baby, i fucking love you.


Friday, September 30, 2005

# put her picture in a frame
so i wont miss her.

happy birthday avis
hope yer have the bestest birthday
i miss yer oh so much
and i love yer plenty plenty.

happy early
children's day everyone
=)))

oh yes.
update!

hmm.
gave out little good luck notes
on the english exam day.
gave a few sec1 netballers.
gave almost all sec2 netballers.
those i'm closer to larhh.
goin to make fer sec3 netballers.
like fer mah miss nice.
mah blind SEXY-ER furry chicken.
mah the evil squirrel
not forgetting her.
and a few others.

[[what happen to those days.
that were full of laughter and joy.
we promised to be there fer each other.
goin through our problems together.

time has gone by.
people change.
you changed.
i dont know you anymore.
what happened?]]

random thoughts.

well.
i'm glad
i finally got mah full hug.
=))))
and thanks fer understanding.
*to that someone*

bballing days are over.
i've decided not to play bball
during recess anymore.
*hah. not!*
i'll just cut down.
try not to get all sweaty
and sticky everytime.

oh yes!
mrs nic is is pregnent.
haha!
then she damn funny larh.
askin us to say hi to her baby and all.

fell on mah ass
yesterday.
during PE.
thanks a lot mich.
thanks fer cursing again.
that girl arr.
her mouth damn suay one.
beware :)))

exams are around the corner.
someone please wake me up.
i need a motivation.
i guess i tried but it wont work.
screams*

headaches
butt aches.
why am i so unlucky?




# you melt mah heart
with that smile.

[[how do yer talk to an angel.
its like trying to catch a falling star.]]


<3


3:14 PM


Saturday, September 24, 2005

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can

Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips, are sealed for her
My tongue is,
Tied to, a dream of being with you
To settle for less, is not what I prefer



<3
yer're sleeping.
while i'm here.
heart broken.
and insecure.


12:33 PM


Friday, September 23, 2005

>:(
bad day.


today was terrible.
got booked fer eating in class.
like what the shit!
practically the whole class eats in class.

oh finee.
just threaten me with miss teo.
i dont care.
seriously.
mah life is already so screwed.
nothing can make it worst.
come bring it on !!!!
bloody freak.

hmm.
just talked ta mah dearest
KUNG-FU FIGHTER.
cherlynn. who also got booked.
and now i know how it all started.
like what the hell can.
if yer trying ta get mah dearest kungfu fighter in trouble.
is the same as asking fer trouble from me !!!
like what the shit,
yer better watch out.
yer are gonna be a roasted piece of shit.
sorry but i'm way pissed right now.

but anyways.
i wont really consider today a bad day.
reason being.

#1--->marshmellow.
#2--->i slided down the railings!!!
#3--->no tuition.no afternoon study.
#4--->miss shanti didnt scold me.
but she was like just talking to me.
was scared to death when she caught me.
i was like WAHHH SHIT. >=/
DIE DIE DIE,
thankfully she didnt like kill me or anything.
good good.
#5--->bballed during recess.
#6--->miss chye didnt kill me and jiang fer being late.
#7--->i can use the computer.
#8--->i got a straw star.
i love straw stars***

wells.
talking ta mah bunny now.
later then :)




<3


7:55 PM


Lay Your Hands
by simon webbe

Sometimes life can be a burden
Tryna stay one step ahead
I feel the world upon my shoulder each time
I'm standing out on the edge
And my hopes have all deserted me
Like they washed away in the sand
And it's hurting my pride
Tryna survive
But i know i stand a chance

When you lay your hands
Oh yeah
'Coz it's the only thing I have that still makes sense

(Oh baby, when I'm calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I'm in my darkest hour)
You're by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.
When life is getting me down,
getting me down, i'm close to defeat,
Come and lay ur hands on me.

Feel this road is getting longer now
And i'm too far away from home
Still I gotta keep on moving on
But I can't do it on my own
Baby keep my head above water
Help me swim for my life
'Coz the game is getting harder
The strain is gettin stronger
And I can only face the fight

When you lay your hands
Oh yeah'
Coz it's the only thing I have that still makes sense

(Oh baby, when I'm calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I'm in my darkest hour)
You're by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.
When life is getting me down,
getting me down, i'm close to defeat,
Come and lay ur hands on me..

'Til I'm healed again,
Rediscovered my strengths,
Those bitter blues are gone...
Oh, gone...

(Oh baby, when I'm calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I'm in my darkest hour)
You're by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.
When life is getting me down,
getting me down, i'm close to defeat,
Come and lay your hands on me.

Come and lay your hands on me.



<3


7:07 PM


Tuesday, September 20, 2005


UP DOWN UP DOWN UP DOWN
TURN AROUND

quotes from mr moose.*
his' retardacy rocks.


feeling much better now.
not so much pmsing anymores.
thanks friend.
and friends. =)
ESPECIALLY THE CRAPPY BUNCH!!

today was fun.
yet again we were acting
like monkeys at the back of the class.
having childish fights.
throwin at people.
like some idiots.
but its good to be an idiot once in a while.
reliefs stress.

dental appointment today.
now its BLUE AND DARK BLUE.
at first i thought was green and blue.
but i guess i'm colour blind too.
apart from having STM.
and partically blind and deaf.
oh wells.

damn.
exams are coming.
yet i'm still under performing here.
and happily slacking away.

MOTIVATION NEEDED!!

<3
MUCH LOVE;
me


5:52 PM






a few pics.
fer pure joy peace and laughter


5:03 PM


Wednesday, September 14, 2005

MARSHMELLOWS.
ARE CUTE LITTLE THINGS.

lynette chong.
i'm goin kill yer.
beware!

beat, aka mah momma!
why yer life so interesting and funny.
haha! so exciting.

btws.
MR MOOSE!
he ROCKS pls.
he's damn RETARDED AND FUNNY.
and PLEASE!
I DO NOT LIKE HIM DAMNIT/-

all the retarded people who laughed at me.
; 'the damn hot thing'
you know who you are!
i will get mah revenge some day!
so sai. i got malu-ed.
and please i do not think HE'S are hot !
stupid funny P.O.S (mr moose)

today was fun!
the deodRANT FIGHT.
THE KUNGFU FIGHTING SAI.
ERASER FIGHTS
THE RETARDACY.
THE UNFORGETTABLE MEMORIES!
WONDER WHAT LIFE WOULD BE LIKE WITHOUT MAH DEAREST CRAPSTER.
RAH LALA#2 CHERLYNN ANG!
AND OF COURSE THE REST OF THE PEOPLE WHO WERE RETARD TODAY.
AND THOSE IDIOTS WHO STARTED THE ERASER FIGHT!
HAHA YER ROCK.
BUT NOT AS MUCH AS ME!
HAHA KIDDING.

gonna miss that retarded shit
when we get separated into different classes next year.
i'll never forget this day;
THE 14TH OF SEPTEMBER.
THE DAY OF RETARDNESS.
GWAD! I LOVE THAT PIECE OF SHIT PLS!
SHE'S SO FUN.
AND ERM RETARDED!
FER ONCE I'LL ADMIT.
YER ROCK CHER!!!
YER THE MAN PLS!
=D

OKAY.
enough bout her.
later her ego grow too big.
SO ANYWAYS.

like kahlow!
thongs! where's mah letter man!
played bball today.
haha. i suck at it.
seriously.
wells it wasnt actually bball.
but yeahhh. same thing larhs.

wheee.
i'm BORED!

[[`LIFE JUST WONT BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU.
~YER THE SWEETEST THING I EVER TASTED!]]

HAHA =D
FER THAT IDIOT.
WHO THINKS I IDOLISE HER!





<3 color="#ff0000">LOVE MARSHMELLOW.
SAW MAH MARSHMELLOW TODAY!
IN THE CANTEEN!
=D THE CUTEST THING.


11:24 PM


RARRH.

i'm a lion.
in one of mah retarded moods yet again.

mich is now officially mah SHIFU.
the ever so pro bballing-er.
teach me yer ways shifu!
pro-ness larh she!
unfairness =/

AIYO.
mah sci grp.
gonna fail presentation.

PROCLAIMS
MAH LOVE FER MARSHMELLOWS/-

the lit. shit
was crap.
just like me.
haha!
went to eat at the cafe shit thing today.
the one at the committee. centre.
service was crap.
no choice.
was hungry.
so decided to just frigging eat there.
the chicken chop noodles.
are maggi noodles.
rarrh.

send thongs home.
went home.
slept.
ate.
got up.
tuition.
brain lagged.

gonna get a letter.
that letter will explain everything.
hopefully.
that person better hurry up and finish writting it by tmr!
cant wait larhs!

eyepain.
legpain.
brainpain.
buttpain.

shall go sleep now!
=))) till later.



LOVE ;
<3


12:11 AM


Thursday, September 08, 2005

MEMORIES THAT CAN NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.
AND YOU'RE PART OF IT.

IS BOREDOM KILLING ME.
OR JUST MAKIN ME INSANE?

GOD ;
TELL ME WHY.
WHY ARE YOU SO CRUEL.

I'M HERE ;
DEPRESSED.
PISSED OFF.
HAVING PMS.
A FAILURE.
DEPRIVED.
DREAMING
AND BELIEVEING IN THE IMPOSSIBLE.

DOES IT HURT;
WHEN YOU THINK BOUT ME.
AND HOW BROKEN MAH HEART IS

<3


11:20 PM


Tuesday, September 06, 2005

CAUSE SHE'S BITTERSWEET.
SHE KNOCKS ME OFF MAH FEET

DAMN.
MISSED AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL !!!!!!
ARGHHHHHH!!!!

HAD TUITION.
MUST START ON MAH H/W SOON.
MUST MUST MUST!!!

=D


11:40 PM


Monday, September 05, 2005

RAH RAH RAH
I'M A LION

A STRAWBERRY POCKY LOVER LION.
HEAR ME ROAR!!
ROARRRRRR

OKAYS THAT WAS LAME.
had fun todays !!
took neos.
watched herbie.
damn drama.

haha
evil the green wall.
yer so cute pls.
had photo taking session with evil!
so fun. haha pretty green wall.
wait .. she's shir's green wall.
aiya. same thing larhs.
the wall at far east is nice.
as a background thing.

i got a damn cute penknife!!
haha thanks shir.
fer intro-ing to me that penknife.
its this small pink penknife.
so pretty and cute.

had fun.
ANYONE WANTS TO KILL ME NOW?
YOU CAN.
OH WAIT YOU CANT.
i still got lots more to do.
many more dreams and wishes to be fulfilled.

i love you.
i will dont want to let go.
if i did,
will you?

<3


9:40 PM


WOOHOO.
AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL!!
GONNA WATCH!!!

LATERS!

<3


10:38 AM


Sunday, September 04, 2005

SHORT
SHORTER
SHORTEST.

rah lala.
i'm depressed.
deprived.

=/
to that certain someone.
hope yer alright.


8:45 PM


Friday, September 02, 2005

god.
today seriously sucked.
went to school.
had d&t examination.
miss whatever her name is sucks can!
she was like shutting us up.
and like she threatened us.
by saying that if we talk.
she will straight away give us a zero.
i was like giggling at her stupid,
cannot-make-it, angry, disgusting face.
i'm mean, and yes i admit.
but seriously man,
she's sucha bitch.

btws i thinki'll probably fail.
need a miracle to pass the frigging exam.
didnt even study,
how to pass.
haha but like bunny said.
only idiots will fail the d&t exam.
and yes, i am an idiot.
so anyways.
did science project shit at lynette's house.
god. her computer sucks.
so slow and lagging.

walked fer hrs.
around toa payoh.
BORING,
towning<---- i wanna go !!
damnit/-
i wanna go town NOW !

fuckit/-
MY LIFE IS SO SAD.
no excitement.
had a bit of drinks today.
didnt get a single bit high,
which sucked.
expected to at least feel flushed.
but didnt.
damn.
sucks pls.

had ice cream + coke overload.
so funny. and malu.
very sad larhs my life.
why god why!
i think like i looked damn spastic,
trying to make my own coke float.

my momma went fer my sister concert.
toa payoh primary the concert at ACS.
came back like at 10.30 plus.
=/damn, wasted opportunity.





<3


8:17 AM


Thursday, September 01, 2005

What can I do?
I'd do anything for her

GIVE ME MY MOTIVATION.
FULL TIME MOTIVATION-ER NEEDED!!!

tomorrow got dnt exam.
havent studied.
surely hand in empty script tomorrow.

and yea
i will lose weight!!
i must !!
so fat.
cant take looking at mah fat body anymore.
wanna have a hot body man!
my ultimate desire.

and yes.
i banged myself.
sheesh.
how i know is at the bloody full stop!!!

ANYWAYS.
i wanna join anastasia's tuition class !!
please please please.
please please please.
please please please.
hotness alert over there.

grins*
cherlynn come join with me !!!
=)

BARBIE AVIS.
I LOVE YER.
YER THE REASON TO SMILE.

THONGS.
YER ALSO ANOTHER ONE OF THE REASONS I SMILE.

AND ALL MAH DEAREST FRIENDS.
MY BARBIES ROCK PLS.

BUNNY TOO!!
ROCKS TOO.

<3


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