Monday, October 31, 2005

thankful lil notes.

cherlynn;
thanks fer being mah friend.
yer are the sweetest thing(:
the best i ever had.
thanks fer always acting retarded with me.
thanks fer being there to gossip with.
thanks fer being there to help
make mah world a better place to live in.
i love the way yer are.
the bond we shared.
was ever so great.
i'll never forgot the memories
yer shared with me.
kungfu fighter(:

beatrice;
beat.
aka mah bimbotic momma.
and mah wonderful kungfu fighter(:
thanks fer the retarded moments.
the bimboticness.
the laughter and joy
yer brought into mah world.
all the fond memories
will be carried with me into mah coffin(:

kimberly;
mah fellow kungfu fighter(:
yer are also another one of mah
fellow retarded commrades(:
the kungfu fighting and everything.
i'm certainly gonna miss those days.
all the crazy things we used to do in class.
thank yer fer just being mah friend(:

I'LL MISS MAH FELLOW KUNGFU FIGHTERS.
AND FELLOW RETARDED COMMRADES(:

lynette;
you and yer mountain man.
can seriously go and die.
hahaha(:
thanks chong.
fer encouraging me.
fer the memories.
fer the markers drawing fights in sec1.
fer being there fer me.
fer being ever so nice.
though i might always scold yer
fer being sucha push over.
believe me i just didnt want
to see yer always getting bullied by that bitch.
and like thanks fer everything.
the talks of encouragement.
the talks where yer keep scolding me
and asking me not to slack.
thanks i really appreciate yer doin all that.
though i didnt really stop slacking.
but i really am grateful.
fer someone like yer to care so much.
and keep on giving me these talks.
thanks so much(:

michelle;
skinny shit.
monkey heah(:
honey covered pretzel.
i'll miss yer lots man.
yer smartness. yer assness.
yer name-creating-ness.
yer skinny ness and
all that childish things we used to do
at the back of the class.
haha yer and those disgusting nails.
i'll miss the throwing rubbish fights.
sticking notes on each others' backs.
and stuffing things down yer back..
i'll gonna miss yer loads(:
thanks fer being mah friend(:

cheryl;
chicken tan!!
i'm like totally gonna miss those paperball fights.
the retarded pics, the retarded you.
stuffing paperballs down yer back.
though it seems childish.
but it was fun. and i'm gonna miss doin that.
bullying yer is fun too.
that i will surely miss hell loads(:

lyn;
tallie!!!
haha(:
thanks fer being so nice and sweet
goin to miss this stick loads.
thanks fer everythinng(:

jaime;
smallie!!!
i'm gonna miss this smallie.
and also calling out yer name.
JAIMEEE ARH.
thanks fer tolerating that.
hahaha(:

shar;
i miss doin the yo yo yo thing.
but i think yer forgot how ta do that alrdy.
but anyways. i'm gonna miss this shit.
mah fellow braces friend(:

AND ALL THE OTHER 2/3ERS WHO'S NAME IS NOT MENTIONED.
BECAUSE I'M TOO LAZY TO TYPE ANYMORES.
WELLS. I'M GONNA MISS ALL OF YOUS ALOT(:
THE STRONG BONDWE ALL SHARED..
HAII I'LL REMEMBER EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOUS(:


P/S:
you are sucha bitch.
what's yer problem.
i never said nothing.
yer are just frigging assuming larh!
so this is how yer want it to end?!
it's just sad.
very sad.
but i'll miss yer..
even if yer are gonna hate me.


<3

11:29 PM

Saturday, October 29, 2005

i dont want to ever let go.

(:

12:45 PM

oh yes.
i forgot i've taken out
mah braces alrdy.


i'm like so broed now.
got nothing to do.
wanna go out.
but got no money.
some idiot still owes me money..
alot of money..

rarrrhs.
oh yes.
happy birthday bestie(:
though it was yesterday.
but yeahh. erm happy belated birthday.

Oooh i wanna watch the legend of zorro

ohh yeah.
mah ego shit is like overseas now.
haha. take care dear(:
hmmm; she's one lucky piece of shit.
goin to a few countries larh.

i needa go tan soon.
need a bikini.
shall go buy one.
soon i shall...
i want hotpink
and lime green one.

i wanna go melly's house!!
to tan and work out man!!!
needa get rid of all fats.

i'm like multi tasking now.
haha.watching tv.
talkin on the phone.
and blogging.

watching jimmy neutron now.
and it's really retarded.
but since i got nothing else to watch.

hmmms.
i'm thinkin now.
should i go out?

oh yesh.
I'M TOTALLY AGAINST SMOKING.
FER YER INFO.
BUT IT'S YER LIFE.
I CANT DO ANYTHING
IF YER DONT WANT TA QUIT.

are yer playing me on?
i needa know now.
are yer sincere?
i really hope yer are.

i really dont understand yer.
yer say yer do.
but yer are still with other.

maybe.
just maybe.
giving up would be better.

believe me i dont want to.
but i dont know..
yer hafta give me an answer.
i want to know.

saying i love yer.
its not the words i want to hear from yer.
its not that i dont want yer not to say
but if yer only knew
how easy it would be to show me how yer feel.
more than words


p/s:
i cant wait.


<3

12:41 PM

Friday, October 28, 2005

the memories we shared.
will never be forgotten.

so many tears was shed today.
yet again. haha (:
there was thunderstorm and heavy rain!
hahahaha(:

mah class is so frigging emotional.
but there were some who didnt cry larh.
but i guess i'm sucha softie.
see people cry then i also cry.
see beat, cher, kim, jiang, and others cry.
i cry even more.
it was a really sad moment.
being to think how much these shits will be missed.
and today is like the first thing in history i see jiang cry.
finally! i finally got a few pics with her!!!
wahahaha. first time pls! (:
so happy(:

i realised i still havent taken pics
with alot alot of people.
i need to speed up on mah photo taking thing..
hahaha(:

went out today(:
ate lunch at pizza hut.
at toa payoh..
had a great time there.
it was like the suaning betina day can!
haii. so sad. and like i was so extra.
haha becos i sat at the end of the table.
in the centre. and like everyone kept suaning me!
rarrrs fineee! had ghost story telling session
was fun. really freaked me out though..

later we went town(:
beat.cher.mich.melly.me(:
odd number.. haha.
oh yes.
exchangeed many many hugs again today.
loved everyone of them..
oh then. we took neos(:
really really nice(:
such fond memories(:
i'll treasure every single one of them.
oh yes. then i saw someone there.
outside cine. scared of her man.
nearly fainted pls.
she had that damn scary face.
wanted to roll on the floor.

oh wells.
had lots of fun today.
took many pics.
but deleted many too.
haha becos i looked disgusting.
hahahaha(:

CHER PIECERED HER EAR!!!
HAHAHA(:

shall try and post some pics.
if i have the frigging time.
now i gotta make a phone call(:

well then.

JUST WANNA SHOUT OUT TO ALL MAH FRIENDS OUT THERE!
THANKS FER THE MEMORIES.
THANKS FER MAKIN ME CRY TOO(:
HAHA(: ANYWAYS.
I'LL BE THERE FER EVERYONE OF YOU.
JUST SAY THE WORD
AND I'LL COME RUNNING.

WE SHALL ALWAYS REMAIN FRIENDS TO THE END, YES(:?


I LOVE YER GUYS.
AND I'LL BE MISSING EVERY ONE OF YER!!!

<3

9:56 PM

Thursday, October 27, 2005

ARGHHH :(

why does good things like this come to an end.
i dont want it to.
all the happy memories
all the laughter and tears we shared.

had the reflection and growth thing today.
it was a really wonderful experience(:

i cried.
and cried.
and cried even more.

at first i told myself
i wouldnt cry and think so much.
but i guess i kinda failed.
seeing everyone cry made me really emotional.
then i just cried too.
thinking about how much i'll miss everyone of mah friends in 2/3
after spending 2 years in the same class..
the bond we shared is unexplainable yet great.

friends like you guys are hard to find
and i'm really thankful to be yer friends(:

we are finally goin our seperate ways.
and moving on with life.
knowing that how some of us will land up in different classes.
i wanna let all of yer know how much i appreciate yer friendship.
and how much yer changed mah life.

exchanged many many hugs today.
today is officially a good hugs day.
but i'm still missing a hug.
from that idiot.
then i will be really happy.
hahaha(:

hugs really can make people's day.
hmm. so many people cried today.
oh yes. haha now we know what those tissue boxes in the ava is fer.
hahaha(: i'm a happy girl.

arghhh.
was suppose to go someone's house today.
but oh wells. she say cannot.
aiyerr make me so sad.
hmmm. oh wells.
next time thens.

oh yeahhhh!
gretchen house!!
haha i wanna go !!!
fer our camping-slumber party(:
i cant wait.

oh yes.
i just found out i lost mah watch again.
haha and mah mum is like so pissed with me.
i dont even know where i lost it larh
aiyo. i feel so sorry fer mah watch.
lying some where out there.

ok.
just one last thing to add..

this is the one song
i would like to dedicate to all mah friends out there.
cher. beat. kim especially.
mah fellow commrades(:
the best i ever had(:

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Coz you're there for me too.

No one could ever know me
No one could ever see me
Seems you're the only one who knows
What it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with
Make it through all the rest with
Someone I'll always laugh with
Even at my worst I'm best with you, yeah

It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year...

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Coz you're there for me too...

THANK YER SO MUCH(:

<3

7:13 PM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

I've been thinkin' 'bout the meaning of resistance
Of a world beyond our own
And suddenly the infinite and penitent
Began to look like home

netball carnival
one word to describe it.
WOOHOOHOO(:
it was fab.
it was wonderfully great.

i'm so proud of mah class.
everyone's hard work
has paid off (:
and i'll glad that we won
fer the first time in a million years.
mah class has won something.
cheerleading and the netball matches.
and then we are the champs!!
haha i'm so proud of you guys.
first time i realised how much mah class rocks
even though we aren't that united
but they still managed to perform their best.
god bless yer guys man(:
i love yer guys(:
woohooo(:
yer guys rock larh(:

<3

8:17 AM

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

so bottle up old love.
throw it out to sea.

been having photo taking sessions alot lately.
hahaha yay tmr is the netball carnival.
so fun i cant wait.

haii.
depressing stuff has been overwhelming this wk.
alot alot of depressing things.
i wanna commit suicide now.
mah lvl ranking is so frigging low.
low until cannot low anymore!
i'm like so dead
so very very dead.
under achiever me..
haii
oh wells.
gtg now.
before i kana whacked..


<3

11:15 PM

Friday, October 21, 2005

dont phunk with mah heart.

i dont think i would be able to
forgive and forget again.
so hold mah hand and never let go.
yer smile has captured mah heart.
so keep me; and give me
some love and affection.

oh gwadd.
i hate seeing that bitch's face!
totally spoils mah mood!!!
argh >:(

as long as she's there
i wouldn't smile back..
i told yer i hate her like fcuk.

sighhh.
i'm still sick.
damn being sick sucks!

mah sore throat is like
seriously killing me please.

hmm today was sort of fun(:
the whacking game!!! hahaha!!
so very very fun(:

argh.
i failed like two subjects.
like that shows how stupid i am.
haii. got B3 fer maths and science larh!
surely cant get into 3/4 anymores!
i want do bio chem.
but now i heard ALOT
of people want take bio chem.
shit larh. i surely cant compete against them.
haii. i guess i didnt study hard enough..
hahaha oh wells it's mah fault.
this is the results of slacking.

hmmm.
took many pics today!
hahaha so fun(:
hurr i didnt get into yellow house comm.
oh wells its better this way.
hahaha. but i didnt even want to be in anyways.
hehe. thongs and shir got in!
good fer yer, guys(:

rarrr
mah throat is seriously killing me.
tmr got some umpiring shit thing with tjl.
hopefully i wont suddenly die ..

erm.
sleepyness!
haha yes i know i'm a pig!
rarrr shall go bathe first then sleep through out.
till tmr morning(: 7.30 i guess.

i hate yer.
why are yer doin this to me?

<3

6:49 PM

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me


woah.
i'm feeling like hyper and high now.
hahaha. i think its the fever.

BEING SICK SUCKS.
mah head is like damn pain.
rarr. hopefully i didnt get dengue though.
and hopefully the fever wont kill that little amount of braincells i have left.

argh.
stress. i got like damn low
fer all mah papers that we got back today.
stupid headache. i wish someone could take mah pain away.
i hate headaches too. rarrs.
why did i have to get headaches during mah papers.
sighh. if not i could have a little more time
and will be able to concentrate on mah paper more.

now i'm damn scared
fer tommorrow..
science and maths paper.
i wanna get in 3/4!
rarrr!!!! i hate this...
why do the teachers have to keep us in suspense..
wish they could give back our papers like NOW.

yawns.
i'm goin to turn in.
feeling really tired all of a sudden.
<3

12:12 AM

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

rarr.
today rained again.
how nice.

oh i think blue crumplers aint that nice.
actually red crumpler is like 10 times better.
hahaha(:

went out.
and the create talents place is damn small.
and saw some people that i never expected to see there.
kinda weird yet insulting. becos some people there..
like erm.. i shall not continue..

oh wells.
i really feel like playing ball.
or any sport now.
i'm like so fat.
and unfit. i'm goin to die when training starts.
okok. enough depressing stuff.

one good thing i can look forward to
is the holidays. and after training outings.
and goin home with thongs. and her sister.
oh wells. for now , i'm a sad child.
i'm broke too. haii.
that pencil box in flash and splash
was like calling out to me.
making me feel so ARGH.
oh wells. i'm broke.
no money. *sniffs.

i need money.
and now.
got so many things i wanna buy.
haii. anyways. :(
tomorrow! argh.
i'm scared.
i dont want get mah exam scripts back.
i only want mah sci back.
i think i flunked.
but i cannot flunk that paper!
like that how to get into mah pure science class.
if i dont get into that class.
i might go into depression.
and commit suicide.
like only 9 or less
people got A1 and A2.
and thats sad.
i'm damn screwed.
damn damn screwed.
but i thought i did okay fer mah science.
sniffles- i need a miracle.

hopefully i get into
the pure bio and chem class.
HOPEFULLY.
i shall pray very hard tonight.
VERY VERY HARD.

attention everyone out there.
please pray fer a miracle to happen to me..

i really really really need this miracle.
like seriously i aint kidding.
i actually studied fer mah science.
as in seriously studied .
but i think i didnt study hard enough.
mrs wong's talks are getting to me.
its like now i feel guility
that i didnt put in much effort to study hard.
i should have. i know.
i guess it's kinda too late to do anything.
shit. this always happens to me.
why?! argh.
next year i gotta stop slacking like some idiot.
and put in effort to achieve grades
that nobody has ever imagined me achieveing.
*sniffles.* i hope i'll not all talk and no action.
i must try.
i will try(:
hopefully i can do it.
rarrs; shall end here fer the day.
stupid sister is back.



<3

7:25 AM

Monday, October 17, 2005

argh.
have to go fer some thanksgiving mass later.
like i dont see the point in goin.
because all i ever do during mass is stone.

oh great.
netball carnival!
26 october
yay. one good thing to look forward to.
damn. training is gonna start soon.
which means. more torture and whole body aches.
hopefully things will turn out fine.
and trainings wont be as tough.
hahaha. yeah right.
like as if that will ever happen.
but the unexpected always happens.

oh wells.
shall go now.

<3

6:26 PM

fine.
i wont waste yer time.
well i'm sorry ok.
just freaking concentrate on yer O's alright.
just pretend like i never existed.
i dont want to seem like some nuisance to yer.
sorry fer wasting yer time anyways.
i tried to open up.
but i guess i failed miserably.
i dont feel like talkin to anyone now
and if i seem pms-sy.
i'm sorry in advance.

oh wells.
good luck fer yer O's then (:
all the best.

oh yes sorry bun.
fer wastin yer time.
truely i am.

<3

12:32 AM

i love yer.

woohoo.
today was fun.

firstly;
i'm sorry avis.jing and bei.
sorry fer pangseh-ing yer guys.

secondly,
thanks sam's daddy!
hahaha.
he's so nice.
he fetched us from nus to ssc.
( singapore swimming club)

then we went to sam's wonderful house
three levels man!! woohoo.
so groovy(:
watched abit of harry potter.
hahaha. today was great!
i was like out the whole day!

took a few pics today.
should have just brought mah camera,
oh wells. next time thens(:

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you

I don't want to go another
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our privated lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you

hmm.
thanks yer guys
fer makin mah day so enjoyable(:
and full of fun, laughter and joy.
especially yer the brainless lion.
mah besties. (: thongs and shir(:
renee (;
and steph kum (idiot)
hahahaha!

`good night world.

sing me a lullaby
and kiss me goodnight
one kiss from yer
will make everything alright.
that's all i ever needed.
and wanted.~

this is bullshit man*

i've given yer everything
i've loved yer endlessly
but when it comes to me
yer dont even notice me

<3

i'll wait fer yer
no matter how long yer take.
i'll be here waiting.
i'll never let yer go.
i swear i wont.
even if yer would.

>:(
shut up betina..

12:08 AM

Saturday, October 15, 2005

i've a fetish.
its to smell people.

I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever

But nailed to the tree where we were
Supposed to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it said
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

I read those words just hours before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
When me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry
All my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

Between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

oh gosh
this song is damn sweet.
and sucha oldie.
but it's really niceee(:


no matter how hard i try
i know i'll never be yours.

i guess its time i should give up.
stop running this race that never seems to end.
i'll never be number one in yer heart.
i know.

and i hope yer know how thankful i am
to know that yer are willing to give me a chance.
but i know it's never gonna work out.
so whats the point in beginning in the first place.
only one person will get hurt
and that person is me.
and i'm willing to be hurt now.
then to be even more hurt later.

but one thing yer should know.
yer will always have a place in mah heart.

right now.
i'm goin to learn to live life to the fullest.
try and knock some senses into mah head someone, please.
right now all i can think about is you,
mah beloved.the idiotic one.
and i dont know why.
but i miss yer so.
so much, i wanna cry.

<3

8:15 PM

we're goin down down.
in a earlier round.
sugar we're goin down swingin
i'll be yer number one with a bullet.
a loaded god complex.
cock it and pull it.

are we meant to be?

why does time always have to be a factor
that everyone is racing against.
even though we know we cant beat it.
once in a while we must take some time to just relax
and savour ever moment's beauty.
before it's too late .

<3

12:30 PM

i could be yer baby, yer could be mah honey
lets spend time not money*

[[A small change in mindset
could make all the difference in the world. ]]

hmmm.
just did some self-esteem test thing..

self-love and self-worth
Description: Overall positive opinion of oneself

Feelings of Inadequacy
Description: Doubts whether one "measures up".

Self-depreciating Statements
Description: Negative, self-critical internal dialogue

Unrealistic Expectations of Self
Description: Putting excessive pressure on oneself to reach very high standards.

Social Comfort
Description: Fitting in socially, building a support network and feeling comfortable in social situations.

Need for Approval
Description: Seeking recognition from other people.

Beliefs and Attitudes
Description: Preconceptions that can nurture a high self-esteem

Proactive Attitude
Description: unwillingness to give things a try.

didnt realise how often i put myself down.
how i give up halfway even though the finishing line is nearing.
trapped by an unhealthy sense of perfectionism.
have an almost non-existant set of people skills.

one day
i'll try and achieve the unattainable.
the dream of being perfect.

yay
bballing on sunday.
goin out today.
later in the afternoon.
hmphfrr now i got a 6pm curfew
and it sucks like fcuk.

Tryin' a feel my hump, hump.
Lookin' at my lump, lump.
U can look but you can't touch it,
If u touch it I'ma start some drama,
You don't want no drama,
No, no drama, no, no, no, no drama

<3

12:51 AM

Friday, October 14, 2005

nickelback
photograph

my chemical romance
the ghost of you

keeps playin over
and over again in mah head.

i'm bored.
cant go out today.
rarrr.
i'm free tomorrow
hopefully got people goin out.
because i wanna go out ..

goin back to sleep
since i got nothing to do.
what a pig i am.
(:

i'll try to fix you

<3


5:10 PM

ugh.
hate.
hate.
hate.
>:(

oh mah gwad.
finally, exams are like over!
but now, just as i expected.
i still cant go out whenever i feel like it.
and like some idiot promised me that i could.
you liar. argh. wanna watch corspe bride tmr.
but no i cant. wanna go fer friend's birthday dinner.
also cannot. might as while ask me to go and die.
i think both parties would benefit.
i would be happily dead.
and yer would be happily stress-free.

today i was suppose ta be happy.
spoilt mah mood fer the night.

tomorrow. got no school.
woohoohoohoo (:
goin sleep until the sun goes down.


(:

12:24 AM

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends


8:12 AM

Friday, October 07, 2005

let's runaway
just you and me

had art written exam on wed.
everything i wrote was crap.
geography on thursday.
die. i failed that paper fer sure.
today, friday.
had cheena exam.
was crap too.
didnt complete the last sentence.
didnt realise there wasnt enough time.

went tp. library to study.
until 7 plus.
then went home.
in the bus i gave mah seat to an old man.
and he gave me such a nice big smile.
made me so happy.
=))))) i did a good deed!
tomorrow.
might be goin to study.

now i got no more face.
no idea how i still managed to survive.
it's very sad.
everyone is out to embarrass me.
why is the world so cruel.

btws.
mah bunny and i got nothing goin on!
aiyo.please larh.
we are bunny sisters.
not lovers.
tsk tsk tsk.
all the idiots
who thought we got something goin on.
please. go and die.
seriously.

mah star shaped lollipop.
was yummylicious.

just realised
i forgot to do something.
make good luck notes fer mah seniors.
now its kinda too late alrdy
as they are alrdy almost done with all their papers.
hmprrfh.

bball today was damn tiring.
and i was suppose to not play anymores!
aiyarrr. bad girl.
naughty naughty.

mah ego shitter is such a nice person.
and funny. haha!
she cracks me up all the time.
with her silly-ness.
and i think she's so kind.

need to lose weigh.
and gain muscles.
how ironic.

bitten.
bruised.
hurt.


<3
i was once loved.
but now i'm forgotten.


8:42 PM

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

hello there;
the angel from mah nightmare.

so now i'm a chocolate covered pretzel.
haha! that's just weird.
mich is so funny.
that girl just cant stop
givin me weird nicknames.

today was retarded.
haha! ofe <3 Mr M.
now mr moose knows her lil 'secret'
thanks to cher and me.

oh gwad.
i'm falling ill.
why now?
this is so wrong.
=(

you're are mah sunshine
mah only sunshine
yer make me happy.
when skies are grey.
yer'll never know how much i love you.
please dont take mah sunshine away.


countin down.
1 more day to geog paper.
die die die.

<3

1:35 AM

Sunday, October 02, 2005

[[Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded gun complex, cock it and pull it]]

aiyerr.
mah love proclaimation.
tsk tsk
shouldnt have said anything.
haha!
((((:

something badd happened today.
and the piggyfied and shittyfied idiot
has totally spoilt mah mood fer the whole wk.

anyways
i've to study.
and learn to conrol mah temper.

<3

7:52 AM

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