------------------------------------

about mah day.
training was a killer as usual.
mah muscles are aching like mad.

and sam brought watermelons(:
like yayness(:

but i think becos of the watermelons
i have stomach pain now.
must be either steph and her dirrty hands.
or shifu and her dirrty saliva.
or maybe it was the char kway teow ..
or the prawn noodle..

i'm so proud of myself.
i ate like so much please!
and i actually still didnt really feel that full.
just had problems getting up from the chair.
as mah muscles were seriously aching.

went to avis house again.
shifu celeste beitris
happily locked thongs and i out.
but we got in as another person opened fer us.
hahaha so we were like waiting fer them at the lift.
as we didnt know which floor avis stayed at.

so we waited and waited.
so many people walked by us.
and thinking we were mad or soemthing.
but heck them larhhh.

finally they came down.
shocked to find us inside.
anyways.
shifu and bei
bathed first
in the unlockable shower.
while thongs celeste and avis
went to the room to play pool first.
we ate and ate. until like
got little food left fer bei and shifu.
shifu only got one packet of hello panda in the end.
i'm sorry shifu. fer making yer wait fer me.
while i bathe. but i bathe as fast as i could!

PLAYED POOL.
WELLS SORT OF LARH.
WATCHED FREE COMEDY AGAIN(:
avis yap and celeste lee's new found language
only words i can remember is puck you(:

oh wells.
play pool until 2.
then went and have lunch.
same place...
wanted to eat chicken rice.
but the shop was closed.
so had prawn mee instead.
and shared a medium sized char kway teow with mah shifu.
i seriously ate more than she did larh.
felt so bad... and also felt like i was sinning.
eating too much is a sin!!!!

then celeste went to meet jiazhi aka PRETTY.
and they all got training later.
then rest of us went home to rest,
took bus 28 back with thongs again.
had laughing sessions with her.
haha suck balls(:
i realise how much i love mah bestie again(:
she's the love of mah life<3

PUCK YOU (:

**credits to --AVIS AND CELESTE
FER THEIR RETARDACY.
AND LAME-NESS..
TODAY WHILE AT AVIS' HOUSE.
LAUGHTER KILLS ALL MISERY.
THANKS YOU GUYS(:
MADE ALL OF US LAUGH LIKE MAD PLS!

i thank god
fer people like them.
who brightens mah day.
with every smile.
every laughter.
everytime(:

<3
laters.
feeling this.
**fate fell short this time.

12:34 AM

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Could you kiss the tears away?
Help mend a broken heart?
Patch the scars deep within?
Ease the pain within a broken heart?

Just close your eyes and remember
Happiness that two hearts shared
The passion and desire
And how we truly cared.

So many things unexplained
Still tugs deep within my heart
So many unanswered questions
I wouldn't know where to start.

All I can say is
That: I Love You,
More than you deserve to be

You devastated my life
And took away part of me.

Now will you kiss the tears away?
Help mend a broken heart?
Replenish the scars deep within?
Ease the pain of a broken heart?

quotes from somewhere.*


I WANNA GO OUT.
I'M SO BORED.
BUT MAH WHOLE BODY IS ACHING.
LIKE MADDDDDDD.
AHHHHHHHH.
TRAINING TOMORROW.
I'M SCARED.
WILL YOU BE THERE TO TAKE MAH PAIN AWAY?

I LOVE THE COLGATE SMILE(:

SAM IS MAH SPECIAL FRIEND(:
SHE'S SO CUTE LARH.
SHE AND HER WATERMELON DRAWING
THAT LOOKS LIKE A NO ENTRY SIGN.
HAHAHA(: MAH BURNT LION(:

YAY WATERMELONS TMR(:
WE ARE GONNA HAVE
A WATERMELON HELL OF A TIME.

THINGS I HAVE TO DO
BEFORE MOVING BACK TO OUR SCHOOL;

----ROLL DOWN THE SLOPE.

----TAKE MANY MANY MEMORIES(:

----GIVE A KISS TO ALL MAH SPECIAL FRIENDS
AND ALL THOSE THAT MEAN ALOT TO ME(:

----I LOVE THE STAGE BTWS.
WANNA TAKE MANY DRAMA MAMA PICS ON IT(:

THATS ALL I CAN THINK OF NOW..
I CANT WAIT(:

OH SHEESH.
POSTING DAY IS COMING SOON.
COUNTING DOWN:8 MORE DAYS.

I HATE FINGER CRAMPS.
HAD THAT YESTERDAY.
WHILE PLAYING POOL
DIDNT THINK FINGER CRAMPS
WAS POSSIBLE AT FIRST.
NOW I KNOW. AND IT SUCKS.
MAH FINGERS WERE LIKE JAMMED TOGETHER.
COULDNT MOVE.. COULDNT PLAY.

i love caps lock(:
i dont know why.

black nails.
sunflowers.
stars*
shiny things
black roses.
candy shops.
playgrounds.
tanning(even though i'm so dark already)
little children.
lost love.

this is a start of something good
dont yer agree?

p/s:
I DONT LIKE MR GENES!!!
ITS NOT FAIRRR.
I'M SO SHORT..
RARRRHS :(
BUT I GUESS I GOTTA LIVE WITH THAT.

<3

2:32 AM

i should have just cheated.

i loved you too much
i shouldnt have trusted you.

i still dont understand why.
why do yer do something so terrible
and hurt someone that yer love.
does it please yer to see that person hurt?

I'VE ALWAYS LOVED YOU.

Trust is to put my hand in your hand
And jump, knowing that you will not let me fall.

Trust is to put my hopes in your hand
And run, knowing that you will carry them ahead of me.

Trust is to put my fears in your hand
And walk away, knowing that I can leave them there.

Trust is to put my sorrow in your hand
And weep, knowing that you will catch my tears.

Trust is to put my joy in your hand
And share it, knowing that you will always rejoice with me.

Trust is to put my heart in your hand
And leave it, knowing that you will always keep it safe.

Trust is to put my whole being in your hand
And rest - knowing that you will hold me,
for as long as I care to stay

<3

2:15 AM

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

kuukuu xiao di di head chicken kana sai-est of the the kana sai-est
quotes from a certain idiot aka CONGKEEE ANG(:
I LOVE THAT SHIT(:
SHE'S MINE SHIT!!!


p/s:
oh no.
please take care of yourself
MAH DEARR(:

<3

7:01 AM

If I could I relive those days
I know the one that would never change

black nails.
i like (((:

hahaha i think i can paint very well.
i painted shifu's,shir's,isabelle's and my own((:
so pretty please.but i think its kinda not allowed.

had training today.
it was REALLY tiring.
all mah bones and muscles are aching.
sniffles. anyone wanna give me a massage?
i'll pay yer with a kiss(((:

mah bestie couldnt go out today.
bleh her momma larh.
aiyo. hopefully she can go out on friday..

jing, avis, shifu, beitris and me.
went evil lim lim's house.
mich wanted to trade houses with her.
whereas i wanted the mirror((:
jing and avis didnt bathe
so they were like waiting fer us to bathe.
shifu, beitris and i went downstairs.
and shifu and beitris happily left their shirts upstairs.
so i was like waiting alone in the toilet.
very freaking one the toilet, when it's quiet.
the water was like freezing cold pls!
but got used to it after a while.
it was quite fun actually.
wanna go back to her house to bathe on friday again(((:
oh yes.we like wore back our insides larh!!
it was so disgusting. but at least we didnt stink as much.

after meeting shir.
we went to eat lunch.
had like free show after eating.
beitris and shifu was like fighting.
damn funny larh!!!
then later avis joined in and made us laugh
until our stomach pain.
she and her cute-ness larh pls!
i love mah barbie man.
she never fails to crack us all up.

later we went to avis' house.
on our way there i spotted a huge spider.
hanging from mid air.
it was really disgusting.
played pool at her house until 4.
then we left to like go home.
took many pics.
but like deleted most of them.

i miss those hugs.
come give me some((:

LOOK AT THIS PHOTOGRAPH
EVERYTIME I DO IT MAKES ME LAUGH.


<3

1:27 AM

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

PROUD TO BE A KUNGFU FIGHTER
AND A RETARDED SHIT(:


i think there
might be something wrong
with mah tagboard.

weather today;
sunshine but
with abit of rain.

had the talk with coach.
it was overrall not as bad
as i thought it would be
seeing coach still scared the shit outta me though.
thongs and i were like freaking out when we saw her.
hahaha! then she was like telling thongs how skinny she is.
that girl has really lost alot ALOT of weight.

some people have the bod and legs.
but its very sad that they dont want to like flaunt them.
and think that they dont and cover it all up.

i wanna buy the bikini !!!
its so pretty pls.
but i cant imagine myself in it.
i think everyone see alrdy will puke.
oh wells who cares larh
i like then can alrdy.
shall not care what others say.

OH YES YES
HARRY POTTER MOVIE OUTING
WITH FELLOW SEC2 NETBALLERS(:
I CANT WAIT (:
BRING IT ON(((:

please i'm not a bimbo.
or a barbie doll.
by saying that.
yer are so insulting all barbie dolls.
barbies= stupid+pretty pretty.
me=stupid+not pretty.
but i love mah barbie.
special edition barbie+limited edition barbie+thongs the barbies= barbie love

HUSH BABY DONT TALK TOO MUCH.

i think i'm mad.
boredom is killing me
i wanna have more special friends.
mah definition of specia friend.
one that doesnt lie.
doesnt backstab me.
and is always there fer me.
hmm. though i know i have alrdy found a few.
but i know they cant be there fer me forever.
i wish they could though.

i miss goin out with mah classmates!!
i cant wait fer our next outing(:

chicken nanana nehneh head.
when are we ever goin bikini shopping?
hotpink and lime green ones yes?
haha or red starry ones(:
nice nice
chings ((((:

HMM.
AM I IRRITANTING?
APPARENTLY SOME BITCH THNIKS SO.
OH WELLS HECK CARE HER LARH.
CAN SERIOUSLY GO AND DIE
LIKE I DONT EVEN KNOW YER!!!
BITCH.

if yer were mine
i'd be yer everything
and yer'll be the only thing
that i would ever need.

wishin time never existed
whenever yer are near.

close yer eyes.
hold me close.
say yer love me.
words dont mean a thing.
more than words baby.

go on and fool me.

i know i'm a bitch.
maybe i desrved the scoldings.
have i really changed?

<3

8:14 AM

thelovelyme ♥


BETINA SOH<3:
eight june (::
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happily married :D:

she's all i need,

hello, awesome

needy&&fab


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piercings (:
PLASTIC SURGERY,

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