baby, i fucking love you.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

rarr.
today rained again.
how nice.

oh i think blue crumplers aint that nice.
actually red crumpler is like 10 times better.
hahaha(:

went out.
and the create talents place is damn small.
and saw some people that i never expected to see there.
kinda weird yet insulting. becos some people there..
like erm.. i shall not continue..

oh wells.
i really feel like playing ball.
or any sport now.
i'm like so fat.
and unfit. i'm goin to die when training starts.
okok. enough depressing stuff.

one good thing i can look forward to
is the holidays. and after training outings.
and goin home with thongs. and her sister.
oh wells. for now , i'm a sad child.
i'm broke too. haii.
that pencil box in flash and splash
was like calling out to me.
making me feel so ARGH.
oh wells. i'm broke.
no money. *sniffs.

i need money.
and now.
got so many things i wanna buy.
haii. anyways. :(
tomorrow! argh.
i'm scared.
i dont want get mah exam scripts back.
i only want mah sci back.
i think i flunked.
but i cannot flunk that paper!
like that how to get into mah pure science class.
if i dont get into that class.
i might go into depression.
and commit suicide.
like only 9 or less
people got A1 and A2.
and thats sad.
i'm damn screwed.
damn damn screwed.
but i thought i did okay fer mah science.
sniffles- i need a miracle.

hopefully i get into
the pure bio and chem class.
HOPEFULLY.
i shall pray very hard tonight.
VERY VERY HARD.

attention everyone out there.
please pray fer a miracle to happen to me..

i really really really need this miracle.
like seriously i aint kidding.
i actually studied fer mah science.
as in seriously studied .
but i think i didnt study hard enough.
mrs wong's talks are getting to me.
its like now i feel guility
that i didnt put in much effort to study hard.
i should have. i know.
i guess it's kinda too late to do anything.
shit. this always happens to me.
why?! argh.
next year i gotta stop slacking like some idiot.
and put in effort to achieve grades
that nobody has ever imagined me achieveing.
*sniffles.* i hope i'll not all talk and no action.
i must try.
i will try(:
hopefully i can do it.
rarrs; shall end here fer the day.
stupid sister is back.

<3

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