baby, i fucking love you.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

i could be yer baby, yer could be mah honey
lets spend time not money*

[[A small change in mindset
could make all the difference in the world. ]]

hmmm.
just did some self-esteem test thing..

self-love and self-worth
Description: Overall positive opinion of oneself

Feelings of Inadequacy
Description: Doubts whether one "measures up".

Self-depreciating Statements
Description: Negative, self-critical internal dialogue

Unrealistic Expectations of Self
Description: Putting excessive pressure on oneself to reach very high standards.

Social Comfort
Description: Fitting in socially, building a support network and feeling comfortable in social situations.

Need for Approval
Description: Seeking recognition from other people.

Beliefs and Attitudes
Description: Preconceptions that can nurture a high self-esteem

Proactive Attitude
Description: unwillingness to give things a try.

didnt realise how often i put myself down.
how i give up halfway even though the finishing line is nearing.
trapped by an unhealthy sense of perfectionism.
have an almost non-existant set of people skills.

one day
i'll try and achieve the unattainable.
the dream of being perfect.

yay
bballing on sunday.
goin out today.
later in the afternoon.
hmphfrr now i got a 6pm curfew
and it sucks like fcuk.

Tryin' a feel my hump, hump.
Lookin' at my lump, lump.
U can look but you can't touch it,
If u touch it I'ma start some drama,
You don't want no drama,
No, no drama, no, no, no, no drama

<3

12:51 AM